lysergication
Bluelighter
I had this bag of MET waiting in my freezer since a long time and I wanted to try this substance with a MAOI but there wasn't enough reports about this yet. A report of such a combination was posted in the PD forum and it re-sparkled my interest.
I take psychedelics for ~10 years now and had some very profound experiences on the way. But I've smoked MET only a handful of times and in small amount only. I've experimented ayahuasca ~15 times but never had the opportunity to sample pure DMT.
The Set and setting for this trip was very good, alone in a quiet house, curious about the effects I could get with this substance combined with a MAOI. It's the first time I try a tryptamine + MAOI on my own in a non-collective setting and I'm happy to see how I can handle it.
I set up an altar with a few things that matter to me, shut off all the light, lit a candle and a fire in the stove. I've not eaten anything since a few hours but didn't follow a particular diet the previous days neither.
9.30 PM (T+0) : I drink the rue extract made with 3.3g. the taste is not that bad, much less than ayahuasca, that's for sure.
T+45' : I ingest the 100mg of the MET freebase in cigarette paper. At this point I can feel the rue taking effects. I have slight tracers with the lights, my coordination is slightly impaired, I feel a light pressure in my head and like a warm sensation in the forehead. No mental effects to speak of.
T+1h25 : really lights effects from the MET if not at all. light tracers, a feeling of wakefulness, things aren't moving but I feel like I can see the surface from several perspectives easily. I see structures easily but that's something I get easily after a few minute of meditation also.
T+1h48 : When I lay down with eyes closed, I feel like I'm sliding in silky sheet. I need to focus a bit more to write and I've a light nausea. When I'm writing I just want to lay down again. I feel very calm it's very pleasant. There isn't really any visual activity though but I feel satisfied nonetheless.
T+2h15 : I eat a small piece of bread with a little bit of butter. I've a sensation of what I'd call a tryptaminic well-being. If Ilook closely at a surface I can see pattern but it's faint. I'd say I'm at a light ++. The main sensation is this well-being with this desire to let me slide in this silky feeling.
T+2h28 : I divide 100mg of MET freebase in two by eyes and take the half of it. I put some grounded rue on a hot charcoal and inhale the smoke
T+2h50 : Now I'm at a light +++, the rue inhalation worked pretty well.
T+3h40 : I take the remaining half of the 100mg of MET. I've strong tracers, I see red coloration and nice visualization when I close my eyes (pulsating lights, tunnels). I can say that I'm at a +++
T+5h24 : Still a +++. I chant a few icaros, play a bit of my Jew's harp and this go well with my visions of pulsating lights. it's nice to see the effects of my chants on myself. The Gate Gate Paragate mantra works really well, I felt like I was slowly disintegrating after a few minute of singing it. The musical apreciation was really enjoyable. I don't remember exactly when but I took a few more inhalation of rue. I had a little bit of nausea and a few throat singing make me vomit easily. i was surprised to see that those vomiting felt quite similar to those I get when I drink ayahuasca. Mentally it was similar to ayahuasca too in the sense that i was very lucid the all time but tripping in the same time. the visions were less detailed than with ayahuasca but perhaps a stronger dose of MET would give more vivid imagery ? I felt like I was less prone to feeling fear than with ayahusaca. Actually I never had a feeling of fear during this trip and I always feel the fear at a point or another when I drink ayahuasca.
T+5h34 : It's getting quieter mentally but i feel like this will be a long comedown
T+6h25 : Still a light +++, I'm enjoying the visual effects. I couldn't say exactly when but I remember I also heard auditory hallucination, varied water, drops and stream sounds .
It took me a long time to fall asleep and my sleep wasn't heavy. I was tired the next day but feeling fine.
Conclusion : I liked this experiment but expected it to be stronger. Next time I'll go directly for 150mg. It was interesting to see the differences and similarities between this and ayahuasca. I wonder how much this rely on my expectations ?
I take psychedelics for ~10 years now and had some very profound experiences on the way. But I've smoked MET only a handful of times and in small amount only. I've experimented ayahuasca ~15 times but never had the opportunity to sample pure DMT.
The Set and setting for this trip was very good, alone in a quiet house, curious about the effects I could get with this substance combined with a MAOI. It's the first time I try a tryptamine + MAOI on my own in a non-collective setting and I'm happy to see how I can handle it.
I set up an altar with a few things that matter to me, shut off all the light, lit a candle and a fire in the stove. I've not eaten anything since a few hours but didn't follow a particular diet the previous days neither.
9.30 PM (T+0) : I drink the rue extract made with 3.3g. the taste is not that bad, much less than ayahuasca, that's for sure.
T+45' : I ingest the 100mg of the MET freebase in cigarette paper. At this point I can feel the rue taking effects. I have slight tracers with the lights, my coordination is slightly impaired, I feel a light pressure in my head and like a warm sensation in the forehead. No mental effects to speak of.
T+1h25 : really lights effects from the MET if not at all. light tracers, a feeling of wakefulness, things aren't moving but I feel like I can see the surface from several perspectives easily. I see structures easily but that's something I get easily after a few minute of meditation also.
T+1h48 : When I lay down with eyes closed, I feel like I'm sliding in silky sheet. I need to focus a bit more to write and I've a light nausea. When I'm writing I just want to lay down again. I feel very calm it's very pleasant. There isn't really any visual activity though but I feel satisfied nonetheless.
T+2h15 : I eat a small piece of bread with a little bit of butter. I've a sensation of what I'd call a tryptaminic well-being. If Ilook closely at a surface I can see pattern but it's faint. I'd say I'm at a light ++. The main sensation is this well-being with this desire to let me slide in this silky feeling.
T+2h28 : I divide 100mg of MET freebase in two by eyes and take the half of it. I put some grounded rue on a hot charcoal and inhale the smoke
T+2h50 : Now I'm at a light +++, the rue inhalation worked pretty well.
T+3h40 : I take the remaining half of the 100mg of MET. I've strong tracers, I see red coloration and nice visualization when I close my eyes (pulsating lights, tunnels). I can say that I'm at a +++
T+5h24 : Still a +++. I chant a few icaros, play a bit of my Jew's harp and this go well with my visions of pulsating lights. it's nice to see the effects of my chants on myself. The Gate Gate Paragate mantra works really well, I felt like I was slowly disintegrating after a few minute of singing it. The musical apreciation was really enjoyable. I don't remember exactly when but I took a few more inhalation of rue. I had a little bit of nausea and a few throat singing make me vomit easily. i was surprised to see that those vomiting felt quite similar to those I get when I drink ayahuasca. Mentally it was similar to ayahuasca too in the sense that i was very lucid the all time but tripping in the same time. the visions were less detailed than with ayahuasca but perhaps a stronger dose of MET would give more vivid imagery ? I felt like I was less prone to feeling fear than with ayahusaca. Actually I never had a feeling of fear during this trip and I always feel the fear at a point or another when I drink ayahuasca.
T+5h34 : It's getting quieter mentally but i feel like this will be a long comedown
T+6h25 : Still a light +++, I'm enjoying the visual effects. I couldn't say exactly when but I remember I also heard auditory hallucination, varied water, drops and stream sounds .
It took me a long time to fall asleep and my sleep wasn't heavy. I was tired the next day but feeling fine.
Conclusion : I liked this experiment but expected it to be stronger. Next time I'll go directly for 150mg. It was interesting to see the differences and similarities between this and ayahuasca. I wonder how much this rely on my expectations ?
