Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
The morning of my trip I had prepped a sterile solution of MET (it was in freebase form) with vinegar and saline, which formed the acetate salt (requiring a touch of heat to go into solution fully). I gathered together one syringe and an alcohol swab and stowed those safely away in my backpack along with some food, water, and camping gear.
I set out on a hike up to some bluffs roughly 4 miles from the trailhead. By the time I was there it was getting late in the afternoon so if I wanted to get there by sunset (I did), I would have to push sort of hard to make it. The hike was fun and it got me into good spirits about my coming trip. I was very excited to try MET at a full +3 level!
I got to the bluffs and set up my tent and stowed my sleeping gear away. I grabbed my sleeping pad (screams hippy – it has “Compassion” written on one side and “Samadhi” written on the other) and the psychedelic drugs/syringe and headed down to a private little ‘nook’ in the bluffs. I stretched out on my pad and gazed at the setting sun for awhile (purples and reds).
T+0:00: I injected 35mg of the MET into my right thigh. No burn really that could not be attributed to the bit of extra vinegar in the solution. Kick back and relax some more. I go into a very relaxed state of mind, just extremely peaceful.
T+0:45: Starting to come up…this is just an estimate, since I wasn’t timing it closely, but it was a while longer than IM DPT (which hits me in about 30-35 minutes) and also longer than oral DMT (which took a blazing 15 minutes to hit!). The clouds are doing very psychedelic things in the sky and my thoughts are directly wrapped up in Tryptamine Fantasy Land (you know what I mean, those weird twisting thought loops that are SO much fun!). I inject the last 15mg since I feel so relaxed (almost sedate) and confident.
T+1:00: Whoa! Things are starting to get hectic in my visual field…strangely my closed eye field is very calm (more on this later!). I would say I am tripping at a +3 now.
T+1:30: Going strong, color saturation, slight dizziness and uncoordinated. I’m standing up facing a small tree and twirling the tips of the branch through my fingers, tryptamine-bemused…wandering through my thoughts. I begin to think about my childhood and particularly how lucky I was in being raised in a great family and how this must have had such a profound impact on who I am today. I thought though, “but, I have seen pain in my life…it was not all fun.” I imagined a very clear example of this pain that I saw involving my family. I then began to form the thought, “I myself have CAUSED pain to those I love.” Before I got through with the thought I cut it off. I felt something ‘twitching’ in my mind…I punched through it and thought the whole thing out. I started crying as I thought harder about the pain I have caused others. The thought made upset me so much I began vomiting in the bushes (bile mostly, since I had been fasting for a while). I vomited over and over again, regurgitating those negative emotions out of my body and mind. I became dizzy and laid down on the rocks, curled up into a fetal position, rocking a little bit getting over the sickness. I stood up and ‘completed’ the thought, “but, I have caused and participated in a great amount of love and joy in others.” All of a sudden a tremendous gust of wind blew over the bluffs, buffeting my physical body. I had the feeling that this wind was washing me clean of negativity. I let it blast me ‘dry.’
T+2:30: I am still tripping pretty hard. I curled up into a fetal position again, but this time in extreme comfort. I had noticed some CEVs behind my eyes and wanted to explore them (love, love, love being curled up on a tryptamine). I spent the next 30 minutes zoned out watching the visuals, they were breathtakingly beautiful, very delicate and gossamer web of interlocked diamonds (reds and purples). If I squeezed my eyes tight the web would disappear and I would be alone behind my eyelids. When I relaxed the web would reappear. This is strange, but this is the EXACT type of CEVs that I thought DET would have! I can’t wait to try that one after this experience!
T+4:00: Mostly down and I go back to my tent and eat some sardines and bread and curl up in my sleeping bag and write down some notes about the experience. I will add that it took me some time to go to sleep and every half hour or so for the next 3 hours the visual web would reappear, ever so lightly, fading each time it re-emerged. Finally it was gone and I was left with just a memory.
substancecode_MET
methodcode_IM
I set out on a hike up to some bluffs roughly 4 miles from the trailhead. By the time I was there it was getting late in the afternoon so if I wanted to get there by sunset (I did), I would have to push sort of hard to make it. The hike was fun and it got me into good spirits about my coming trip. I was very excited to try MET at a full +3 level!
I got to the bluffs and set up my tent and stowed my sleeping gear away. I grabbed my sleeping pad (screams hippy – it has “Compassion” written on one side and “Samadhi” written on the other) and the psychedelic drugs/syringe and headed down to a private little ‘nook’ in the bluffs. I stretched out on my pad and gazed at the setting sun for awhile (purples and reds).
T+0:00: I injected 35mg of the MET into my right thigh. No burn really that could not be attributed to the bit of extra vinegar in the solution. Kick back and relax some more. I go into a very relaxed state of mind, just extremely peaceful.
T+0:45: Starting to come up…this is just an estimate, since I wasn’t timing it closely, but it was a while longer than IM DPT (which hits me in about 30-35 minutes) and also longer than oral DMT (which took a blazing 15 minutes to hit!). The clouds are doing very psychedelic things in the sky and my thoughts are directly wrapped up in Tryptamine Fantasy Land (you know what I mean, those weird twisting thought loops that are SO much fun!). I inject the last 15mg since I feel so relaxed (almost sedate) and confident.
T+1:00: Whoa! Things are starting to get hectic in my visual field…strangely my closed eye field is very calm (more on this later!). I would say I am tripping at a +3 now.
T+1:30: Going strong, color saturation, slight dizziness and uncoordinated. I’m standing up facing a small tree and twirling the tips of the branch through my fingers, tryptamine-bemused…wandering through my thoughts. I begin to think about my childhood and particularly how lucky I was in being raised in a great family and how this must have had such a profound impact on who I am today. I thought though, “but, I have seen pain in my life…it was not all fun.” I imagined a very clear example of this pain that I saw involving my family. I then began to form the thought, “I myself have CAUSED pain to those I love.” Before I got through with the thought I cut it off. I felt something ‘twitching’ in my mind…I punched through it and thought the whole thing out. I started crying as I thought harder about the pain I have caused others. The thought made upset me so much I began vomiting in the bushes (bile mostly, since I had been fasting for a while). I vomited over and over again, regurgitating those negative emotions out of my body and mind. I became dizzy and laid down on the rocks, curled up into a fetal position, rocking a little bit getting over the sickness. I stood up and ‘completed’ the thought, “but, I have caused and participated in a great amount of love and joy in others.” All of a sudden a tremendous gust of wind blew over the bluffs, buffeting my physical body. I had the feeling that this wind was washing me clean of negativity. I let it blast me ‘dry.’
T+2:30: I am still tripping pretty hard. I curled up into a fetal position again, but this time in extreme comfort. I had noticed some CEVs behind my eyes and wanted to explore them (love, love, love being curled up on a tryptamine). I spent the next 30 minutes zoned out watching the visuals, they were breathtakingly beautiful, very delicate and gossamer web of interlocked diamonds (reds and purples). If I squeezed my eyes tight the web would disappear and I would be alone behind my eyelids. When I relaxed the web would reappear. This is strange, but this is the EXACT type of CEVs that I thought DET would have! I can’t wait to try that one after this experience!
T+4:00: Mostly down and I go back to my tent and eat some sardines and bread and curl up in my sleeping bag and write down some notes about the experience. I will add that it took me some time to go to sleep and every half hour or so for the next 3 hours the visual web would reappear, ever so lightly, fading each time it re-emerged. Finally it was gone and I was left with just a memory.
substancecode_MET
methodcode_IM
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I was wondering how your camping trip went. 
