juno nightmare
Bluelighter
This report is about N-Methyl-N-ethyltryptamine (MET)
My experience level is pretty deep and varied. I have tried pretty much every common drug and many rare chemicals. I could possibly list them all but I dont want to waste time and space. Lets just say I have sampled over well over 40 intoxicating substances. I am prescribed daily methadone at 90 mgs. I had taken my daily dose many, many hours before the trip but I imagine the methadone could have decreased the effects somewhat. However, this experience was so powerful and wonderful that my feeling is the methadone only added to the enjoyment of this rare gem.
Anyway, on with the report.
I was up late one night milling around on my computer and doing some research on various substituted tryptamines. I was reading about degradation in storage of a few MIPT substitutions. I had personally threw out 500 mg of 4-ACO-MIPT last year when I discovered it had turned completely black and goopy. When I received it several years ago it was very light yellowish almost whiteish. Feeling deep regret from the lost opportunity to try that rare gem, I went to view my remaining library of exotics.
I pulled out a container labled MET. I opened the envelope and to my shock and horror my MET seemed to be turning yellow. When I got it years ago it was not pure white but it was pretty close. It has been sealed and never opened for the past several years, probably over 5 years. I did some reading but could not find really any reliable information on MET degradation. Disappointed that I might lose another chance to sample such a rare chem and feeling adventurous, I made a decision I rarely make. I decide to take a untested psychedelic on the spot.
Usually I plan my trips well in advance and make sure my set, setting, and everything else is in good order. However, the thought of losing this one to the ineviatable march of time was too great and I cleared my desk off and began preparing. I checked my cannibis supply and found I was down to my last bowl so this trip would have to run without the aid of pot until I was convinced I was down enough to warrant smoking my last bowl. I got out my MG range scale and made sure it was working correctly.
Since I was going into uncharted territory I started very small. I did not have enough material to have a proper oral dose and smoking was out of the question due to lack of proper equipment and the fact that it was almost 5 am. Therefore, I decided to snort the chemical. I know this is not the best way to start with a new substance and can be very dangerous if your product is mislabeled. However, I was almost 100% sure this was in fact MET due to my relationship with the now defunct German vendor that I sourced this material from.
At 5:15 am I measured out 6 mg and snorted it in one nostril. It burned a good bit. Not as bad as a PEA but worse than K or good coke. After a couple minutes the burn subsided and I continued to look for info about this new drug.
At 5:20 am I am listening to TV on the Radio - Dear Science album. It's a really good album for any occasion. I start feel the first alerts of impending change. Color seems brighter or slightly enhanced, music sounds great but not any real change in sound or enjoyment. Yet.
After about another 10 minutes there are definite changes. I feel a increased pulse and some minor visual static and fuzziness in my periphery. Feeling some emotional stirrings and thinking of past memories of family, friends, and trips Ive lived through.
At 5:33 am I measure out and snort another 8 mg in my other nostril, this time the right one. It burns a bit more intensely and longer than before but its not anything to cause concern. I wait for this bump to kick in and look around the room every few minutes trying to detect the visual changes indicative of tryptamine intoxication. As the minutes pass colors get increasingly brighter and my mood shifts to a more open and psychedelic frame of mind.
Around 5:40 I noted I'm my trip journal that there were not much OEV's. I indicate that there is a definite feeling of something different going on but not much indication as to where its going yet. My nose is still a bit irritated. My palms are starting to get clammy and i feel a definite energy building almost like an MDMA or MDA come up. I decide to snort a bit more.
5:48 am I snort 6 mg more bringing me up to a total of 20 mgs so far.
I wrote in my notebook; more visual distortion coming on. There is noticeable sweating and clammy skin. I start to feel lighter and more relaxed.
From this point forward I have no more written notes, I came back later and wrote BLAST OFF!!! in my notebook and that is an accurate statement, allow me to elucidate.
So I began to feel the trip coming on as the clock approached 6:00 am. I was getting some very nice open eye visual distortions, patterning and some slight morphing. I turned off my regular lamp and turned on a lamp with only a blue bulb. This was an excellent choice as the blue light had a very pleasing misty quality and made the room seem to pulsate with life energy. Looking at my monitor the light was bright and everything had a gentle sway to it.
I decided at some point that I wanted to go even higher and felt safe doing so. I measured another 8 mg and snorted. This quickly brought the trip on more powerfully. All the while I had a great feeling of relaxation and harmony with my surroundings. At one point I really wanted to smoke some herb but thought better of it. Better to save it in case things go a little sideways or the comedown turns out to be harsh.
I snorted another 8mg, now up to almost 40 mg. At this point the trip was going pretty strongly. The ceiling was swaying gently and my mind was blissfully dancing with the music. TV on the Radio ended and I had a couple minutes of confusion while I tried to make my mind and body work together to make pleasing music happen. I put on some Witch House and quickly decided that was an inappropriate vibe for my head space. I switched to an ambient psychedelic mix on Youtube. This turned out to be the defining choice of the trip. I snorted another 6 or 8 mg bringing the total to just under 50 mg. Maybe around 46 or 48 mg.
The world was gently swaying and dancing along with the subtle beats of the music. I spent some time grooving in my chair and looking around my room enjoying the visual scenery. I decided to give the closed eye experience some love. I closed my eyes and was treated to some very subtle but pleasing and relaxing visual manifestations. My mental state had lost all apprehension or doubt that this chemical was anything other than what I believed it to be and any doubt that I needed to be doing something different.
I opened my eyes and the morphing and patterning was a bit more pronounced than before. I decided to smoke a single hit of marijuana to see how this would work with this chemical. I loaded a hit into my bowl and sparked it. I held in the smoke as long as I could and exhaled. Almost immediately the visuals intensified and I felt the trip get better. I felt at ease and wished I had more pot.
I began to feel slightly sedated and wanted to lie down. I crossed the room to my bed and laid down. I felt like a complete shift in the experience. I enjoyed some tactile enhancement as I massaged my head and scratched my beard. These actions felt awesome and further relaxed my mind and body. After a while of staring at the ceiling a Younger Brother song came on the mix and the trip overtook me.
I was in a state of profound awe and euphoria. The music sounded so crisp and clear and it seemed like my mind was creating the sound for my enjoyment. The music took over my mind completely, but not in a scary or negative way. I felt the same kind of harmony and comfort I get from smoking DMT but without the complete visual shift. I could see the world around me and it was so beautiful. It was just my same old bedroom and my boring white ceiling. However, the visual patterning morphed along with the music and increased the euphoria to an amazing height.
At one point I was having what can only be described as a soul orgasm. My entire body felt holy and my mind synced up with the music and for a short while I felt completely at peace and the euphoria continued to build and come on in waves. Each wave would crash ever so gently in time with the music bringing me higher and higher into realms of unexplored ecstasy. I literally felt more euphoria then I have EVER felt from MDMA. The only thing close to this I have experienced was DMT. There was an incredible crescendo of euphoria. I was in a place of pure peace and ecstasy. I basked in this feeling. I could focus on or think of nothing else.
The waves slowed down and gradually I began to descend from my zenith of pleasure. Another mix started and the music sounded great but I was definitely beginning to come down a bit. I got up and stretched which felt amazing. I was basking in the afterglow for about an hour. I decided to go and smoke a cigarette. It was now well after 7am. The trip had been pretty short but amazing and unexpectedly intense. But intense in a very good way.
I returned to my room and loaded the rest of my herb. I smoke the small bowl and it allowed me some further relaxation. I was not feeling quite tired but the come down was very easy. The only complaint I had was a bit of tension in my lower back that I always get from tripping. No real body load to speak of. It took a while to get to sleep but I just chilled and reflected on what just happened to me and tried to collect my thoughts for a report. There was no hangover when I awoke later.
Overall this was an amazing trip and I am quite sure my MET has not degraded. I look forward to finishing the last of my MET at some point later. This chem is in my top 5 list for sure. Thanks for reading, I know its kind of long.
My experience level is pretty deep and varied. I have tried pretty much every common drug and many rare chemicals. I could possibly list them all but I dont want to waste time and space. Lets just say I have sampled over well over 40 intoxicating substances. I am prescribed daily methadone at 90 mgs. I had taken my daily dose many, many hours before the trip but I imagine the methadone could have decreased the effects somewhat. However, this experience was so powerful and wonderful that my feeling is the methadone only added to the enjoyment of this rare gem.
Anyway, on with the report.
I was up late one night milling around on my computer and doing some research on various substituted tryptamines. I was reading about degradation in storage of a few MIPT substitutions. I had personally threw out 500 mg of 4-ACO-MIPT last year when I discovered it had turned completely black and goopy. When I received it several years ago it was very light yellowish almost whiteish. Feeling deep regret from the lost opportunity to try that rare gem, I went to view my remaining library of exotics.
I pulled out a container labled MET. I opened the envelope and to my shock and horror my MET seemed to be turning yellow. When I got it years ago it was not pure white but it was pretty close. It has been sealed and never opened for the past several years, probably over 5 years. I did some reading but could not find really any reliable information on MET degradation. Disappointed that I might lose another chance to sample such a rare chem and feeling adventurous, I made a decision I rarely make. I decide to take a untested psychedelic on the spot.
Usually I plan my trips well in advance and make sure my set, setting, and everything else is in good order. However, the thought of losing this one to the ineviatable march of time was too great and I cleared my desk off and began preparing. I checked my cannibis supply and found I was down to my last bowl so this trip would have to run without the aid of pot until I was convinced I was down enough to warrant smoking my last bowl. I got out my MG range scale and made sure it was working correctly.
Since I was going into uncharted territory I started very small. I did not have enough material to have a proper oral dose and smoking was out of the question due to lack of proper equipment and the fact that it was almost 5 am. Therefore, I decided to snort the chemical. I know this is not the best way to start with a new substance and can be very dangerous if your product is mislabeled. However, I was almost 100% sure this was in fact MET due to my relationship with the now defunct German vendor that I sourced this material from.
At 5:15 am I measured out 6 mg and snorted it in one nostril. It burned a good bit. Not as bad as a PEA but worse than K or good coke. After a couple minutes the burn subsided and I continued to look for info about this new drug.
At 5:20 am I am listening to TV on the Radio - Dear Science album. It's a really good album for any occasion. I start feel the first alerts of impending change. Color seems brighter or slightly enhanced, music sounds great but not any real change in sound or enjoyment. Yet.
After about another 10 minutes there are definite changes. I feel a increased pulse and some minor visual static and fuzziness in my periphery. Feeling some emotional stirrings and thinking of past memories of family, friends, and trips Ive lived through.
At 5:33 am I measure out and snort another 8 mg in my other nostril, this time the right one. It burns a bit more intensely and longer than before but its not anything to cause concern. I wait for this bump to kick in and look around the room every few minutes trying to detect the visual changes indicative of tryptamine intoxication. As the minutes pass colors get increasingly brighter and my mood shifts to a more open and psychedelic frame of mind.
Around 5:40 I noted I'm my trip journal that there were not much OEV's. I indicate that there is a definite feeling of something different going on but not much indication as to where its going yet. My nose is still a bit irritated. My palms are starting to get clammy and i feel a definite energy building almost like an MDMA or MDA come up. I decide to snort a bit more.
5:48 am I snort 6 mg more bringing me up to a total of 20 mgs so far.
I wrote in my notebook; more visual distortion coming on. There is noticeable sweating and clammy skin. I start to feel lighter and more relaxed.
From this point forward I have no more written notes, I came back later and wrote BLAST OFF!!! in my notebook and that is an accurate statement, allow me to elucidate.
So I began to feel the trip coming on as the clock approached 6:00 am. I was getting some very nice open eye visual distortions, patterning and some slight morphing. I turned off my regular lamp and turned on a lamp with only a blue bulb. This was an excellent choice as the blue light had a very pleasing misty quality and made the room seem to pulsate with life energy. Looking at my monitor the light was bright and everything had a gentle sway to it.
I decided at some point that I wanted to go even higher and felt safe doing so. I measured another 8 mg and snorted. This quickly brought the trip on more powerfully. All the while I had a great feeling of relaxation and harmony with my surroundings. At one point I really wanted to smoke some herb but thought better of it. Better to save it in case things go a little sideways or the comedown turns out to be harsh.
I snorted another 8mg, now up to almost 40 mg. At this point the trip was going pretty strongly. The ceiling was swaying gently and my mind was blissfully dancing with the music. TV on the Radio ended and I had a couple minutes of confusion while I tried to make my mind and body work together to make pleasing music happen. I put on some Witch House and quickly decided that was an inappropriate vibe for my head space. I switched to an ambient psychedelic mix on Youtube. This turned out to be the defining choice of the trip. I snorted another 6 or 8 mg bringing the total to just under 50 mg. Maybe around 46 or 48 mg.
The world was gently swaying and dancing along with the subtle beats of the music. I spent some time grooving in my chair and looking around my room enjoying the visual scenery. I decided to give the closed eye experience some love. I closed my eyes and was treated to some very subtle but pleasing and relaxing visual manifestations. My mental state had lost all apprehension or doubt that this chemical was anything other than what I believed it to be and any doubt that I needed to be doing something different.
I opened my eyes and the morphing and patterning was a bit more pronounced than before. I decided to smoke a single hit of marijuana to see how this would work with this chemical. I loaded a hit into my bowl and sparked it. I held in the smoke as long as I could and exhaled. Almost immediately the visuals intensified and I felt the trip get better. I felt at ease and wished I had more pot.
I began to feel slightly sedated and wanted to lie down. I crossed the room to my bed and laid down. I felt like a complete shift in the experience. I enjoyed some tactile enhancement as I massaged my head and scratched my beard. These actions felt awesome and further relaxed my mind and body. After a while of staring at the ceiling a Younger Brother song came on the mix and the trip overtook me.
I was in a state of profound awe and euphoria. The music sounded so crisp and clear and it seemed like my mind was creating the sound for my enjoyment. The music took over my mind completely, but not in a scary or negative way. I felt the same kind of harmony and comfort I get from smoking DMT but without the complete visual shift. I could see the world around me and it was so beautiful. It was just my same old bedroom and my boring white ceiling. However, the visual patterning morphed along with the music and increased the euphoria to an amazing height.
At one point I was having what can only be described as a soul orgasm. My entire body felt holy and my mind synced up with the music and for a short while I felt completely at peace and the euphoria continued to build and come on in waves. Each wave would crash ever so gently in time with the music bringing me higher and higher into realms of unexplored ecstasy. I literally felt more euphoria then I have EVER felt from MDMA. The only thing close to this I have experienced was DMT. There was an incredible crescendo of euphoria. I was in a place of pure peace and ecstasy. I basked in this feeling. I could focus on or think of nothing else.
The waves slowed down and gradually I began to descend from my zenith of pleasure. Another mix started and the music sounded great but I was definitely beginning to come down a bit. I got up and stretched which felt amazing. I was basking in the afterglow for about an hour. I decided to go and smoke a cigarette. It was now well after 7am. The trip had been pretty short but amazing and unexpectedly intense. But intense in a very good way.
I returned to my room and loaded the rest of my herb. I smoke the small bowl and it allowed me some further relaxation. I was not feeling quite tired but the come down was very easy. The only complaint I had was a bit of tension in my lower back that I always get from tripping. No real body load to speak of. It took a while to get to sleep but I just chilled and reflected on what just happened to me and tried to collect my thoughts for a report. There was no hangover when I awoke later.
Overall this was an amazing trip and I am quite sure my MET has not degraded. I look forward to finishing the last of my MET at some point later. This chem is in my top 5 list for sure. Thanks for reading, I know its kind of long.
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