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This is the first time this has happened to me so I'm not sure how to go about with all this. But does developing an emotional bond with another person while under the influence of MDMA make the attachment much worse? Nothing physical, purely emotional.

Even though I am dating someone else now, it's just really different. It was unlike anything I've ever felt for anyone ever before. I don't know how he feels but I sure as hell know I can't let him go. This sucks...any opinions? :\
 
"Knowledge is learning something new every day. Wisdom is letting go of something every day."

I have experienced various kinds of emotional bonding whilst under the influence of MDMA, some that was with someone I was very close to just enhanced what was already there. I have rolled with a girl I am not very close to and experienced some very much 'unintended emotional bonding' and it makes things very complicated & annoying now. I feel I am rambling but sometimes I think you just gotta acknowledge things experienced on MDMA can be a bit 'artificial'
 
I feel I am rambling but sometimes I think you just gotta acknowledge things experienced on MDMA can be a bit 'artificial'
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Maybe this. But, it would depend on your dose and how often you take mdma.
I think there is like a difference between someones feelings on

a. High dose of mdma/ not waiting long before using mdma again
b. Low dose of mdma (100mg say) and waiting ages to dose

The more mdma we take, the more of that Stimulant feeling we are feeling moreso than the 'magic' which would be our neurochemicals, so if you can understand, if you wait a long time between doses and take a low dose, its probably your own emotions.

If not its just the mdma
 
I have experienced just this several years ago with a girl I had only been dating for a couple weeks. We rolled together and the next day had an unusually strong bond. I knew it wasnt normal but since we were dating it worked out in that regard anyway. I dont know how to advise you other than just like almost anything in life time will help the most for the feelings to subside. Just wanted to let you know that I think this can be a common thing that e can produce.
 
jbotz said:
This is the first time this has happened to me so I'm not sure how to go about with all this. But does developing an emotional bond with another person while under the influence of MDMA make the attachment much worse? Nothing physical, purely emotional.

Even though I am dating someone else now, it's just really different. It was unlike anything I've ever felt for anyone ever before. I don't know how he feels but I sure as hell know I can't let him go. This sucks...any opinions? :\
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Must be why ravers always marry ravers!
 
I went through the exact same thing jbotz.

Maybe i'm still delusional but the bond I felt I made with that person on the night we met sticks with me, three months later, just as strong.

I think the idea of intense bonding being "artificial" isn't always true; if you're really drunk and you feel angry and hit your friend, making them bleed and hurting their feelings, is it "artificial" because you were drunk? OK, not the best example, but likewise if you're on MDMA and you are hugging someone because you feel amazing and have a very deep, emotionally bonding conversation with someone, does that make it any less impactful or real?

I definitely relate to that feeling after such an intense experience of not being able to let go of the person because of what you shared. :)
 
I think people get embarrassed when the E wears off....so it makes things seem strange. Age and confidence helps this. I know now when its the drug and when its not, or what the ratio is a lot more than when I first started doing it.
 
If you feel the same way when your not rollin, as you do when you are, then its undeniably real and not artificial. Whether or not the MDMA created this, is neither here or there.

Pretty much what Darksidesam in-putted.
 
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