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hazmatz

hazmatz

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I was at a party last night and started with a 150mg dose of MDMA and dropped another 200mg about 4.5 hours later. It was a stupid move of me because I've never taken over 200 but I wanted to push my limits and try 350mg.

I had a TON of fun after having let my tolerance go back down after 2 months. Lots of fun and almost no problems resulted from it, except this

Throughout the night, I kept snapping my fingers to the beat, you know, just a normal snap where you click your thumb and finger apart. I must've been snapping very, aggressively because I felt a clear liquid running from a nasty blister I had created. Whoa, I thought. I've gotta stop doing that. But I would forget shortly afterwards and move on to my next unblistered finger, until by the end of the night I had a very nasty flesh exposed blister on each of the 5 fingers on my right hand.

anyway, we got home at about 6am the next morning and I haven't slept since...I'm still rolling a bit (can't stop moving, still snapping my fucking fingers without realizing it)

I have tried gloves but I just keep snapping and doing it harder and harder. WHY CAN'T I STOP MYSELF????? I can't sleep because I have some horrible insomnia going from this huge dose. Do I have to wait it out and try my best to resist the urge to keep destroying my fingers??? I've never had a problem like this in all my time of using E.

Has anyone ever had a problem similar to this? What would you guys suggest?

Please help me, bluelight. My fingers look really gross.
 
I don't believe I can offer any real advice but i'll say what some words.

Yesterday was my first time taking E! so hi-5.

As far as the snapping goes, just focus on what you're currently doing. Don't let the subconscious snapping take over. I know it's hard but concentrate. Possibly occupy 30 minutes of ur time holding tv controllers or something to prevent the snapping if you cannot contain. You have to regain control. Don't freak yourself out either. Things like this happen, you just gotta work with it and try to be more aware of what you're currently doing.

Speaking from personal experience (last night) I kept wanting to grind my teeth together while on E. but as soon as thought about it, or began licking my teeth i realized what i was doing and checked myself. I no longer feel this urge to grind my teeth but i guess the point is, its all up to you and your self control.

I know it sucks but im very inexperienced so the best i can offer is moral support. YOU CAN DO IT!!! Just try hard!
 
I too am suffering from some horrible teeth grinding...but that happens to me all the time.
I think I might try bandages, but I don't wanna go out in public with bandages on all my fingers /:
 
I'm more of a psychological guy. I can never let something control me. So i'd go out in public with nothing on my hands and fight it! But maybe try turning off the music and just keep urself busy with things to do with ur hands.
 
haha.. put some bandaids on your fingers. Will at least help the blisters.


problem was probably that second dose yo, you'll usually want your highest dose as the first one. Otherwise, tolerance kicks in and that second dose will be giving you a LOT more side effects. Magnesium Citrate will likely help your jaw, and might stop the snapping too
 
man thats a shit load of molly! was it cut with anything or was it pure crystal MDMA? i know i've never hit more than a 100 in a night and that fucks me up! although i do snort it and drink while on it.
but anyways i've never experienced anything like this on M, id say that your best bet is to throw some polysporin on them with some bandaids and maybe a rubber glove to keep them inplace incase you start snapping again. if they keep getting worse id say to go to a walk in clinic and see what they say. you dont want those getting infected!
 
Hey everyone

I put bandages on all of my fingers (it looked silly) and that seemed to work best for reminding myself to stop snapping. It took me a long long time to finally fall asleep last night, around 45 hours since I took the mdma, but I slept like a baby and am now feeling much better. (although I feel a bit sad)

I am surprised that this large of a dose didn't have that much of an adverse effect on me. I feel no physical symptoms (besides having a slight tremor this morning) and I don't feel all that mentally drained. The first dose I had (150mg) was indeed pure but the 200mg redose was in pill form. Luckily (I think) they weren't cut with anything else...it felt like a very clean roll. But my dumb ass needs to stop impulsively dropping doses like that. If either of those two pills I had had been something else, this thread could have easily been about something much worse.

Thanks all for the help and support. Now it is time for me to exercise, eat some healthy food and take naps all day to get back on my feet. :)

Edit: Does the post-roll depression tend to hit girls harder than it hits guys? My girlfriend(ish) isn't being very loving since the party :(

Edit 2: I take back everything I said about feeling okay today. After waking up I noticed I can barely stand, I feel very nauseous and I feel like throwing up. Hopefully I get over this sooner than later because I'm going to a big festival in a few days. I regret taking that much. I definitely did not need it...
 
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hazmatz said:
I was at a party last night and started with a 150mg dose of MDMA and dropped another 200mg about 4.5 hours later. It was a stupid move of me because I've never taken over 200 but I wanted to push my limits and try 350mg.

I had a TON of fun after having let my tolerance go back down after 2 months. Lots of fun and almost no problems resulted from it, except this

Throughout the night, I kept snapping my fingers to the beat, you know, just a normal snap where you click your thumb and finger apart. I must've been snapping very, aggressively because I felt a clear liquid running from a nasty blister I had created. Whoa, I thought. I've gotta stop doing that. But I would forget shortly afterwards and move on to my next unblistered finger, until by the end of the night I had a very nasty flesh exposed blister on each of the 5 fingers on my right hand.

anyway, we got home at about 6am the next morning and I haven't slept since...I'm still rolling a bit (can't stop moving, still snapping my fucking fingers without realizing it)

I have tried gloves but I just keep snapping and doing it harder and harder. WHY CAN'T I STOP MYSELF????? I can't sleep because I have some horrible insomnia going from this huge dose. Do I have to wait it out and try my best to resist the urge to keep destroying my fingers??? I've never had a problem like this in all my time of using E.

Has anyone ever had a problem similar to this? What would you guys suggest?

Please help me, bluelight. My fingers look really gross.
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haha i ve got a mental picture of some idiot snapping away with their fingers until they hurt but they keep on going. What advice do you want other than:-
"stop fucking snapping your fingers"

or wear some mittens





For a while there I thought all the fucking idiotic posts had been filtered from Ecstasy Discussion...........good to see they still let some of them seep through.
 
Holy shit, man. I was seeking advice and was wondering if anyone else had ever had a problem similar to mine. Drugs make you do idiotic things, I'm not sure if you knew that. (doesn't look like you did, though)

if you had nothing to contribute then you could've just laughed and went to a different thread. Instead, you wasted your time expressing your childish anger...
relax, kid.
 
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Has anyone ever had a problem similar to this? What would you guys suggest?
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Stop snapping your fingers, continuing to snap your fingers will result in a downward spiral of finger snapping addiction. In some of the worst cases amputation just below the elbow has been the only cure, I hope you the best in the near future. Also your mom says stop pissing on the seat, its disgusting.
 
You asked a question of how you should go about "stop snapping your fingers" ? Did you want a cuddle? I really dont know what you where expecting no offence.

You got a fair amount of responses in the first replys, just hold a drink in each hand or something, just for long enough to stop you doing it, sometimes all you need is a little common sense, not a new thread. For all of your other "come down from hell" related issues, there is a mega thread.
 
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