So I managed to get off methadone on Wednesday and figured everything has lined up for me to take 500mg of mescaline HCl that i had extracted from a live specimen of San Pedro... It was actually several live specimens and my theoretical yield would have been like 10X where i put the amount i got but obviously my controlling of experimental variables was lacking in this procedure.
The whole thing was incredibly involved and I utilized my mother for doing part of it as i said to my younger brother, "I think I have discovered the key to everything... I just say some large chemical jargon thats close to what i am doing and bam no one questions it. Moms not going to say, those values for Pka dont lend themselves to salts, no this doesnt make sense at all!" So my mom helped me extract 2,3,4 trimethoxybenzaldehyde because why not its close enough i dont feel like im lying, more like mispronouncing the structure maybe but yeah best thing ever.
Well anyway this isnt meant to be a trip report its meant more to document the fact this was 24 hours after my last dose of methadone. So i am exploring the newly isolated compound that i took about 5 weeks to prepare in standard fashion, i sit there marveling at my drive and skill the fact i was able to do all of this and the end result is legal mescaline that i have a direct connection to. I've done with with a lot of stuff so i literally planned about 4 hours of sitting on my bed doing nitrous and smoking weed going "oh man i cant believe im a genius, take that me who i said i wasnt and couldnt do this or that this cacti was bunk or that my pH meter was broken. Take that!"
So I proceed to go out with my younger brother we go see "the jerry garcia band" after being snuck in for free we stay there till 11pm then drive to another city to see "thriftworks" a DJ set. We end up getting some K and doing it, its all really cool except the mescaline does not provide energy so i spend the duration just sitting there staring at the DJ playing the set. It was fine for me but i couldnt help but think it looked odd lol.
But anyway i K holed before bed accepted my own death etc, standard K hole stuff. The following day i couldnt sleep and felt like shit i thought it was just from not sleeping and 48 hours off methadone. Then the following day even worse, and i mean i felt like i was dying. I was thinking to myself this cant be day 3 of 0 methadone this is terrible. Come to find out the following day, so 4 hours after my last dose my younger brother got a fever of 103 and has the flu... This lead me to realize i probably had the flu. I was basically kicked out of work saturday for looking like i was going to die, i felt like i was going to die but i thought it was the methadone so i suffered through it because i have a rule about suffering during with withdrawal, i bought it on myself so i deserve to suffer.
I really thought i was going to collapse on Saturday and my attributing it to methadone means i dont feel sick at all anymore! LOL i cant believe i went to work with the flu assuming it was methadone sickness... talk about warrior over here.
The whole thing was incredibly involved and I utilized my mother for doing part of it as i said to my younger brother, "I think I have discovered the key to everything... I just say some large chemical jargon thats close to what i am doing and bam no one questions it. Moms not going to say, those values for Pka dont lend themselves to salts, no this doesnt make sense at all!" So my mom helped me extract 2,3,4 trimethoxybenzaldehyde because why not its close enough i dont feel like im lying, more like mispronouncing the structure maybe but yeah best thing ever.
Well anyway this isnt meant to be a trip report its meant more to document the fact this was 24 hours after my last dose of methadone. So i am exploring the newly isolated compound that i took about 5 weeks to prepare in standard fashion, i sit there marveling at my drive and skill the fact i was able to do all of this and the end result is legal mescaline that i have a direct connection to. I've done with with a lot of stuff so i literally planned about 4 hours of sitting on my bed doing nitrous and smoking weed going "oh man i cant believe im a genius, take that me who i said i wasnt and couldnt do this or that this cacti was bunk or that my pH meter was broken. Take that!"
So I proceed to go out with my younger brother we go see "the jerry garcia band" after being snuck in for free we stay there till 11pm then drive to another city to see "thriftworks" a DJ set. We end up getting some K and doing it, its all really cool except the mescaline does not provide energy so i spend the duration just sitting there staring at the DJ playing the set. It was fine for me but i couldnt help but think it looked odd lol.
But anyway i K holed before bed accepted my own death etc, standard K hole stuff. The following day i couldnt sleep and felt like shit i thought it was just from not sleeping and 48 hours off methadone. Then the following day even worse, and i mean i felt like i was dying. I was thinking to myself this cant be day 3 of 0 methadone this is terrible. Come to find out the following day, so 4 hours after my last dose my younger brother got a fever of 103 and has the flu... This lead me to realize i probably had the flu. I was basically kicked out of work saturday for looking like i was going to die, i felt like i was going to die but i thought it was the methadone so i suffered through it because i have a rule about suffering during with withdrawal, i bought it on myself so i deserve to suffer.
I really thought i was going to collapse on Saturday and my attributing it to methadone means i dont feel sick at all anymore! LOL i cant believe i went to work with the flu assuming it was methadone sickness... talk about warrior over here.