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This was around my 5th time doing Mephedrone so far but it was my first time ever doing it at a club. The day of I tried to fast as much as possible but ended up eating some beforehand and then a cup of Ramen noodles about an hour before I took my first pill. The night before I rationed out one 250mg pill and two 200mg pills.
T: 10:30 My friend picked me up and on the way to the club I popped my first 250mg pill. It took is around 20 minutes to get to the club and we arrived there and got inside at around 11 o'clock. I wasn't feeling any significant difference at the time and knew it took around about an hour to kick in. I am normally a very self-conscious person and never really enjoyed singing or dancing or otherwise performing infront of other people. I had practiced dancing in my room a few times but resided to the fact that I sucked at dancing and I just wouldn't do it in public. I didn't put much thought into what I would be doing at the club. All I knew was that I was going to be doing mephedrone and the club seemed like a perfect place to do it. When I walked into the club for the first time I started to get worried. There were people dancing. "I'm going to be awkward standing here" I thought to myself. We stood in the doorway and I looked to my friend and her boyfriend for reassurance. I didn't feel comfortable standing right in the doorway. I wanted to crawl into a corner and go unnoticed. We decided to go outside to the smoking area and stand for a while. The club wasn't as packed as I was expecting and I asked her if it got busier; she said yes. We stood outside for a while still a bit awkward and not feeling a bit of the Meph. 10 or 20 minutes had probably passed at this point. My friend asked me if I wanted to go back inside and I said yes. Her and her boyfriend began dancing and I stood a bit awkwardly seeming like I was surveying the situation at hand. There wasn't so much of a time when I definitely started to feel the drug take effect as it came on very subtly and to my suprise that I didn't even realize it.
T: 11:30 I started to bob around a bit and dance subtly. I looked over to my friend and her and her boyfriend were dancing very intensly. I decided that I would try what they were doing and began to dance a little more boldly. I looked around and noticed a boy was staring at me. I smiled to him while dancing and he came over. We began to dance together. We danced pretty intensly for a few songs and and that point I had noticed that my friend and her boyfriend had gone back outside. I asked the boy if he wanted to go outside and he said yes. When we got outside everything felt alive. I introduced myself to the fellow I had been dancing with and he said "You don't remember me? You cleaned my bracelet the other day (I work at a Jewelry store). That's why I danced with you." I looked up at his face and low and behold it WAS him. I pushed him playfully and said something on the order of "Holy fucking shit man I totally did not know it was you!?" I found it to be absolutely awesome that I knew this guy and the fact that I danced with him not even knowing it was him in the first place. Some other boys came over to talk with him and I felt extremely friendly. I shook everyone's hand and introduced myself. I gave them hugs and told them it was my first time being at that club. I was very happy and I knew I was high at this point. I let it flow. Suddenly one of the guys said hello to another friend of theirs named Luigi. In my mind I thought to myself "I know a Luigi and that's not a common name" I looked up and it was him. I pushed him playfully (this was a coming thing that night) and said "No fucking way I know you! I definitely know you! I have your number in my phone!" He looked at me and I told him that we did college stuff together and he remembered. The rest of the night every time we would run into each other we would repeat the same thing and say to each other "Dude I know you from somewhere. Where do I know you from? I know you!" I felt utter happiness that he was there as well.
T: 12:00 The club we were at was a gay club and they usually had a drag show. While outside my friend I had came with asked me if I wanted to see my first drag show. I responded overly eagerly and Luigi and I ran back inside. As I walked into the doors to the club there were people standing all around the stage and I stopped in the back. Luigi grabbed my hand and pulled me down to the bottom floor and close to the stage. I stood smiling exceptionally happy being with my newly reunited friend Luigi. During the show people would hold dollars for the drag-tress. Luigi waved a dollar infront of my face and motioned for me to goahead and do it. I shook my head and nodded for him to do it. Neither of us ended up doing anything. After the show Luigi's friend came. Luigi grabbed both of our hands and pulled us onto the stage where the drag performer had been performing where a few other people were dancing. I felt absolute joy and acceptance at that moment. The three of us began dancing with myself being in the middle. Luigi grabbed the water I had in my hand and poured it over us. Everything worked freely. I didn't hold back anything I just flowed with the moment. Luigi spun me around so that I was now facing his friend and we continued to dance.
T 12:30 Luigi eventually left us and it was myself and his friend left dancing on the stage. We decided to go down to the regular floor and danced there for a while and then eventually went outside. Luigi was outside and there were other people standing around him. I was feeling friendly and introduced myself to them. Apparently I had already introduced myself a few times before and everyone already knew my name. I laughed and said that I was sorry and I couldn't remember their name. Everyone was understanding and it was all good. I decided I had to go to the bathroom as I had drank 2 bottles of water already (none of which I paid for????) and I noticed that all of the stalls were filled. While I was in the bathroom I popped one of my 200mg pills. There were two girls standing outside of the stalls waiting I presumed and I introduced myself to them. They were incredibly friendly and I instantly became friends with them. Luigi must have seen me talking with them and left. I asked them if they wanted to dance and they said sure so we went back to the dance floor and the three of us began to dance. We danced for a while and I eventually asked them if they wanted to go outside. They said they did and so we went outside and talked, while in the meantime I continued to introduce myself to the same people who already knew my name but I still had yet to remember theirs. I apologized some more and laughed. I don't know if they laughed or not but everyone said it was okay. It didn't much matter to me as I felt absolutely perfect and at ease.
T 1:00 I went back inside the club alone at this point and situated myself next to my friend I had came with and her boyfriend. I began to full out dance by myself and continued to do it for a while. I felt fantastic. I looked at my friend and smiled at her. I was having a great time. A boy who had been leaning against the bar behind me came up to me while I was dancing and pointed to a girl and asked me if I would dance with his friend. He tapped her on the shoulder and pointed to me. I smiled when she turned around to look and motioned for her to come over. I said hi and we began dancing. During the dance my friend tapped me on the shoulder and reminded me that she might be gay and she might think that I am interested in her (which I wasn't). I looked at my friend and shrugged. I didn't care what anyone else thought my intentions were. In my mind I knew what they were and I was going to do whatever I wanted. We danced for the full song and I asked her of she wanted to go outside. We went outside and I introduced myself and informed her that I had a boyfriend. She was very friendly and told me that the boy who talked to me was actually her boyfriend and he just didn't want to dance anymore.
T: 1:30 While outside The friend I came with asked me if I wanted to leave (which I didn't want to), she was my ride and I didn't want anyone to feel uncomfortable that night so I said sure let's go. I said goodbye to whoever was listening (probably nobody) and we left to go to sheetz. At sheetz I grabbed a bottle of water. We went back to the car and I asked my friend if she would drop me off at a friends house where my boyfriend was staying.
That was the end of my night.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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T: 10:30 My friend picked me up and on the way to the club I popped my first 250mg pill. It took is around 20 minutes to get to the club and we arrived there and got inside at around 11 o'clock. I wasn't feeling any significant difference at the time and knew it took around about an hour to kick in. I am normally a very self-conscious person and never really enjoyed singing or dancing or otherwise performing infront of other people. I had practiced dancing in my room a few times but resided to the fact that I sucked at dancing and I just wouldn't do it in public. I didn't put much thought into what I would be doing at the club. All I knew was that I was going to be doing mephedrone and the club seemed like a perfect place to do it. When I walked into the club for the first time I started to get worried. There were people dancing. "I'm going to be awkward standing here" I thought to myself. We stood in the doorway and I looked to my friend and her boyfriend for reassurance. I didn't feel comfortable standing right in the doorway. I wanted to crawl into a corner and go unnoticed. We decided to go outside to the smoking area and stand for a while. The club wasn't as packed as I was expecting and I asked her if it got busier; she said yes. We stood outside for a while still a bit awkward and not feeling a bit of the Meph. 10 or 20 minutes had probably passed at this point. My friend asked me if I wanted to go back inside and I said yes. Her and her boyfriend began dancing and I stood a bit awkwardly seeming like I was surveying the situation at hand. There wasn't so much of a time when I definitely started to feel the drug take effect as it came on very subtly and to my suprise that I didn't even realize it.
T: 11:30 I started to bob around a bit and dance subtly. I looked over to my friend and her and her boyfriend were dancing very intensly. I decided that I would try what they were doing and began to dance a little more boldly. I looked around and noticed a boy was staring at me. I smiled to him while dancing and he came over. We began to dance together. We danced pretty intensly for a few songs and and that point I had noticed that my friend and her boyfriend had gone back outside. I asked the boy if he wanted to go outside and he said yes. When we got outside everything felt alive. I introduced myself to the fellow I had been dancing with and he said "You don't remember me? You cleaned my bracelet the other day (I work at a Jewelry store). That's why I danced with you." I looked up at his face and low and behold it WAS him. I pushed him playfully and said something on the order of "Holy fucking shit man I totally did not know it was you!?" I found it to be absolutely awesome that I knew this guy and the fact that I danced with him not even knowing it was him in the first place. Some other boys came over to talk with him and I felt extremely friendly. I shook everyone's hand and introduced myself. I gave them hugs and told them it was my first time being at that club. I was very happy and I knew I was high at this point. I let it flow. Suddenly one of the guys said hello to another friend of theirs named Luigi. In my mind I thought to myself "I know a Luigi and that's not a common name" I looked up and it was him. I pushed him playfully (this was a coming thing that night) and said "No fucking way I know you! I definitely know you! I have your number in my phone!" He looked at me and I told him that we did college stuff together and he remembered. The rest of the night every time we would run into each other we would repeat the same thing and say to each other "Dude I know you from somewhere. Where do I know you from? I know you!" I felt utter happiness that he was there as well.
T: 12:00 The club we were at was a gay club and they usually had a drag show. While outside my friend I had came with asked me if I wanted to see my first drag show. I responded overly eagerly and Luigi and I ran back inside. As I walked into the doors to the club there were people standing all around the stage and I stopped in the back. Luigi grabbed my hand and pulled me down to the bottom floor and close to the stage. I stood smiling exceptionally happy being with my newly reunited friend Luigi. During the show people would hold dollars for the drag-tress. Luigi waved a dollar infront of my face and motioned for me to goahead and do it. I shook my head and nodded for him to do it. Neither of us ended up doing anything. After the show Luigi's friend came. Luigi grabbed both of our hands and pulled us onto the stage where the drag performer had been performing where a few other people were dancing. I felt absolute joy and acceptance at that moment. The three of us began dancing with myself being in the middle. Luigi grabbed the water I had in my hand and poured it over us. Everything worked freely. I didn't hold back anything I just flowed with the moment. Luigi spun me around so that I was now facing his friend and we continued to dance.
T 12:30 Luigi eventually left us and it was myself and his friend left dancing on the stage. We decided to go down to the regular floor and danced there for a while and then eventually went outside. Luigi was outside and there were other people standing around him. I was feeling friendly and introduced myself to them. Apparently I had already introduced myself a few times before and everyone already knew my name. I laughed and said that I was sorry and I couldn't remember their name. Everyone was understanding and it was all good. I decided I had to go to the bathroom as I had drank 2 bottles of water already (none of which I paid for????) and I noticed that all of the stalls were filled. While I was in the bathroom I popped one of my 200mg pills. There were two girls standing outside of the stalls waiting I presumed and I introduced myself to them. They were incredibly friendly and I instantly became friends with them. Luigi must have seen me talking with them and left. I asked them if they wanted to dance and they said sure so we went back to the dance floor and the three of us began to dance. We danced for a while and I eventually asked them if they wanted to go outside. They said they did and so we went outside and talked, while in the meantime I continued to introduce myself to the same people who already knew my name but I still had yet to remember theirs. I apologized some more and laughed. I don't know if they laughed or not but everyone said it was okay. It didn't much matter to me as I felt absolutely perfect and at ease.
T 1:00 I went back inside the club alone at this point and situated myself next to my friend I had came with and her boyfriend. I began to full out dance by myself and continued to do it for a while. I felt fantastic. I looked at my friend and smiled at her. I was having a great time. A boy who had been leaning against the bar behind me came up to me while I was dancing and pointed to a girl and asked me if I would dance with his friend. He tapped her on the shoulder and pointed to me. I smiled when she turned around to look and motioned for her to come over. I said hi and we began dancing. During the dance my friend tapped me on the shoulder and reminded me that she might be gay and she might think that I am interested in her (which I wasn't). I looked at my friend and shrugged. I didn't care what anyone else thought my intentions were. In my mind I knew what they were and I was going to do whatever I wanted. We danced for the full song and I asked her of she wanted to go outside. We went outside and I introduced myself and informed her that I had a boyfriend. She was very friendly and told me that the boy who talked to me was actually her boyfriend and he just didn't want to dance anymore.
T: 1:30 While outside The friend I came with asked me if I wanted to leave (which I didn't want to), she was my ride and I didn't want anyone to feel uncomfortable that night so I said sure let's go. I said goodbye to whoever was listening (probably nobody) and we left to go to sheetz. At sheetz I grabbed a bottle of water. We went back to the car and I asked my friend if she would drop me off at a friends house where my boyfriend was staying.
That was the end of my night.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_cathinones
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exptype_glowing
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. I do however dislike the fact that Meph is considered a knock off of ecstasy. It is far too good to be considered a knock off of anything. I would like to hear what someone who has experience with both drugs has to say. Personally I think that Meph commands some major respect. Also, I've read that there is a mental drain the day or two after MDMA, with Mephedrone, for me, there isn't a drain at all. In fact I feel very positive, lovey, and I still have a bit of that empathetic feeling still hanging around. It's an overall good feeling the day after. The only negative aspect I found with Meph is that after the comedown especially/mostly with snorting, there is a speedy after effect, and if it's late at night after the club, you're wide awake for hours. It's nothing a benzo or two can't cure though 
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(of course with the quality of the shit that goes around lately, you're probably better off just taking 4mmc)
