I know SHM your right, if I'm completely honest thats the thing that annoys me. I stay off it 2weeks, 4 weeks, 6 weeks whatever and still when I go out and mates are on it, it turns into a complete binge. It literally destroys my brain for a few days, paranoid, edgy, can't concentrate, fucks up arrangements I've made... Today its Tuesday and I don't even feel 50% my normal self. Obviously its my own fault, did a few pills then moved onto meph and PV lines, Friday - Sunday, no food and no sleep. But I need to sort my act out and just take a break. Self control with any drug since taking mephedrone seems to at an all time worst! I said I'd stay off MDMA untill new year and no more meph since the last binge 3weeks ago. Its a joke, if you look back through the threads I've probably said it 10 times or more. Like when theres been no other options I've resorted back to meph, or to try and avoid wasting sonics.. when really what I need is to just take a decent break!!
Sorry if I come on here spouting shite about why meph's bad, its a pity I can't take my own advice.. Meph just seems to fry my head so badly and be so fiendish its one drug it would be better not to try.