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Mephedrone Addiction

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^ So you have been doing up to 5 grams a day for 6 months? or have you been doing other substances?

Hardcore man! ... I flushed my last 500mgs down the toilet ... and I NEVER flush drooogs lol.
 
mrwhite - I think mephedrone can easily be classified as a 'hard drug', its certainly not a soft one by any means. By most accounts is as potentially addictive and physically/mentally damaging as cocaine and other strong illegal stims. Good luck getting off it, others here have managed it.
 
One way or the other your nostrils must be getting bigger.

Good luck though, with that issue.


e2a: hard/soft drugs, its a bullshit definition no better than the class system. IMHO. Take each compound as it is on its individual merits, grouping them into arbitary meaningless categories only serves to confuse.
 
MidnightToSixMan said:
Cheers ph (great user name, btw). Glad to hear there's a few other old gits on here.

The trouble is that it's not easy giving it a miss when you've got it lying around and it's so easy to get hold of a top-up (and you've got fuck all self-control). I've always thought that drugs should be legalised, but my experience with this stuff has made me reconsider that. I'm almost looking forward to it becoming illegal - at least that will make it more difficult to get hold of.
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Bit of a draconian way of getting a little willpower tho. And if you're ever unfortunate enough to be arrested for possession of mephedrone post-ban I think you'll change your opinion. I'm not minimising the problems you have with addiction but I think you're better off being addicted to a legal drug than having a criminal record that may well ruin your career/travel prospects/ability to get insurance etc.
 
Aye, and at the end of the day if your willpower is that shit you'll still be buying except at inflated prices and it'll be 50% benzocaine/pro-plus/glucose/godknowswhat.
 
mephedrone addiction.

i'm unsure as to my addiction to meph. i think i am as this weekend gone i done 6 grams of it. i dont do it during the week. for the past 8 weeks its been, work all week, friday night start at 6 in the evening and then finish sunday about 7 in the morning and sleep all sunday until 6:30 ready for work monday morning. i thought this was an acceptable amount to consume within 48 hours (ish). but i look at other peoples posts and they are worked up over consuming 2 or less grams over larger periods of time. each line i say i snort would at least be 200 mg's - 400 mg's. it may sound im bragging but i assure you im not. viewing these posts have made me worried. to seek real help you always have to be honest.
Liam x
 
I totally understand how meph is one of those drugs that you can't stop taking until it's all gone, no matter how much or what time that may be. But if you know you're going to have a meph night and you're worried about how much you're doing lately why not just not order so fucking much??

You have to order it in advance so be honest with yourself; you know if you order 2g you'll take 2g, but if you order 5g you'll probably take all 5. I know it's cheaper the more you buy but if you just end up doing more then surely that's a completely false economy.

It's not like come 6am Sunday and you're like "shit, we're all out of meph. Let's buy some more. Quick! To the Internet!" It's not going to come 'till Tuesday anyway so you don't really have a choice but to stop and go to bed.

Sorry if that sounds harsh, but I can't help thinking anyone who has problems with binging is their own worst enemy if they're buying it in vast amounts in the first place.
 
But drugs in bulk NEVER works out cheaper, weather its weed or heroin, always more will be taken in each session so it ends up costing more in the long run. Meph is just so goddamn cheap in bulk that people aren't thinking straight at all, just buy a g at a time people!
 
Okay, i'm at uni in second yr at moment, and have been doing this drug regularly for last month i would say. However, in the last 2-3 weeks i have been doing loads of it. I would say i do about 7 grams a week. I do upto 2 grams a day, and probably have 1 day off a week.
i basically just need to stop, as i have exams and loads of coursework on my desk. The only reason i continue to consume this drug is due to its low cost and easy availability, and the fact it makes me feel f***ing amazing!

Today i have ALREADY done 1.5 grams, and its only a matter of time before i tuck into the last half gram. I am finding myself making excuses all the time, and trying to rationalise my usuage, and setting limits towards my usuage, which i know is stupid and doesnt mean alot.

I am certainly not physically addicted to this substance, and should be very capable of stopping my usuage, but i just keep thinking of all the positives for taking it.
Anyway i'm definately quitting by Friday, as i can't be assed with this drug anymore and i've had alot of fun with it, so don't wana ruin it like (by dying).
 
Just wondering also where those NA meetings are held? I think i may have to go to one soon- does it take long to book? Also i gurantee it will just be aload of meph heads, so couldn't that just make it worse? Fucking hell, i just done my last half g, and i want more now ffs.
 
If you do it every day, do you get much of a buzz?

If so, how long does the buzz last?

Do you not feel sick and paranoid?

I stupidly ingested some a while back having had my previous dose two days before. I didn't feel good at all. I lay in bed until my heard stopped pounding.

I just don't see the point of doing this stuff every day. If I had an unlimited supply of MDMA I certianly wouldn't spoil it by taking it every day.

I bought a 3g bag of mephedrone on 5/3/2009 and still have two grams left. I admit to some stupid overconsumption in the past, but having done this drug for a year I've beaten whatever psychological hold it had on me. Not that I was doing it every day, but the simple availability made me go a bit loopy for a while.

Discovering fun RCs is a bit like Christmas every day at first, but you have to work out for yourself that turkey and stuffing gets a bit much after a while.
 
bresker said:
If you do it every day, do you get much of a buzz?

If so, how long does the buzz last?

Do you not feel sick and paranoid?

I stupidly ingested some a while back having had my previous dose two days before. I didn't feel good at all. I lay in bed until my heard stopped pounding.

I just don't see the point of doing this stuff every day. If I had an unlimited supply of MDMA I certianly wouldn't spoil it by taking it every day.

I bought a 3g bag of mephedrone on 5/3/2009 and still have two grams left. I admit to some stupid overconsumption in the past, but having done this drug for a year I've beaten whatever psychological hold it had on me. Not that I was doing it every day, but the simple availability made me go a bit loopy for a while.

Discovering fun RCs is a bit like Christmas every day at first, but you have to work out for yourself that turkey and stuffing gets a bit much after a while.
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umm, it's because i'm at uni mainly that i do so much and EVERYONE has some. I pretty much went on a week bender a few weeks back, and since then have been taking it regularly. i still get a good buzz. I baraly get any comedown of it whatsoever. The only negative is that it dries the fuck outta my skin and gives me little red patches, and think this is mainly because i used to be on a strong acne medication which dried out my skin real bad, so it kinda brings those side effects back in a vengance which really pisses me off as the medication i was on b4 did a brilliant job. i just bought some omega 3 which apparantely helps with this, as it increases circulation, which makes sense.
I don't really do it every single day- more like every 1 1/2 days. I would class my usage as out of control, but perhaps not addicted yet. There's more 'drone' in out student house than bloody sugar i think. When it's in everyone's room, its hard not to take some especially when everyone else is on it. Someone in our house buy's it directly from a supplier- i actually get mine online as i always get really sweaty and para when i take his stuff, I love the shit i get from *snip*. just agrees with me completely, and strangely i feel less obliged to take loads of it. I feel much more in control with that stuff.
There are some of my friends and other students who do so much more than me. One lad does atleast 2 grams a day, but is so unhealthy anyway he couldnt care less. Some others binge on 5 grams at a time. Most i will do is 2.
 
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Phhh. With freedom comes responsibilty, as someone else said.

I'm not a saint, but should I quietly sacrifice some of my freedoms for others irresponsibilty?

It's for the greater good, no?
 
bresker said:
Phhh. With freedom comes responsibilty, as someone else said.

I'm not a saint, but should I quietly sacrifice some of my freedoms for others irresponsibilty?

It's for the greater good, no?
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Mate this is why i will stop- i do stupid/crazy things sometimes, but i always learn my fucking lesson- however hard it is. I refuse to become addicted to this drug long term; i simply cant afford too. I'm a strong mother fucker and will take whatever crappy withdrawal symptoms there happen to be, as quite honestly it's my own fault i got into this predicament in the beginning. I feel sorry for the cunts who arent at all critical on themselves. I've done wrong, and now i must repent....
 
"They who can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety, deserve neither liberty nor safety." - Benji Franklin had it right. :p
 
I consider myself safe, though my heart valves may dispute that.

I'm bravely prepared to sacrifice my freedoms for the safety of others.

Bring it on, Alan Johnson.
 
DAMN! I've jsut finished my 5g bag off today. I've done 5 grams in about 8 hours. I'm calling it a day now- not gettting anymore ever again! too fucking addictive....
 
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Also i reckon this mephedrone fucks up your brain badly- I completely flopped an exam today, soooooooooooo baddddddd. Couldn't concentrate on a single question, and kept feeling really snappy when some girl kept tapping her pencil and moving. Actually felt like screaming ''Hey you, Stupid f***ing b**ch, shut the f*** up, or i'm guna f*****ing slap you silly!'' This led me to failing the exam and just putting my head in my hands.... whilst admitting defeat quietly to myself :(
 
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