Thou - I used to diss it harshly, then actually tried it one day and was pleasantly surprised. and i know it sounds immature and ignorant, but health issues dont bother me, as previously said, id rather die at 45 and have enjoyed my life than live to 70 and had a boring life! i dont ever want to be in need iof caring, because i feel tyhat that is not what it is to be human, and it saddens me that people live a souless life once they get old and there mind starts to give up the chase, i dont ever want to be like that, i dont want to ever be a burden to anyone, so i like to live for today
thou meow is its street name here, force of habbit n all that, biut i apologise for the irritation.
Finished - I am aware that the drugs are the only cause of the differed way of thinking, however, that differed way of thinking has dramatically changed my life, its wiped out a long line of negative energy thoughts and process's in my life, i am full of positive energy now, and ready to tackle the world and help others along the way. as for comedowns, besides a moment of maybe 6 hours after taking last dose, where you really want more, and refuse to admit its over, i dont so much as have a headache. fel the tired after being awake for quite some time, but that is all, go home have a sleep say 6-8 horus and wake up feeling as if i hadnt done anything at the weekend. i know when my body is telling me to stop, ive measured heart rates of myself and others numerous times thru the courswe of a night, merely out of interest, and my resting heartbeat is exactly the same as sober, my mind is clearer, my enbergy is happier, i feel great, and that feeling of greatness (besidest he 6 hour come down bit) carries on waay after, last time i used meow was over 3 weeks ago, and due to the night spent with good friends great music and relaxing atmosphere, my positive vibes are still great, ive had no dodgy health feelings since, no out of breath for no reasons, no nothing. compare it to alcohol the day after. which poisons your body, which millions of people do to the point of near death where they are hospitalised. where you wake up the next day feeling like spmeone dropped a nail bomb inside you were all your organs have taaken a batteriong, where you suffer a headache for the whole next day and it takes 2 days to feel good again! i appreciate the well wishes, and wish you all the best in your ventures aswell
im surprised on such a forum to be honest. has anyone considered there may be no long term effects? unlikely im sure, but still all the same, some of you seem to be brain washed. for example, i have been chastised in this thread a few times now for being ignorant of the drug and abusing it to the point of stupidity, yet in other threads i see the same people asking questions and showing serious interest in taking crystal meth! what is that all about? that shit is fucking dangerous, the 3 drugs i will not use, crack, heroin and crystal meth, yet i see moderators asking questions of interest on all 3.
excuse me if im missing something but i would rather risk snorting 3-5 grams of meow in a 24 hour period, to injecting half a gram of crystal meth into my arm!
id just like to point out aswell to those that cannot seemingly read, that this IS NOT A REGULAR THING! i only use drugs at raves and the recurring after party chillout seession with friends, i maybe go to 2 raves am onth if im lucky and the money is there!
there are people takiking of smoking ICE everyday, go moan to them how dangerous it is!
i appreciate that all you are trying to do is spread awareness, but it really does grate that its all abit backwards, heroin ruins lives, ice ruins lives, crack ruins lives, yet there has been more active discourement in this thread than in any of the reports on this page!
i apologise for the poor typing, somewhat tired and its dark.
Peace
