pino
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I obtained pure menthol crystals. Prior to this I ingested 300mcg LSZ. I find this a dark brother of LSD myself. More nice to me weirdly enough. Very dystopian feel, which I enjoy. One of my paths seem to be ingest suffering of others. Whether this is true or not, I do not care. Since my O-PCE experience, I understand I am on the b-team anyway, so let's enjoy the darkness a bit right.
I am also a demonolater (worshipper of daemons). So I mix (usually dark) spirituality with drugs. I was about to visit the titans with this after communicating with Choronzon (qliphoth). Before I worked with marquis Glasya-Labolas, who promised me fast knowledge prior.
Preparation
Got the soundtrack.
Prepared my space. Took a bath.
I was prior clean of other drugs, except a bit of nicotine.
Dosage
I took about 300 mcg LSZ and unknown amount of menthol. I am about 83 kg and 1.83 cm's in height. Relative healthy, smoker at the moment, hence relative. I do walk a lot and have reasonable conditioning. HR and BP are in the normal range. Male btw.
Experience.
First I took the LSZ and waited until it started to work. It is not that visual to me. A bit like LSD, but the headspace is quite dark or perhaps neutral. It is like 2c-e a bit I find. Marvelous stuff. It sharpens the feelings in your body extremely.
I got several crystals of menthol. Sharp. After pushing them into various points in my body (dick for example and boofing). It started to bluely glow in my body. It hurted like glass shards moving in my body. Ah good, the suffering. It may sounds strange, but as masochist, you are searching these experiences often. It is my thrill. Pleasure and pain in one.
I then took a next step and put on Choronzon. Choronzon is a demon of deception and the void and will make you crazy for a while. It is perhaps the concept, perhaps not. I don't know. I started to meditate.
After 20 minutes of meditation, the experience started to get off good. He took me to a lowest level, where the world was coming to an end. I saw the titans and communicated with them. There was a strong abstract salvia feel to it, but way fucking colder. The world was flooding, a atomic bomb went off, colors in the sky. But then there was serious cold, snow and other calamities, and I talked to the titans. They were black, almost a entropic fluid that was computing.
(Time lost)
It is how I think a blackhole would look like, since infinite density likely doesn't exist or perhaps it was more like space time. A sea of bubbling chaotic states, but with patterns. Think about an oily fluid that makes little bumps, but these bumps had patterns. They talked to me, nothing bad weirdly enough, but the language. It was something different, I don't know what they said, but I could understand, they don't hate humanity. They are just different. It was exceedingly painful during the experience, but I was so far dissociated I didn't register it really. The menthol felt like electricity pulsing through my body, blue lights moving about.
Waking up. The next day I was a bit shaken, but not icy. I don't know whether something was different, but I felt pretty good afterwards.
Pretty bad trip, thought I died there. Lol. But that is okish, normal part of such trips.
LSZ itself seems a strongly dissociating substance in high dosages.
Menthol seems to have painkilling properties, but they are different from morphine, which is too be expected since it is a kappa agonist. But the pain was thoroughly here. Which created a nicely dystopian trip. A real dark and bad trip.
If I need to guess the amount, I would say I used about 3 grams by absorption through eh skin. Lol.
I tested menthol before to cure RSL in opiate dependence while hiking in Romania in 40 degrees and I had to drink alcohol and sleep in places that also liked to fire it up to 40 degrees in home. Lol, this was hell. However menthol is slightly dysphoric in itself, but the blue lighting bolts certainly help. I find it a versatile way of getting off various addictions myself. Not better than ketamine or one of the PCP's. But it works fine for most things.
I am also a demonolater (worshipper of daemons). So I mix (usually dark) spirituality with drugs. I was about to visit the titans with this after communicating with Choronzon (qliphoth). Before I worked with marquis Glasya-Labolas, who promised me fast knowledge prior.
Preparation
Got the soundtrack.
Prepared my space. Took a bath.
I was prior clean of other drugs, except a bit of nicotine.
Dosage
I took about 300 mcg LSZ and unknown amount of menthol. I am about 83 kg and 1.83 cm's in height. Relative healthy, smoker at the moment, hence relative. I do walk a lot and have reasonable conditioning. HR and BP are in the normal range. Male btw.
Experience.
First I took the LSZ and waited until it started to work. It is not that visual to me. A bit like LSD, but the headspace is quite dark or perhaps neutral. It is like 2c-e a bit I find. Marvelous stuff. It sharpens the feelings in your body extremely.
I got several crystals of menthol. Sharp. After pushing them into various points in my body (dick for example and boofing). It started to bluely glow in my body. It hurted like glass shards moving in my body. Ah good, the suffering. It may sounds strange, but as masochist, you are searching these experiences often. It is my thrill. Pleasure and pain in one.
I then took a next step and put on Choronzon. Choronzon is a demon of deception and the void and will make you crazy for a while. It is perhaps the concept, perhaps not. I don't know. I started to meditate.
After 20 minutes of meditation, the experience started to get off good. He took me to a lowest level, where the world was coming to an end. I saw the titans and communicated with them. There was a strong abstract salvia feel to it, but way fucking colder. The world was flooding, a atomic bomb went off, colors in the sky. But then there was serious cold, snow and other calamities, and I talked to the titans. They were black, almost a entropic fluid that was computing.
(Time lost)
It is how I think a blackhole would look like, since infinite density likely doesn't exist or perhaps it was more like space time. A sea of bubbling chaotic states, but with patterns. Think about an oily fluid that makes little bumps, but these bumps had patterns. They talked to me, nothing bad weirdly enough, but the language. It was something different, I don't know what they said, but I could understand, they don't hate humanity. They are just different. It was exceedingly painful during the experience, but I was so far dissociated I didn't register it really. The menthol felt like electricity pulsing through my body, blue lights moving about.
Waking up. The next day I was a bit shaken, but not icy. I don't know whether something was different, but I felt pretty good afterwards.
Pretty bad trip, thought I died there. Lol. But that is okish, normal part of such trips.
LSZ itself seems a strongly dissociating substance in high dosages.
Menthol seems to have painkilling properties, but they are different from morphine, which is too be expected since it is a kappa agonist. But the pain was thoroughly here. Which created a nicely dystopian trip. A real dark and bad trip.
If I need to guess the amount, I would say I used about 3 grams by absorption through eh skin. Lol.
I tested menthol before to cure RSL in opiate dependence while hiking in Romania in 40 degrees and I had to drink alcohol and sleep in places that also liked to fire it up to 40 degrees in home. Lol, this was hell. However menthol is slightly dysphoric in itself, but the blue lighting bolts certainly help. I find it a versatile way of getting off various addictions myself. Not better than ketamine or one of the PCP's. But it works fine for most things.
