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Whodat402

Whodat402

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I know that MDMA makes you more open to deep conversations and more willing to discuss matters that wouldn't normally discussed. Also, I've read some trip reports and thread about how people just blurt random things.

My question is, If I have something that I don't want people to know, will that remain the same if I'm on MDMA? Lets say I have a secret that I want to keep to myself whether I'm high or not, this drug won't make me juss spill it, right?
 
umm you may be tempted to spill it. But if its really secret you probably wont.


try blarting out at a party that you have no foreskin.... -.-
 
Whodat402 said:
I know that MDMA makes you more open to deep conversations and more willing to discuss matters that wouldn't normally discussed. Also, I've read some trip reports and thread about how people just blurt random things.

My question is, If I have something that I don't want people to know, will that remain the same if I'm on MDMA? Lets say I have a secret that I want to keep to myself whether I'm high or not, this drug won't make me juss spill it, right?
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As long as you don't OD on MDMA, you should be fine with keeping your secret. MDMA does open you up, but it also has an effect of allowing you to ignore certain things about yourself and the people around you.

In the end, all the healing and connecting properties of MDMA depend upon the person who is dropping and his outlook. MDMA isn't like alcohol, in that it just makes you retarded. As long as you stick to a reasonable dose, you should still be more or less in control of your behaviour.

I wouldn't worry to much about this issue. I have a secret that I haven't revealed to my Ukrainian friends (I lived in the US for 4 years before moving to Ukraine last summer) even though I've rolled with a lot of times with them. I wouldn't say that I feel compelled to talk about this issue when I am rolling with them.
 
I think that totally depends on what that secret is and who you are talking to while rolling... If the secret is something positive you have to be quite about, it will most likely be said. But if you did something very bad for example, i think your conscience will play his part and keep that a secret... u knever know. better not have too many secrets anyways!!!
 
MDMA is an interesting beast when it comes to sharing things with people. I've had moments when thinking about rolling where I wonder if I'll ever come out with something that should be kept to myself(something serious in nature-although I don't have any super heavy secrets), but fortunately it's never happened. The interesting thing to me in regards to MDMA is my filters are no longer there to protect MY comfort. They take on the role of protecting the people around me. I'm no longer worried about embarassing myself, but I still won't say anything that I feel could cause embarrassment or even just discomfort to someone else. Although to be honest, there isn't much room for it between the "I love you guys!", "You're my best friends!!", and "I feel AWESOME" 's.
 
I don't know how many times I have blurted out things that I didn't want people to know. Seriously my husband, some of our friends, and some random people know secrets or feelings that I definitely wouldn't have said if I were sober. However I have found a cure for that impulsiveness on mdma :D Piracetam!!! When my head is all cloudy from mdma that's when I don't think and I spill my guts. But if I take piracetam an hour before I drop, my head isn't cloudy, its clear and I'm way more in control of what comes out of my mouth!;! Hope this helps:) !!! Much <3
 
I've only once been tempted to spill a secret that I knew would have been better kept a secret. This was mainly because the topic my friends and I were discussing involved my secret. But even then, I was consciously able to decide that it would be best to not mention and that there were plenty of other feelings I'd love to share with them. This was during perhaps my most empathetic roll to date so I would agree with the others, it is not very likely that you will spill those secrets.
 
Surprisingly, I would actually say I am pretty good at keeping secrets while on MDMA. It's almost like the euphoria makes you more understanding of your own needs for secrecy. I feel like if you do tell someone an important secret on MDMA, then it was meant to happen eventually.

MDMA is really interesting in it's ability to make some things a lot clearer than while your sober.
 
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