Hi fellow sufferers,I would like to ask you few questions,but before that - my story. Im 21 male human beign,my childhood nice,and I was pretty active and happy. For some reason ,at the age of 14,of course it was curiosity,I began to smoke weed,my first high was the best ,but i've noticed 
that my throat became numb,but not practically,just this dumbed down feeling,that was new for me at that time,after that day i began to smoke weed constantly,because it was so amasing,didnt drink alcohol and never smoked cigaretes(well ok tried few times to smoke them,but wasnt my thing). So my throat became worsening with years of non stop pot smoking,not improved by the time i was sober for just 1 or 2 months at the course of my life. I tried shrooms,and this feeling of numbness intensified at the moment of trip,swallowing became wierd and like somewhere far,drinking liquid I cant feel it in my throat just the cool(if its cool) slipping down in my chest. Ok so these wierd sensory simptoms appeared,then it was my right leg,it became "lighter" than my left leg,so my walk became like I was limbing,but without pain,just wierd out sensations. Today my whole body feels like on cloud or something,I can live with that,just feeling urge to know,is there someone having somithing like that or having information on what it could be. So as I said ,this feeling troubles me,as I feel unreal,yes I have derealisation that ive been living for 4 years now with,I think it is because of weed,so basicaly im always high now. Had major depression and sleep problems,lightnes of my libs and head increased when i had insomnia,nervous breakdown for about weak,panic attacks,complete lack of sleep,now im on quetiapine and ambien + antidepressants,it really helps. But my lightheadedness persists every day,and im always aware of this feeling,except while im working. This is big deal in my life,because sometimes i have trouble telling how big my head is,haha i mean when i close my eyes it feels like theres is big unexpressive void in my head making me feel the shell of my body,i can feel the skin touches and pain,but it feels like im the brain and the brain is seperated from body(legs , hands , head placement in space..if you can understand this)...Or is it just anxiety and my constant attention on basic feelings
that my throat became numb,but not practically,just this dumbed down feeling,that was new for me at that time,after that day i began to smoke weed constantly,because it was so amasing,didnt drink alcohol and never smoked cigaretes(well ok tried few times to smoke them,but wasnt my thing). So my throat became worsening with years of non stop pot smoking,not improved by the time i was sober for just 1 or 2 months at the course of my life. I tried shrooms,and this feeling of numbness intensified at the moment of trip,swallowing became wierd and like somewhere far,drinking liquid I cant feel it in my throat just the cool(if its cool) slipping down in my chest. Ok so these wierd sensory simptoms appeared,then it was my right leg,it became "lighter" than my left leg,so my walk became like I was limbing,but without pain,just wierd out sensations. Today my whole body feels like on cloud or something,I can live with that,just feeling urge to know,is there someone having somithing like that or having information on what it could be. So as I said ,this feeling troubles me,as I feel unreal,yes I have derealisation that ive been living for 4 years now with,I think it is because of weed,so basicaly im always high now. Had major depression and sleep problems,lightnes of my libs and head increased when i had insomnia,nervous breakdown for about weak,panic attacks,complete lack of sleep,now im on quetiapine and ambien + antidepressants,it really helps. But my lightheadedness persists every day,and im always aware of this feeling,except while im working. This is big deal in my life,because sometimes i have trouble telling how big my head is,haha i mean when i close my eyes it feels like theres is big unexpressive void in my head making me feel the shell of my body,i can feel the skin touches and pain,but it feels like im the brain and the brain is seperated from body(legs , hands , head placement in space..if you can understand this)...Or is it just anxiety and my constant attention on basic feelings
