Nicomorphinist
Bluelighter
I guess main problem is that for some- I can't tell numbers here - it is only a temporary fix and afterwards one problem replaced with another, if lucky, or an additional problem acquired while the initial ones relapsing.
Really I had so much hope in the dissociatives and while it had worked for pretty long, maybe could have been many years if I had known and felt this knowledge that I have today. That it's an one shot thing and tolerance will kill it maybe forever, turn the miracle into an addiction and me to getting a script for morphine.
I see former drug addicts to become anti drug hardheads, something I don't like and still think I have learned much that no therapist ever could have taught me but was it worth the price (said addiction, increased risk for psychosis maybe, who knows what else) and certainly by abusing nmda antags for escaping reality instead of medical aids I threw perls in front of pigs (some German idiom for loosing sth valuable by not appreciating it).
At last they forget what they have gone though, it's legitimate to regret but not to damn others for the same one has done and demand continued criminalization of them.
Just really wish that war on drugs never started, Yeah as you say some substances were used for thousands of years but now should be Pure Evil™. Good statement about self medication. Just maybe from. time to time it is self medicating for self-aid skills previously lost to the very same substance(s). It is very difficult to differenciate here and I don't think that ability to be widespread among some psychiatrists seeing abuse and weak personality every where. Even with the latter now being called by Politically Correct Names™.
Ja, like the Russian proverb about if one is a hammer everything looks like a nail.
I can say that I concur with William S Burroughs in that , at least amongst single-agent or predominant morphine unsupervised users, medical habitués and classical addicts and those for other narcotics with the exception of the benzomorphans like pentazocine, cyclazocine, dezocine, phenazocine, &c to varying degrees, he found the number of psychotics and the like to be vanishingly small to non-existent, saying that narcotics folks are, down pretty much to the last person, "drearily sane" as he wrote in a letter in 1956 to the British Journal of Addiction which appears as an appendix in several editions of Junky and at least one of The Naked Lunch. I know that the fact that I always did my due diligence and took the initiative to compare notes with a several AODA experts including a cousin working at university on her PhD who lived with me and 25-32 family, friends, associates, a couple of attic room renters &c in two big houses next to each other at the time (so there was no possibility that I was pulling a fast one on the doctors then going home and cutting loose and running from hallucinations of the Stay-Puft Marshmallow Man, for instance) every so often and suggested that my GP refer me for a comprehensive psychological and neurological workup before I was first put on round-the-clock hydrocodone for chronic pain in the US in the 1980s made things a lot easier than they would have been for the average patient, even with being on narcotics all the way up to dextromoramide, oxymorphone, and dihydromorphine inter alia for two decades in Canada and Europe and codeine and dihydrocodeine prn in the US before then. I think that this effect of narcotics is what doctors are striving for in using gabapentinoids as anti-psychotics and strong anxiolytics. It can work, but there is nothing like the real McCoy.