I\(Depression doesn't count 90% of the time as it's in your head, as it were and not chemical)
This statement shows a really profound ignorance not only of the experience of depression but of any basic understanding of psychiatry, not to mention it belittles the suffering of people who do suffer from depression.
I don't think I even really have to get into it.
I bet you're of the opinion that these people should just suck it up and not take psych meds because ... drugs are bad? And yet recreational drugs somehow okay?
That's always an opinion that has baffled the hell out of me.
If it wasn't for psych meds, I probably wouldn't be around here, much less functioning at a decent level. Ditto for psychedelics. Although both have done me dirty at times, as well. Better living through chemistry means better living through chemistry. And it's not always clear cut or easy. Not better living through some chemistry as arbitrarily defined by ... who, anyway?
And mental illness is a neurochemical entity, because WE are neurochemical entities. Every feeling we have has a neurochemical basis. So what, pray tell, is "only in your head, not chemical" ... whatever is in your head, is chemical.
and OP, stay away from drugs for a few years. I truly wish I had waited till I was older. Psychedelics do not give you any answers, they only open up a lot of doors and ask a lot of questions, and a lot of that would do well to wait until you have a greater context of life experience