Rybee
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I've been diagnosed with, and 'suffer' from depression (Major Depressive Disorder) and anxiety (Generalised Anxiety Disorder) for ~4 years now, though when looking back on my life, there are obvious signs and episodes of anxiety throughout my life that I was never really aware of. The depression... not so much.
I was reading an article yesterday with regards to mental illnesses being an issue of Psychiatry or Psychology, (when I say mental illnesses I'm only limiting this to depression and anxiety - I'm excluding illnesses as psychosis and schizophrenia as I believe they're a whole different kettle of fish). The question of whether my issues are purely psychological in nature, aggravated by my environment, lifestyle, diet and can be changed by changing these factors, or whether they are psychiatric in nature, part of my genetic make-up, something which my environment, lifestyle and diet have no say in. Something I can't really control.
One one hand, I believe that my MDD was an issue of psychology. Mother had passed away, poor relationship with my father, stress whilst studying for my degree, financial difficulties etc... Something that could be overcome by changing these variables. I use the term 'was' - simply because I am no longer classed as having symptomatic MDD.
On the other hand, I believe that my GAD is an issue of psychiatry. I think it's just a part of who I am, it has no variable cause and will be with me forever. I believe my symptoms can be managed, but the root cause can't be 'cured' - I've always suffered from anxiety and believe I always will.
I see my Psychiatrist in ~10 days and I want to ask him what he thinks, but I'm a little bit hesitant. Maybe he'll tell me something I don't want to hear? Are both diagnoses 'my own fault' caused by a poor lifestyle, drug abuse etc... Not self-induced, but preventable?
I'm really in two minds as to whether to actually ask him about this. At best, he says it's an issue of psychiatry, intrinsic to my genetic make-up, something I cannot prevent, but with some medications, can manage. I often think that I'm to blame for my own poor state of mental health. At worst, he says that it's an issue of psychology, my own fault, and the blame lies within my own hands.
I'd like to know your thoughts on this subject because I'm quite nervous to ask him. I don't know whether it'd be beneficial to hear the truth...
With love,
Rybee x
I was reading an article yesterday with regards to mental illnesses being an issue of Psychiatry or Psychology, (when I say mental illnesses I'm only limiting this to depression and anxiety - I'm excluding illnesses as psychosis and schizophrenia as I believe they're a whole different kettle of fish). The question of whether my issues are purely psychological in nature, aggravated by my environment, lifestyle, diet and can be changed by changing these factors, or whether they are psychiatric in nature, part of my genetic make-up, something which my environment, lifestyle and diet have no say in. Something I can't really control.
One one hand, I believe that my MDD was an issue of psychology. Mother had passed away, poor relationship with my father, stress whilst studying for my degree, financial difficulties etc... Something that could be overcome by changing these variables. I use the term 'was' - simply because I am no longer classed as having symptomatic MDD.
On the other hand, I believe that my GAD is an issue of psychiatry. I think it's just a part of who I am, it has no variable cause and will be with me forever. I believe my symptoms can be managed, but the root cause can't be 'cured' - I've always suffered from anxiety and believe I always will.
I see my Psychiatrist in ~10 days and I want to ask him what he thinks, but I'm a little bit hesitant. Maybe he'll tell me something I don't want to hear? Are both diagnoses 'my own fault' caused by a poor lifestyle, drug abuse etc... Not self-induced, but preventable?
I'm really in two minds as to whether to actually ask him about this. At best, he says it's an issue of psychiatry, intrinsic to my genetic make-up, something I cannot prevent, but with some medications, can manage. I often think that I'm to blame for my own poor state of mental health. At worst, he says that it's an issue of psychology, my own fault, and the blame lies within my own hands.
I'd like to know your thoughts on this subject because I'm quite nervous to ask him. I don't know whether it'd be beneficial to hear the truth...
With love,
Rybee x
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