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Memories Of You...for ian

neverwas

neverwas

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The yellow brick road!
That little thing you did with your head
Makes me turn and smile.
The comforting hugs you loaded on me
As you wiped the tears from my eyes.

The memories I have
Fade as the days go by.
But what I hold in my hand
Is the only everlasting sign.

Your photos
Your smell
Your touch
Your sight.

Remind me why I once loved
Why I let you disappear from my sight.


...ive been thinking alot lately over the last few days bout the person i lost to the fire a while ago and it still eats away at me and terrifys me that i will one day totally forget him...i sit here and think if i could of done anything different or if it was all meant to be...this peice might not make sense but its been hard for me to write anything these days...
 
*starfalls69* said:
The memories I have
Fade as the days go by.
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It's a little scary and overwhelming, the feeling of memories slipping through your grasp. Something I've also been thinking about quite a lot lately too. I don't know what to do to combat it either. Sometimes I think I should keep a diary with me to write down things when I remember, so that I wont lose them from my mind, but then I wonder if this is clinging to the past too much?!?

*hugs girl*

Take care!
 
this almost brought a tear to my eye, my name is also Ian and I wish my ex would say or think
Why I let you disappear from my sight
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there is nothing more you could have done though, these things happened, I loved ym ex with all my heart and wanted to merry her but she broke up with me. IT take alot of griving to get over someone but remember it is possible. Try to surround yourself with things that dont remind you of him. Hang out with freinds as much as possible...especially if you can tell he has moved on
 
Hey chicken...

I think this is the best thing I've read of yours.

If I could be so presumptuous, I'd like to say...I don't think we ever really forget the people we love, I think we lessen the emotional memory of it all so that it doesn't tear us apart every time we think of them. But I think the important thing is that he'll always be there inside of you. Whatever he gave to you and changed in you will remain, and maybe the hurt of his loss won't be so immediate, but that's just self-defence. You'll always remember the love and the good times, you'll just be able to put it into perspective with the person you've become.

*hugs*
--Raz--
 
...this will explain my being lost in thought. this will explain the current emotional frame...




its nearlly that time again.
when the reminders will come rolling in.
i cried today and stressed as to why,
these tears that i shed
had no cause but to remind.

when i think that finally time has healed
i get a rude slap in the face.
so i raise that growing shield.
i remember you and the night that was
i remember the last frozen look,
i saw on your face
as the fire seemed to forever like its roar.

unable to cope with my emotions at hand.
i lash out at the one around
as he gives a helpless look
because he cant cure my pain
he way i demand.

so i cry endless tears
while held in his arms.
and thank god for friends
that gave me the power to live on.

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