Memories...and trying so hard to move on......

[TecknoticDream]

To Shawn....
By Sarah C.
The most painful thing in life
Is only because able to see someone you love
In photos
because they are no longer here....
No more laughter
No more smiles
No more having my best friend here...
The hardest thing of all is saying good bye....
Because you know you shall never see them again....
I would give it all.....
Just to hear your laugh one last time
to have you right here
even if for only a moment....
Now all I have is memories
Ones of smiles,
laughter,
and a friendship that nothing could destroy
Even now.....
Years later.....
I still can't let go
One day I'll never forget...the first time we ever laughed together...
"just come on, the hill isn't THAT steep"-you
"but what if I cant ride my bike down it?"-me
"don't worry lets just go"-you
five minutes later
"I told you that I couldn't do it"-me
"now come of you didn't fall THAT bad"-you
"look at my knee"-me
"sissy"-you
"turd"-me
*laughter*
I'll always remember you...
[ 09 March 2002: Message edited by: TecknoticDream ]

 

[Angie19]

That was a sweet poem. It is tough to lose a friend and I am so sorry you had to go through that. The memories are what keeps our lost loved ones alive in our hearts. When my best friend passed away in 98, it felt as if my whole world came crashing down. Even now, 4 years later the pain still lingers, but after time it gets a little easier. When someone dies so young, it makes ya realize how precious life is.
Much Love!!!

 

[harraser]

hey darls, long time no post! hope youre ok. Theres not a lot left for me to say about Shawn, I know youre giving him all the love a best freind deserves, weather theyre still here or not, and its memories like this thatll carry you through the hard times for the rest of your life. Dont ever forget!!!! email me ok. love ant

 

[TecknoticDream]

Ive been really sick lately...alot of shit has gone down...So I havent been posting lately...it just seemed like the riht thing to post for the time being...but I can garentee that this may I will be postin alot of sad poems...it will be the four year anniversary...I just cant let go... Theres so much in life that I wish I could change..The sad thing is I cant do anything about it....the past is set in stone...All I can do is hope for a better tomorrow.....