To legitimately smile. One of those feel good smiles. Although with 2 hours left in the day before midnight, I don't see that happening anytime soon. There's always tomorrow
Boxed up all my stuff at current apartment - moved almost all of it to my dads place while I decide which apartment I'm taking and I got my night classes officially registered. Mundane stuff but I wanted it out of the way and out of my head before the weekend. Really looking forward to taking some classes for fun and knowledge.
Only goal I had left was my haircut and buy another god damn iphone but i transfered money and it didn't make it in time from a holdings account. Not much I can do about that, so I'll use the time as best I can I should help my mother i haven't seen her in awhile she lives in same house as my dad but all locked up in a different part - we've never been close but I love her and i'd like to make sure we do become close. So tonights goal is to offer to help her in anyway she needs.
^Good luck with your paper! My son is barricaded in his room right now trying to get the same thing done.
My goal for today is to remember that all I can do is be there and be myself for my friends. The need in me to "fix" things runs deep. Even though I know it isn't possible, and it is even not helpful, that is right where my mind goes when one of my friends is in trouble.8(
To send out some resumes and make some calls to try to start building back some of the bridges I burned on this last binder i went on for the past 2 months. Its gonna be a long day.
Remember, those are one of the rare things in life that always get better. Don't relapse, it's not worth putting yourself through even more undeserved pain