I'm shocking at procrastination. I have nearly completed my degree. I am in the honours society, deans merit list etc,. I can face an exam, bring it on!!!!!!!! But essays, oh my god, I make myself sick with neurotic anxiety, even though I always get HD's or D's. I've had this problem throughout my academic career. I love researching, planning and all the preparation, it's when I get to actually write th essay that my neurotic fear of failure, high achiever complex takes me over and I end up doing all nighters in a total anxiety state. This has been an ongoing pattern throughout my degree, and I really want to address and resolve it because my anxiety is completely ridiculous and has no logical basis.
Does anyone have any tips to help me deal with this. I only have 3 subjects to complete, but the psychological toll my academic life takes on me is ridiculous. I'm in line for a research honours degree and i have to sort out my neuroses before I go onto higher degrees. Thing is I work full time, totally self sufficient blah blah.
I could really do with some advice