Mega Dosing MDMA

[phantomcosmonaut]

My preferred dosage is 90-160mg orally. Personally never had any sort of negative after effects with these doses (only after 170mg in certain settings). But I know that many people take .2g to a gram in a night. How do you do it? What is it like? Differences? Is it worth the comedown/hangover? Why did you start doing so much? Any other comments are welcome and I would only like to hear from people who know what they have is MDMA.

 

[bennyZA]

Well... I'm a straight up drug addict and I can't stop myself from taking drugs if I have them and I've eaten a gram over the course of a day, and other stupid, stupid shit that you should never do, ever. I've definitely done more than .5 on numerous occasions, and pretty much every roll ever was above .2, which I don't really consider a mega dose. It's pretty strong, but nothing crazy. A lot of pills have somewhere between 150-200mg. From all those experiences and being able to look back on my mdma phase years later I think there really is no point to doing more than 200mg. At 200mg, I don't know about other people, but personally, I don't really get too much in the way of super depression. I do feel "depleted" for a really long time though. Basically I feel really tired, no motivation, not hungry, apathetic, no sex drive, etc. for a few days. After nights/days of binging or doing excessively high doses I usually feel hungover and miserable for awhile... not really depressed, like most people, but I physically feel like shit. Most people have crippling depression and anxiety, but I don't, so you might want to listen to them, as my experiences tend to be different than avg.

I hope any of that helps.

 

[beta1]

I have a lot of experience doing very large doses of very pure/clean MDMA, and the most important thing I can tell you is that it is not worth it. Because of my abuse of MDMA I have completely ruined the experience for myself (some people call this "losing the magic"). Now if I try to roll I feel 'OK' initially, but eventually I start to feel more strung out than high and the whole night is usually wasted. It was a lot of fun at the time, but I definitely regret it now because I can no longer enjoy my favorite drug

How do you do it?

I've always been a drug user, and I've always been able to handle large doses of drugs I like.

What is it like? Differences?

It's fucking amazing. I've done every drug on the planet and no high could ever compare to the feeling of completely rolling face on massive doses of pure MDMA. I have done 1g of crystal MDMA in a single night on a handful of occasions and I can honestly say those nights changed my life forever. It opened my mind and heart in a way I cannot put into words and drastically changed the way I interact with people and view the world.

It also made for a few of the most amazing concerts of my life

Is it worth the comedown/hangover?

Personally, I never felt any sort of "hangover" from real/clean MDMA regardless of dosage.

Why did you start doing so much?

Once I feel comfortable with a drug I almost always dive deep at least a few times just to see what it's like..

I also found it helped me get laid a lot more! The higher I would get on MDMA, the more confident I became, the easier it was for me to pick up girls.

 

[bennyZA]

I have a lot of experience doing very large doses of very pure/clean MDMA, and the most important thing I can tell you is that it is not worth it. Because of my abuse of MDMA I have completely ruined the experience for myself (some people call this "losing the magic"). Now if I try to roll I feel 'OK' initially, but eventually I start to feel more strung out than high and the whole night is usually wasted. It was a lot of fun at the time, but I definitely regret it now because I can no longer enjoy my favorite drug

Well said. Once I started doing mega doses that was it, it wasn't the magical drug that made me love everything and everyone anymore.

 

[BlueBull]

Well said. Once I started doing mega doses that was it, it wasn't the magical drug that made me love everything and everyone anymore.

Yeah for me it started when I started doing very high doses too. I haven't lost the magic completely, I still enjoy myself very very much. But I did notice a certain change, a bit like 'been there, done that' but different because I'm not thinking that consciously, it's like my body physically has a sense of 'been there, done that' if that makes any sense I haven't lost it completely though so now I (usually) leave very long resting periods between rolls and (almost always) dose responsibly (140mg to 200mg max, most of the time in a single drop, no redose). I suspect, though completely unsubstantiated, that redoses are more the culprit than high doses (though redose usually means high dose too)

 

[lovepsychadelics]

Waste of time. Lose the magic, probably have a puke and have an earth shattering come down for three days after use. Clubber come down +++. Personally fuck MDMA anyway it's pretty lame compared to 2cb, aMT, 2cd, 4 ACO-MiPT, the list is long... If your wanting an experience these are the substances you should use not a stupidly high dose of MDMA. MDMA is a good entry level substance or for people wanting to connect with each other and work out psycho-social issues (couples, therapist and client etc). Also a good entry level substance for people who want to get into the rave culture. Used with respect and occasionally it's a fairly safe substance. Once the magic is gone forget it and move on to 4HO- MET, 4 ACO- MiPT, aMT, 2cb, 2cd, 2ci etc. These are substances developed and tested by Shulgin around the same time as he rediscovered MDMA. Just be informed, do research, test stuff (best with GCMS) and have fun. Once MDMA's magic is gone it's gone and don't even bother trying to rekindle the flame.

 

[rld73]

I disagree that once the magic is gone it is gone.. My wife and I took a 3 year break.. we did it again on Friday night because there are some incredible crystals going around town right now and I just wanted to try it.

I kinda went a little overboard and ended up way more fucked up than I wanted to be.. but before that the magic was definitely there.. it was almost like the first time I rolled all over again.

We are already planning on doing it again this weekend with more responsible dosing.. I know they say 2 weeks in between minimum.. but we are taking 5-HTP to replenish serotonin and plan on taking it much easier than we did before.. I might even just do a 200mg (I did around 400mg last Friday) dose with no redose.. I can't wait!

 

[BlueBull]

I disagree that once the magic is gone it is gone.. My wife and I took a 3 year break.. we did it again on Friday night because there are some incredible crystals going around town right now and I just wanted to try it.

I kinda went a little overboard and ended up way more fucked up than I wanted to be.. but before that the magic was definitely there.. it was almost like the first time I rolled all over again.

We are already planning on doing it again this weekend with more responsible dosing.. I know they say 2 weeks in between minimum.. but we are taking 5-HTP to replenish serotonin and plan on taking it much easier than we did before.. I might even just do a 200mg (I did around 400mg last Friday) dose with no redose.. I can't wait!

200mg is actually still a fairly high dose (400mg is VERY high, certainly with 0 tolerance). Be careful because once you've lost the magic once and had a very long break, you lose it again much more rapidly than the first time around