Marijuana and Aniracetam?
Hey everyone,
I recently stopped taking Pramiractam due to a tolerance. As well as purchasing Pramiracetam 6 weeks ago, I also got some Aniracetam. My initial experiences with it were disappointing: a mild anti-anxiolytic affect was felt, but it was overcome by the tiredness that lingered on. The majority of my nootropics tenor has subsequently been solely Pramiracetam.
But lately I’ve switched purely to Aniracetam. I started to notice other aspects to it: the anti-anxiolytic affects and anti depressive affects were so apparent, tasks are perceived with such simplicity, and an urge to be creative is clear. With Pramiracetam you are thinking forward, but Aniracetam you think up.
Since about two months ago I’ve been indulging in marijuana on the odd occasion – perhaps like once every two weeks. I had previously quit smoking maijuana due to the adverse affects being most apparent – anxiety, depersonalization, low self-esteem etc. I decided, however, to treat it differently and only smoke in moderate doses and at moderate intervals.
So too I have been exploring the knowledge of Eastern theology – Alan Watts, J.Krishnamurti, George Harrison’s indulgence in it and so on. Also meditating daily.
I smoked the most marijuana then I probably have since resuming indulgence, and the anxiety that put me off resumed. When this happens, it’s this crippling voice of self doubt telling myself that “you’re just deluding yourself” and so on. But for a period, with what seemed to transcend time, was out there. This raw primal emotion with the rest of the Cosmos that has only been previously a secondary emotion of appreciativeness based on logic stimulation. There is nothing to fear if there is no you. I felt I was at the gates of this enlightened feeling that words cannot express. But I wasn’t quite there yet. Is marijuana still a mild psychedelic and can induce similar oneness, ego death feelings that LSD produces. Afterwards, all my current ‘problems’ were so simple. Fear is all within. I felt that if I were to indulge in a psychedelic, it’d answer the question that plagued Einstein: “Is it me or are the others crazy?”
Or, alternatively, has Aniracetam combined with marijuana induced manic like symptoms and I’m doing an Isochroma?
“The real hopeless victims of mental illness are to be found among those who appear to be most normal. "Many of them are normal because they are so well adjusted to our mode of existence, because their human voice has been silenced so early in their lives, that they do not even struggle or suffer or develop symptoms as the neurotic does." They are normal not in what may be called the absolute sense of the word; they are normal only in relation to a profoundly abnormal society. Their perfect adjustment to that abnormal society is a measure of their mental sickness. These millions of abnormally normal people, living without fuss in a society to which, if they were fully human beings, they ought not to be adjusted.”
― Aldous Huxley, Brave New World Revisited
weed + benzo's.....every drug that was ever in me was mixed with weed b/c mentally I think weed enhances everything....all in my head but o well
I'm sick of it...In dreams it speaks to me of the truth that means reality
