Iskalla, good on you for not giving up after 100 tries, I'm on my 101st now I think

. I'm 4 full days in this time, and got myself a seroquel prescription just to help me sleep at night. It's hard when all your friends are smoking all the time, If they're good buddies though they should understand your desire and help you a bit. I can watch people smoke with out craving most of the time, but it's when they offer it, and then say, 'Oh yeah, I forgot you were quitting' that I really want it. I'm similiar in that everyone knows me when I'm stoned, they're not used to the louder, more brash, possibly more of an asshole me, one of my biggest fears is that after a while we won't relate to each other, and then I'll be sober, and have no one to hang out with, which will make me want to get high even more, UGH!
Don't feel selfish, we're all here to support each other, I've noticed the people who are successful at quitting on this forum post about their struggle quite a bit, People have been pretty supportive on here, and for me it's motivating to even have people in the online world know how it's going, I don't want to keep coming back here after failing and starting again and again, but it beats telling people in the real world that you've fallen off the wagon.
Be strong, remember if you can hang out with people smoking, and not partake, you've definitely won a huge battle...Good luck...