rave_itsrealfun!!!
Bluelighter
I am writing to point out that weed is a euphoric recreational psychedelic drug that is no way harmless and can induce severe mental health problems in otherwise healthy individuals when abused. Hopefully I will discourage someone, somewhere from smoking too much of this stuff. I really, really regret doing so.
I don't mean to sound too anti-pot. Weed has done a lot of good for me too, it's a near-religious experience, and I love stoners, I vibe really well with them. I love how smoking weed has changed me, but I hate who I am when I'm stoned. And it's not that I react poorly to drugs. It's just that this stuff can clearly fuck with you when you try and stay high all the time. I LOVE the initial high, and I always end up chasing it. No matter how much I smoke, I have realized that it is impossible to be that way all the time. The high changes and a wide variety of side effects set in.
If you're careful to do it in moderation it's certainly beneficial. Relaxing, enlightening, and fun. A great time that helps with depression. In my case of abuse it eventually started making me suicidal. Since I quit it has been a total turnaround. Even my friends who are moderate users (a few bong rips periodically throughout the day) sometimes show problems. That's not to say nobody out there can hit a fat joint at the end of the day without screwing themselves over, some people are totally ok with that. Pay attention though, be aware that side effects are not uncommon, especially if you've been doing it for like a decade or so.
And yo, cannabis IS a causer in my case. Simply put, burning all day depletes serotonin. I am NOT all that depressed normally, at all. However I am lonely. Smoking it turns my little bit of loneliness into a catastrophic life ruining problem to perpetually dwell on, but that is not to say I was depressed because I am lonely. I am still lonely and I am no longer depressed, it was 100% the weed turning a chill happy man into a total freak. And I am lonely in the first place because of the personality disorders this drug induces in me.
These days I'll enjoy the odd candy or hippie flip, lol, so it's not so big a deal that I can't burn anymore. To those who never developed an addiction, burn on, light that shit up for me, haha, cause I can't do it anymore. I wish I could, I love weed, but it has gone too far. My experiences with weed have shaped who I am though, I will always be a stoner at heart.
I don't mean to sound too anti-pot. Weed has done a lot of good for me too, it's a near-religious experience, and I love stoners, I vibe really well with them. I love how smoking weed has changed me, but I hate who I am when I'm stoned. And it's not that I react poorly to drugs. It's just that this stuff can clearly fuck with you when you try and stay high all the time. I LOVE the initial high, and I always end up chasing it. No matter how much I smoke, I have realized that it is impossible to be that way all the time. The high changes and a wide variety of side effects set in.
If you're careful to do it in moderation it's certainly beneficial. Relaxing, enlightening, and fun. A great time that helps with depression. In my case of abuse it eventually started making me suicidal. Since I quit it has been a total turnaround. Even my friends who are moderate users (a few bong rips periodically throughout the day) sometimes show problems. That's not to say nobody out there can hit a fat joint at the end of the day without screwing themselves over, some people are totally ok with that. Pay attention though, be aware that side effects are not uncommon, especially if you've been doing it for like a decade or so.
And yo, cannabis IS a causer in my case. Simply put, burning all day depletes serotonin. I am NOT all that depressed normally, at all. However I am lonely. Smoking it turns my little bit of loneliness into a catastrophic life ruining problem to perpetually dwell on, but that is not to say I was depressed because I am lonely. I am still lonely and I am no longer depressed, it was 100% the weed turning a chill happy man into a total freak. And I am lonely in the first place because of the personality disorders this drug induces in me.
These days I'll enjoy the odd candy or hippie flip, lol, so it's not so big a deal that I can't burn anymore. To those who never developed an addiction, burn on, light that shit up for me, haha, cause I can't do it anymore. I wish I could, I love weed, but it has gone too far. My experiences with weed have shaped who I am though, I will always be a stoner at heart.
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