Seyer
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[MEGA] Cannabis Addiction & Withdrawal
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rave_itsrealfun!!!
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I will stop posting publicly on the site until I am feeling better.
I totally get it. This is why I really don't like to quit smoking weed. The mania is just too much to bear, I say all sorts of things that I don't mean at all. It will pass in a few more weeks. I've just been letting off a lot of steam on this site, uncontrollably, and I apologize. I hope that I am no longer flamed, I won't be coming back and I will delete all my posts to the best of my ability. This isn't helping me one bit with my goals, and I am annoying everyone and disrupting the site. I mean cannabis can certainly be disrupting when abused, and you can get horrendous withdrawal symptoms but I probably was a little too aggressive in my writing. I'm just manic still, I fucking hate when I get like this. Which is why I haven't quit yet, I'll be this way for weeks.
I just thought it would be suitable for you guys to see how fucked out of my mind I was while withdrawing from this drug after choosing to smoke weed, hash, and hash oil all day and night because I didn't really know any better thinking it was impossible to develop withdrawal effects. I mean, it's a withdrawal thread vs. yeah it happens for crying out loud, not CD social. I thought my issues would at least be acknowledged as commonly documented effects of cannabis withdrawal because that is exactly what they are, but no, it's like everyone refuses to believe it can get this bad. So just what is the point of this thread? So people can talk about getting a little irritable when they quit and that's the end of it, and then when the rare individual comes by who is suffering from a truly strong dependency and has to go through months of withdrawal and even seek help from an addiction specialist it's considered unacceptable and they get flamed? When the writing isn't pro cannabis enough? Look, I love smoking weed. I clearly overdid it this year. I don't think it's addictive like crack, if I had known this would happen I'm sure I could have controlled my use better. I think that I didn't know any better, and now I have to deal with a dependency.
I sure as hell did not come here to have my cannabinoid addiction issues poked fun at, that was just completely immature on everyone's part, and I received a lot of really low blows. Sure I was aggressively putting down the drug for what it did to me, but it was obviously because I was going through hell coming off of a very serious habit that everyone refused to even acknowledge. I was completely out of my mind at the time and I've come to my senses now and I even apologized. Thanks guys, that was really nice of you.
I only just got out of the phase where my body felt like complete shit and I feared for my life. My mind is obviously still going nuts. I'll be chill again soon enough though. It just takes a while to get back to homeostasis, when you're in this deep. I understand how overly aggressive and melodramatic I have been, but I damn well had a point. It's all part of the acute withdrawal which nobody here acknowledges is a real possibility. Since there is no other logical explanation for my behaviour, you guys clearly think I am innately psychotic. I know better though: I got way too high for a while and now I am paying the piper. I should focus on getting through this without talking to anyone, while avoiding contact with humans who do not understand my problem as much as possible. Cheers!
I totally get it. This is why I really don't like to quit smoking weed. The mania is just too much to bear, I say all sorts of things that I don't mean at all. It will pass in a few more weeks. I've just been letting off a lot of steam on this site, uncontrollably, and I apologize. I hope that I am no longer flamed, I won't be coming back and I will delete all my posts to the best of my ability. This isn't helping me one bit with my goals, and I am annoying everyone and disrupting the site. I mean cannabis can certainly be disrupting when abused, and you can get horrendous withdrawal symptoms but I probably was a little too aggressive in my writing. I'm just manic still, I fucking hate when I get like this. Which is why I haven't quit yet, I'll be this way for weeks.
I just thought it would be suitable for you guys to see how fucked out of my mind I was while withdrawing from this drug after choosing to smoke weed, hash, and hash oil all day and night because I didn't really know any better thinking it was impossible to develop withdrawal effects. I mean, it's a withdrawal thread vs. yeah it happens for crying out loud, not CD social. I thought my issues would at least be acknowledged as commonly documented effects of cannabis withdrawal because that is exactly what they are, but no, it's like everyone refuses to believe it can get this bad. So just what is the point of this thread? So people can talk about getting a little irritable when they quit and that's the end of it, and then when the rare individual comes by who is suffering from a truly strong dependency and has to go through months of withdrawal and even seek help from an addiction specialist it's considered unacceptable and they get flamed? When the writing isn't pro cannabis enough? Look, I love smoking weed. I clearly overdid it this year. I don't think it's addictive like crack, if I had known this would happen I'm sure I could have controlled my use better. I think that I didn't know any better, and now I have to deal with a dependency.
I sure as hell did not come here to have my cannabinoid addiction issues poked fun at, that was just completely immature on everyone's part, and I received a lot of really low blows. Sure I was aggressively putting down the drug for what it did to me, but it was obviously because I was going through hell coming off of a very serious habit that everyone refused to even acknowledge. I was completely out of my mind at the time and I've come to my senses now and I even apologized. Thanks guys, that was really nice of you.
I only just got out of the phase where my body felt like complete shit and I feared for my life. My mind is obviously still going nuts. I'll be chill again soon enough though. It just takes a while to get back to homeostasis, when you're in this deep. I understand how overly aggressive and melodramatic I have been, but I damn well had a point. It's all part of the acute withdrawal which nobody here acknowledges is a real possibility. Since there is no other logical explanation for my behaviour, you guys clearly think I am innately psychotic. I know better though: I got way too high for a while and now I am paying the piper. I should focus on getting through this without talking to anyone, while avoiding contact with humans who do not understand my problem as much as possible. Cheers!
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This thread is for the lulz. You totally love being a fucking looser mate.
Seriously? We encounter a long-term BLer obviously working through some issues right now and we call him an idiot and a loser? Like, we don't even beat around the bush anymore? We just kind of say "Fuck off, f****t, getawaygetawaygetawaygetawayHSSSSSSSSTT!!!"?
Pure class, man. Tomorrow we're gonna find a quadriplegic in a wheelchair and steal his seat cushion right before we hit the special needs class at our local elementary school to walk a picket line outside their classroom with signs that say "God hates 'tards" and "Euthanasia would've been a blessing..." Extra credit for the first one to make an autistic Kindergartener try to commit suicide with the big set of building blocks.
I mean, far be it for me to tell you guys how to handle opinions and perspectives that you disagree with but, for fucks sake, I'm pretty sure responses like those quoted above are not the way to do it.
I'm looking forward to you working everything out and coming back, rave. As far as I'm concerned you've always got somebody to talk things through with around here. Best of luck in however you decide to approach your issues. I've already told you how I feel about just ghosting on us but you gotta do what you gotta do. In the end, this is your mind you're dealing with here and I don't think anybody's in a better position to tell us what's going on in your head than you are.
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The weed on the market today is usually watered with all kind of chemical shit, it is really hard to find natural weed or some legal natural alternative. Those chemical can be very harmful... If you decide to stop, you have to be strong...
weekend addiction
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Thank you Jibult. I can't get angry this early in the morning. I'm trying to save my anger for work today.
Weed is not usually "watered down" or infused with any form of chemical shit.
Weed is not usually "watered down" or infused with any form of chemical shit.
ComfortablyNumb95
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wait... what?
omnipresenthuman
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Getting back to what the OP was talking about...yea, weed is addictive, but the one thing I always notice with it personally is that the withdrawal symptoms are just so mild...I hate to reduce the conversation to this level, but basically, if you don't have the means to smoke, i.e., you don't have the money or necessities required, then, shit, you can't smoke. It's not like other shit, i.e., most other addictive drugs, which are almost universally harder than weed is, where you might start doing some crazy shit to get your fix. But if you got the means, and a rainy day fund, then, fuck, whatever, man.
justsayknow
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Two questions for any hard core smokers out there.
1)If you experience withdrawal symptoms from weed how long after the last smoke do they start?
2) Have you ever heard of someone vomiting regularly every time they are without weed for 8 hours? ie go to bed after smoking then wake up and vomit every day. It's a friend of mine. He smokes between 2 and 5 grams a day. I have told him to see a doctor but he seems to think its just the weed. Nausea and vomiting goes away after he has his morning smoke.
1)If you experience withdrawal symptoms from weed how long after the last smoke do they start?
2) Have you ever heard of someone vomiting regularly every time they are without weed for 8 hours? ie go to bed after smoking then wake up and vomit every day. It's a friend of mine. He smokes between 2 and 5 grams a day. I have told him to see a doctor but he seems to think its just the weed. Nausea and vomiting goes away after he has his morning smoke.
krylon don
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heavily smoking for the past three years has changed my life beyond repair.
i'm 17
been smoking for the past three years very heavily almost a 6 gram a day habit just to myself taken pscyhadelics as well.
All i will say is weed is very destructive on your life.
Nowadays i have no ambition in life, not emotion, no desire to go farther in life, no desire to do nothing, i can't think straight, can't focus anymore, can't learn, have crazy mood swings, and have developed a lifestyle i don't think i will ever be able to change, it has given me an attitude that i can't stand people anymore only the few people i still consider friends, it has given me a new way to think a crazy way i cannot think like. Bud is the plant of knowledge and many are not ready to learn what it is willing to teach. I believe i have smoked away my life and i'm only 17.
not a day goes by where i contemplate giving up on everything completely but i know for a fact the only reason why i think like this is because of the crazy mood swings i get from my withdrawal. There are nights where i can't sleep i can't dream it blanks out my mind i have lost my mind because of this and no one understands me but the people that i shared the 6+ gram a day habit with because we are all on a different level then the potheads that smoke casually. no one gets how powerful weed is there is more to it then getting high and having a good time. It teaches you things about LIFE and the world. I regret everything nowadays i wish i could go back to the day i picked up the first joint i ever smoked and throw it away and tell myself this is not the way to go. Looking at the kids in my school i choose to be an outcast because no one understands the way i think and they all think I've lost my mind and i can't stand it. there is never a day when i sit down at lunch and look at all the nerdy kids with jealous eyes because i wish i was them i wish i never smoked weed nothing. The withdrawal is horrible and i'm going cold turkey been clean for a week and idk how much longer i can go.
All i will say for the kids trying to smoke weed is watch who you smoke with, and always watch how much you smoke, expose yourself to happy thoughts and only happy thoughts cherish the time and the moments, dont let yourself feel judged when you're high be yourself and you will never change. Keep your mind strong and go for the goals and things you want in life, because what i learned is someone who smokes weed all day is basically the same as a person who sits at home and does nothing all day because if no one knows that you're smoking weed it's like you're doing nothing and you don't exist.
Anyone else feel like this
I need someone to talk to about this
i have no one but one person on the same page as me and there's only so much i can say to them
i want a new opinion a new view a new set of thoughts.
i'm 17
been smoking for the past three years very heavily almost a 6 gram a day habit just to myself taken pscyhadelics as well.
All i will say is weed is very destructive on your life.
Nowadays i have no ambition in life, not emotion, no desire to go farther in life, no desire to do nothing, i can't think straight, can't focus anymore, can't learn, have crazy mood swings, and have developed a lifestyle i don't think i will ever be able to change, it has given me an attitude that i can't stand people anymore only the few people i still consider friends, it has given me a new way to think a crazy way i cannot think like. Bud is the plant of knowledge and many are not ready to learn what it is willing to teach. I believe i have smoked away my life and i'm only 17.
not a day goes by where i contemplate giving up on everything completely but i know for a fact the only reason why i think like this is because of the crazy mood swings i get from my withdrawal. There are nights where i can't sleep i can't dream it blanks out my mind i have lost my mind because of this and no one understands me but the people that i shared the 6+ gram a day habit with because we are all on a different level then the potheads that smoke casually. no one gets how powerful weed is there is more to it then getting high and having a good time. It teaches you things about LIFE and the world. I regret everything nowadays i wish i could go back to the day i picked up the first joint i ever smoked and throw it away and tell myself this is not the way to go. Looking at the kids in my school i choose to be an outcast because no one understands the way i think and they all think I've lost my mind and i can't stand it. there is never a day when i sit down at lunch and look at all the nerdy kids with jealous eyes because i wish i was them i wish i never smoked weed nothing. The withdrawal is horrible and i'm going cold turkey been clean for a week and idk how much longer i can go.
All i will say for the kids trying to smoke weed is watch who you smoke with, and always watch how much you smoke, expose yourself to happy thoughts and only happy thoughts cherish the time and the moments, dont let yourself feel judged when you're high be yourself and you will never change. Keep your mind strong and go for the goals and things you want in life, because what i learned is someone who smokes weed all day is basically the same as a person who sits at home and does nothing all day because if no one knows that you're smoking weed it's like you're doing nothing and you don't exist.
Anyone else feel like this
I need someone to talk to about this
i have no one but one person on the same page as me and there's only so much i can say to them
i want a new opinion a new view a new set of thoughts.
moderation
Dear person,
You are young, your body is in its first two decades of existence. I smoke weed but I grow my own so I know what goes into it. If your doing the heavier stuff too, well, could be your answer as to why you be feeling so shitty.
Hey, weed normally doesn't give withdrawals. But smoking up to 6 grams a day, why????
and yes, it does open the doors on perspective. ie. what's the true character of the so called friends one smokes, tokes with.
Your young. You may hate hearing that but it's the truth. Too young to be putting so much in your body. MariJane is meant to be respected and not overly done as it sounds like you may be doing my cyber space fellow post person.
Sounds like your natural ability to see is strong and you do not need any extra help.
Yes, it does teach and you have learned much; be proud of yourself for sharing your concerns; it all starts with one step and you already took it. good.
and yes, don't beat yourself up. You know your smoking too much and your sensing what you will and will not expose yourself to, also good.
You already have this worked out don't you? yes you do. yes you do......
I admit, yes i'll admit, when I smoke too much, I become one with the couch and the couch loves me so. These are the days that flow into the abyss and were frequent flyers in my days of youth.
I too had to make a choice.
Smoke into oblivion or respect the herb and do right by it. I chose the later. Bought a machine that takes away the smoke and leaves the medicine and although my body preaches the amount, I do my best to NOT over do it.
MODERATION..... did that go in anywhere? Here, I'll say it again so you may read the word and feel it to core, ready?,,, MODERATION...
You have to give your body a chance to grow up without so much other stuff in it. If your wondering why the moods are so dire at times, well, the drugs would be your answer. You may be mature in mind but please give your body a healthy chance at maturing too.
You won't have to give up the Marijane, (I'd hold out on the stronger stuff for really special occasions ) but you ought to stop the massive amounts, weed included. No need for so much, holy smokes indeed. That's nothing to brag about and if its a pissing match between you and your buds, well, time to re evaluate. Lead the way man.
Your good,---- know it, love it, and treat yourself right will ya?
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Dear person,
You are young, your body is in its first two decades of existence. I smoke weed but I grow my own so I know what goes into it. If your doing the heavier stuff too, well, could be your answer as to why you be feeling so shitty.
Hey, weed normally doesn't give withdrawals. But smoking up to 6 grams a day, why????
and yes, it does open the doors on perspective. ie. what's the true character of the so called friends one smokes, tokes with.
Your young. You may hate hearing that but it's the truth. Too young to be putting so much in your body. MariJane is meant to be respected and not overly done as it sounds like you may be doing my cyber space fellow post person.
Sounds like your natural ability to see is strong and you do not need any extra help.
Yes, it does teach and you have learned much; be proud of yourself for sharing your concerns; it all starts with one step and you already took it. good.
and yes, don't beat yourself up. You know your smoking too much and your sensing what you will and will not expose yourself to, also good.
You already have this worked out don't you? yes you do. yes you do......
I admit, yes i'll admit, when I smoke too much, I become one with the couch and the couch loves me so. These are the days that flow into the abyss and were frequent flyers in my days of youth.
I too had to make a choice.
Smoke into oblivion or respect the herb and do right by it. I chose the later. Bought a machine that takes away the smoke and leaves the medicine and although my body preaches the amount, I do my best to NOT over do it.
MODERATION..... did that go in anywhere? Here, I'll say it again so you may read the word and feel it to core, ready?,,, MODERATION...
You have to give your body a chance to grow up without so much other stuff in it. If your wondering why the moods are so dire at times, well, the drugs would be your answer. You may be mature in mind but please give your body a healthy chance at maturing too.
You won't have to give up the Marijane, (I'd hold out on the stronger stuff for really special occasions ) but you ought to stop the massive amounts, weed included. No need for so much, holy smokes indeed. That's nothing to brag about and if its a pissing match between you and your buds, well, time to re evaluate. Lead the way man.
Your good,---- know it, love it, and treat yourself right will ya?
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bloodshed344
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Sounds like your own personality is destructive to your life, not weed. Sorry, all weed does is make it enjoyable to sit on your ass.
bennyZA
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Yea man, it really sounds like the weed use is a symptom not the problem. I mean, 6g's a day is self medication pure and simple.
liftedgift
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There might be an underlying problem here, I'm sure the 6grams a day (was it schwag) didn't help and no one knows exactly what you consumed besides the THC.
Good for you for making it a week though, keep at it and see how things go because if it is the weed it can only get better.
I couldn't help but read
and think "so you're growing up..."
Good for you for making it a week though, keep at it and see how things go because if it is the weed it can only get better.
I couldn't help but read
and think "so you're growing up..."
krylon don
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Well it's not schwag and i agree and respect every opinion provided here. There's just tooo many factors that can affect a person to have such an outcome but narrowing everything down i feel like it has become the weed.
I know my connection to purchase is reliable even though my age is young i understand what im purchasing and have enough ecperience to determine whether what i purchase is the legit case or not.
I've done psychadelics three times
Over a course of two weeks
Dosed a tab orally twice on two separate days and faced an eigtht on both days and taken a eightth of shrooms as well as smoke an eigtht of some weed the very same day.
The psychedelics have done what i noticed is brought me closer to the people i did it with.
It was with very close friends that I've grown up with so we were the same before we tripped but diffrent after and i say different im terms of mentality because it had oepned our minds to the world. What i believe has lead to my lack of ambition is the realization is no matter how much i learn book wise i will never know nothing about the world or the truth just the bottom of the barrel. To me that has no value i rather seek true wisdom then manufactured wisdoms taught by the bigger man.
I know my connection to purchase is reliable even though my age is young i understand what im purchasing and have enough ecperience to determine whether what i purchase is the legit case or not.
I've done psychadelics three times
Over a course of two weeks
Dosed a tab orally twice on two separate days and faced an eigtht on both days and taken a eightth of shrooms as well as smoke an eigtht of some weed the very same day.
The psychedelics have done what i noticed is brought me closer to the people i did it with.
It was with very close friends that I've grown up with so we were the same before we tripped but diffrent after and i say different im terms of mentality because it had oepned our minds to the world. What i believe has lead to my lack of ambition is the realization is no matter how much i learn book wise i will never know nothing about the world or the truth just the bottom of the barrel. To me that has no value i rather seek true wisdom then manufactured wisdoms taught by the bigger man.
krylon don
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I've never had a bad trip and i just need to restore my desires and ambitions
I'm too laid back because of this.
Need some New York buddies to kick back with and smoke a fat finnessed blunt with.
I'm too laid back because of this.
Need some New York buddies to kick back with and smoke a fat finnessed blunt with.
Hey OP, if you take a break from smoking for a month I can almost guarantee that you will feel way better. Please man, don't give up on life. You just abused cannabis a little bit, and she has shown you that.
Take a step back, and think about if your mindset that you gained from weed is actually negative or not. You say you don't like being chilled out? Well think about how many people spend every waking minute freaking the fuck out about the things in life that they can't control. Its all about perspective mate, and the best part is, its only cannabis! Like I said, take a break and you'll be fine. And next time you try to start a 6 gram a day habit, have your life in line a little bit. Then you won't feel so bad toking.
Take a step back, and think about if your mindset that you gained from weed is actually negative or not. You say you don't like being chilled out? Well think about how many people spend every waking minute freaking the fuck out about the things in life that they can't control. Its all about perspective mate, and the best part is, its only cannabis! Like I said, take a break and you'll be fine. And next time you try to start a 6 gram a day habit, have your life in line a little bit. Then you won't feel so bad toking.
Seyer
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I have merged this into our addiction megathread.
OP, take a nice longggg break. The longer you stay away from weed, the better you will feel and hopefully will be able to enjoy it in moderation
OP, take a nice longggg break. The longer you stay away from weed, the better you will feel and hopefully will be able to enjoy it in moderation