You know my head is so crazy that im going to start meditating everyday or atleast try to..
i think i am either going to gain serenity or become crazy...
Im talking just a couple mins in morning afternoon and night... maybe 10 minutes 3x a day just to start...
Im wondering about what people thing about meditation and how it effect healthy well being for the mind and body
i can read alot of dam books on mediation but it doesnt mean anything until i actually do it and experience it..
You do indeed "experience" meditation, however, it isn't something you "do". Rather, true meditation
happens to you.
Spend some time in nature. Very peaceful.
I can assure you that any prolonged excursion in nature encourages one to appreciate the present moment more intensely. We really do have this connection at the level of awareness.
Allow yourself to enjoy existence for the aesthetic and sensual experience that it is. Simply be. Don't even think of it as enjoyment, just be with it. Sit and observe the breath, preferably to the exclusion of everything else. Everytime you find your mind wandering, gently acknowledge the thoughts that come and go and allow them to pass. Think of them as clouds in the sky. Return your attention to the breath.
In all my meditation practices, I've had all of
two truly blissful, enlightened, timeless moments. I can't say enough about the level of contentment I became familiar with on these two seperate occasions. It happened quite by accident, although in all fairness the second time I was genuinely "trying" to meditate. As soon as I began thinking "omg this is awesome I'm doing it", it took away from the experience.
As for longer periods of meditation (one of those links said something about 5+ hours of meditation), I would tread carefully, if at all. Inexperienced and unconditioned people have become paralysed from sitting/laying in meditation for ridiculously long periods, at least according to more than one *reliable* source. I'd take this information with a grain of salt, but I wouldn't take it too lightly, either. Not that I think most people have the patience to sit silently in a meditative pose for much longer than an hour or two, just saying. But if you do decide to reap the benefits of deep meditation and wish to go for longer, why not spend some time in nature? I believe that mushrooms or substances that call to you in a helping or teaching manner, could certainly aid this process. Off course, anybody
serious about meditation would likely avoid the use of drugs, as they are more like a cheat code in this regard, and not always likely to lead to the authentic states of consciousness that many "obtain" through the other route.
In my own practices I've also had weird shit crop up; I once had this subtle notion of "something so dark and ugly", and at other times I have felt the unmistakable force of dark energy. Initially, I suspected there was something wrong with me or that I was "exercising demons", so to speak, until it occurred to me that perhaps a change of location would prevent this from happening again. And off course, it did. Don't forget that you are probably trying to meditate whilst being bombarded by electromagnetic chaos via power lines or electrical household appliances and the such, other people's thoughts, and perhaps other things which may interfere with this process.
Hence my suggestion that you spend some time outdoors, but obviously this isn't necessary in order to acheive that peak experience. Trust me.
Good luck in your future meditational undertakings. Remember that you must achieve complete stillness in order to realize that there is no such thing. %)