Amazing meditation experience on L
have you any experiences meditating while on psychedelics? I want some alone time with lsd but whenever I can get ahold of it its always in a situation where im around people and I have trouble focusing on anything. even the present moment.
so yea is it beneficial or even doable at all?
what about mushrooms over lsd? I haven't tried them.
I have had some experiences on lsd feeling very connected to music, people and things. I wonder if I could focus enough to meditate maybe its possible to... take that feeling of "oneness" to a whole new level.
yea just want any thoughts on this
Ok so my girlfriend had never taken L before and a friend of ours accidently dosed me with some one day. Sounds crazy I know but we both were under the impression that it was liquid Xanax. So anyways, after figuring out what had happened and trying to prepare for the unexpected trip I was already into, we gave my gf some L as well, as to even things out a bit. So we had a fantastic trip and dosed 2 more times that night.
Now, I am all into chakras and energy balancing- all of that jazz. Seeing as how it was a full Hunters moon that night I decided I wanted to meditate under the full moon. It wasn't the best of nights to do this because of the wet &&& cold conditions around us but I got layered up and went to our apt courtyard dragging my reluctant gf along with me. You could see the moon beautifully from this 2 ft stone wall surrounding a flower bed so we decided to post up there.
We were waiting on our other friend to get there from his apt a block down and so I propped the gate open and sat down to meditate. It was freezing. I'm no meditation expert and it's certainly not something I do everyday, although I try to when I think about it, but she had never meditated and claimed to not know how. The gate close on its own and I made the decision to not reopen it, trusting that if it were meant to be open it would've stayed that way. I sat in front of her Indian style on this wall and held both of her hands and told her I would walk her through the meditation and then proceed to meditate myself. We closed our eyes and I began to speak.
It still amazes me, the words that came out of my mouth. It's like I went completely monotone and began to speak of a lotus flower turning clockwise atop her head filling her body with bright white light, working it's way through to her fingertips and toes, about releasing all negative thoughts/feelings/energies and allowing the positive energy (bright white light) to over take her and push any other sounds and thoughts away. At this point I was so fascinated by the things I was saying I had already decided not to meditate and to keep my eyes open. As I was speaking I noticed her head was lifting and tilting upwards, in the direction of the moon (which we were not facing.) then her eyelids began to flutter and her eyes partially opened but they were rolled up into her head. By now, I had quit speaking to leave her to herself but i felt this was a phenominal experience. I felt like this was my destiny, like every moment in my life was building up to this. For minutes that seemed like hours her lashes fluttered with the whites of her eyes showing and her face up at the moon and two tears fell down her face. It was crazy.
We sat there for a long while before she opened her eyes. It didn't even seem cold anymore. When I asked her days later what it was she had seen, she told me it was er step dad whom she had seen stabbed to death in her teen years. She said he comforted her and told her everything would be ok.
Amazing experience.
