Meaningless Sex.

[rewiiired]

Meaningless Sex.
(not one of my better poems)
8/3/04

I felt this washing back
upon me yesterday:
I need this, I need it
every single day.

I'm hungry, but now there's
just no way to satisfy.
I'm back to having this instinct
ripping apart my mind.

I was living the ideal our
higher minds always dream of:
a girl I deeply care for,
a meaningful relationship...

then something got
so horribly fucked up

and my soul spasms with the pains
that it cannot reject,
and now my body yearns
for some meaningless sex.

Deep down,
you've got to know,
you've got to understand:
it's instinct, dear,
there's no one to blame.
And masterbation's
just not the same.

We're so much more,
but we're still animals.
The heart may bleed,
but the body has needs.

We've come so far,
but we're still animals.
And it won't stop screaming
till you cave and feed.

Deep down,
you've got to know,
you've got to understand
that I've got a soul,
but that I'm also a man

and that at some higher level
I really seek some depth
but that higher level is wounded now
and now my body yearns
for some meaningless sex.

I'm so sick
of love and trust,
I just need to fuck.
I'm so sick of
being abandoned.
Meaningless sex or bust.

 

[DG]

I'm so sick
of love and trust,
I just need to fuck.
I'm so sick of
being abandoned.
Meaningless sex or bust.

best part.

 

[froggygirl]

I think all of your poems are fantastic... I like this one as well.. You write some really great things. I love reading them

 

[RareForm]

I agree with Dreamgirlie.

Great Write!

 

[LostProphecy]

Well done.

 

[neverwas]

i must say it was the title that got me in here. i havent read anything like this for quite some time and its something that is not easily written about. but you yourself are a talented writter and this is far from being a bad peice.

it's instinct, dear,
there's no one to blame.
And masterbation's
just not the same.

at some higher level
I really seek some depth
but that higher level is wounded now
and now my body yearns
for some meaningless sex.

Meaningless sex or bust.

the perfect way to finish the peice.

Sex has always been one of those subjects thats divided people. they have sex then regret having sex with that person or they just get so wrapped up in sex that they loose themselves and forget the reasons why they do.

it doesnt play an important role in my life. i dont see as it the be all and end all of a relationship. (committed or non-committed) its something that should be enjoyed and not a routine.

Top peice of writting. i like ones that are very thought provoking