me.

[xXx_JeNnErS_xXx]

You can't just tell by looking at me that I'm pregnant, my boyfriend has been doing drugs, I am kicking him out, and I am trying to deal with this all by myself.
I couldn't believe this morning when I found the stuff. He promised me. He promised, but I guess from him a promise isn't much.
I mean, how could he do this? Who showed him this again? Why? Why me?
I just don't understand.
What was he thinking? He isn't thinking if he's on those drugs. I am so frusterated.
How could he do this if it took so much to get what little we have now? I know our apartment isn't much, but hey it's something. Something I worked very hard for, just so we could be together.
All I can think about is what an asshole he is for doing this. A selfish asshole.
Does he know what we have to go through now, because of this?
I can't help him. I just don't know how. He isn't completely honest w/ me! And what for? I'm understanding.
He knew I would leave him, but he did it anyway. He did it anyway.
What an asshole.
I guess he doesn't wantlife with me and the baby afterall.
Was it that hard? Could it be that hard?

 

[xXx_JeNnErS_xXx]

Well, it was supposed to be a poem. I believe it is in the right forum...
The drug is heroin. Heroin. Heroin.
I will give him a second chance once he is ready to be clean. Too much stress for a pregnant girl.
Thank you for your time in reading this.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

that was word.
i do believe it is in the right forum.
hope everything works out for you, girl.

 

[SnowFrog]

There will be a time in ur life (with him and the problems that controls him) that u will not be able to take anymore. Do understand that u need to take care of urself first. And above urself, u must take care of ur baby. U have a choice, but the child does not.
Believe him when he says he wants to stop, but believe urself when he doesn't.