frostyangel
Bluelighter
There are too many hours in a day..
time to see..
time to disagree..
time to forget about me...
When I wanted a love so inner
most trusted, you ran..
When I hated your guts, you
made me love you evil ways..
I now know that you are not
for me..but god that sucks
too much time wasted on thee..
I had this dream once..of what
I would like to be..there you
were sitting next to me..here
I am still wondering if it
would ever be...
Me happy..
Someone..that could give,
Someone..that could feel,
as rich as me..as great as
me..
When you go home at nite
there is one person who
should give a damn about
the smallest, stupidest
things in life...only
one that would like you
to share..and without
that sometimes life just
seems to boring..
I wish I had a talent..
everyone else seems too.
Here I sit..another nite
gone by..a drink or two
at that same old bar..
my friends are great..
hanging out is cool..
But here only with no
arms to hold; have me
left feeling blue..
But is that what I really
do want? To settle...knowing
that then will be the time
I would like my future to start
Ha, future, sumture..they call
a future us living life that
we were left with to deal with
all the drama of his and her life
and pain, tears, and hate..
who the hell actually does care
that they are alive..are you?
are we? am I? really happy?
Do we like being alive..Do
we always have great inner
reasons to strive...
Oh boy, I feel like I should
run and hide...I fucked up
again...another problem left
for me..who is going to find
me when I hide..you know that
I really did try..
I have tried that happy shit
where life is good..everything
only gets better..and I tried
the I want to kill myselfs..
I tried the I'm the sweetest
gurls in the world shit..I also
tried really hard to be a bitch
Nothing is suiting me here..what
do I do..lie on my bed collecting
dust? Run around doing jump n jacks
Why is my time just ticking away..
Is there anything left for me to
say? Am I going to let myself think
that I am okay? Are you there?
do you care? I'm wondering to myself
is there anyone that really does..
To many people had be favored in
this life..where right is right
no matter how wrong or disappointing
or annoying...help me see, what needs
to be...allowing me to live free....
time to see..
time to disagree..
time to forget about me...
When I wanted a love so inner
most trusted, you ran..
When I hated your guts, you
made me love you evil ways..
I now know that you are not
for me..but god that sucks
too much time wasted on thee..
I had this dream once..of what
I would like to be..there you
were sitting next to me..here
I am still wondering if it
would ever be...
Me happy..
Someone..that could give,
Someone..that could feel,
as rich as me..as great as
me..
When you go home at nite
there is one person who
should give a damn about
the smallest, stupidest
things in life...only
one that would like you
to share..and without
that sometimes life just
seems to boring..
I wish I had a talent..
everyone else seems too.
Here I sit..another nite
gone by..a drink or two
at that same old bar..
my friends are great..
hanging out is cool..
But here only with no
arms to hold; have me
left feeling blue..
But is that what I really
do want? To settle...knowing
that then will be the time
I would like my future to start
Ha, future, sumture..they call
a future us living life that
we were left with to deal with
all the drama of his and her life
and pain, tears, and hate..
who the hell actually does care
that they are alive..are you?
are we? am I? really happy?
Do we like being alive..Do
we always have great inner
reasons to strive...
Oh boy, I feel like I should
run and hide...I fucked up
again...another problem left
for me..who is going to find
me when I hide..you know that
I really did try..
I have tried that happy shit
where life is good..everything
only gets better..and I tried
the I want to kill myselfs..
I tried the I'm the sweetest
gurls in the world shit..I also
tried really hard to be a bitch
Nothing is suiting me here..what
do I do..lie on my bed collecting
dust? Run around doing jump n jacks
Why is my time just ticking away..
Is there anything left for me to
say? Am I going to let myself think
that I am okay? Are you there?
do you care? I'm wondering to myself
is there anyone that really does..
To many people had be favored in
this life..where right is right
no matter how wrong or disappointing
or annoying...help me see, what needs
to be...allowing me to live free....
