Ecstacy - First Time - mental orgasms :D
weight / 165
Dose / 2 Blue Bottles
age / 16
this is from NEw years 2005, i was jus readn through the trip reports n figured i hadnt wrote 1 for my first ecstacy dose :D so i figured i would :
So the Friday before new years eve came around, and a couple good raver friends said they were gonna go to a rave for new years and that i should come with them. I knew what raves were all about (so i thought), and i was pretty impatient to try Ecstacy for my first time, so i agreed and told them to get me 2 of whatever pills they were grabbing.
Saturday night rolls along, im at my girlfriends house (also her first dose on ecstacy) unpatiently awaiting 9pm to go meet at the subway station. We were both SOOO ancious to go to this rave, we had no idea what was instore for us. 9Pm rolls around, we grab all our stuff and meet with 4 friends @ the subway station. About half the way there, we all decide to drop our first pills... This was it... althought a little nervous, i took the 'Blue bottle' in my mouth, and downed it with a couple sips of water, i look over at my girlfriend n give her a kiss and say were gonna have an amazing night.
25-30mins go by, were almost at our stop, and nothing yet.... I remember thinking to myself, almost begging that we got real stuf, it would have REALLY sucked if we got bunked that night....
Our stop arrives... we all get off, and the second i get off the subway, it hits me like a brickwall. my legs get so light and weak that i almost fell on my face, i remmeber looking over at my girlfriend n talkign about how it felt like i was floating. The next 5minutes were the most intense minutes of my life. We get out of the subway station, and im fucking FLYING! I run up to the first homeless man i see, hand him 3 or 4 bux and a couple smokes, n tell him to have an amazing new years. every person taht walks by, im screaming HAPPY NEWYEAR(even tho it isnt even close to midnight yet
)
HAving a cigarette was so fucking amazing, it felt SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD, Best cigarette ive ever had in my whole life for sure.
We get on the street car, and im the only 1 feeling it. Looking at my girlfriend was like an orgasm, i couldnt stop touching her n telling her i loved her so much and that im so happy to be with her. a couple mins later, i look over and she starts crying, i ask her wats wrong and she starts talking about all the love n stuf (i knew she had started to come up, lol) Luckily they were tears of joy, we hugged eachother and it was the most amazing hug ive ever experienced in my whole life. My 3 friends look at us n have a little chuckle, since we were the only e-virgins there.
So many thoughts are flying through my mind, i remember giving so many homeless men money and cigarettes.... sticking my head out the street car window and just breathing the air in and out, in and out, screaming happy newyear to everybody i saw.
so about 30mins go by, we get to the rave, and were waiting in CoatCheck... me and my girlfriend are just standing there in line looking in eachothers eyes and pouring our hearts out to eachother, it felt SO fucking good telling her how much i love her, and i couldnt stop rubbing her arms and skin, rubbing her hands, just touching her felt SOOOOOOOOOOOO Good, im sure other people that have done E can relate.
so we check our coats n belongings in coatcheck, and head upstairs.... Theres ultra violete lights EVERYWHERE, im surrounded in candy kids... wrists covered in multicolor beaded braicelets.... Everyones dancing, everyone has a huge smile on their face. I was soo happy to be there, i used to have such a bad stereotype in my head about 'raves', but after i experienced one, i realized its just a bunch of kids on e, loving eachother.
I sat down with my girlfriend and all my buddies, were all LOVING IT! apparnetly the pills were reallly good, and my buddies said they were some of the rushiest pills theyve ever gotten. were al having deep conversations about friendship n shit like that, basicly saying all the stuf we wouldnt say sober to eachother.. lol.
Then, this guy walks up randomly with 2 glowsticks... i dint really know what was going on until he starts swinging them around right infront of us, the colors were soooooooooo intense, anyone thats seen a lightshow knows exactly wat im sayin. It was so intense i almost passed out, it was beautiful, yet seemed so surreal, and too good to be true. I just layed back on the couch n watched the colors floooooooow, i could swear i had an orgasm :D
A couple hours had gone by, and me and my gf start to feel the affects going away, so we pop our other pills, and wait for the affects to come back. The 2nd pill obviously wasnt as good as the first, but it stil mellowed me out and kept me in an amazing mood. I spent the rest of the night walking around, saying Hi to basicly every person i saw... everyone kept giving me bracelets, my whole arm was covered by the end of the night.. i must have met at least 250 people, funny thing is, i dont remember 1 of them Lol
So 7am or so rolls around, me and my gf are both coming down, feeling like we both wanna comit suicide and just end the terrible feeling. We decide to go home, hop on a streetcar, and realize subways dont run til 9am.... we sat at the subway station for about 2hours, talking about how wed never do e again... the comedown was unbearable.Luckily neither of us got sick, we ended up getting back to her place, and getting about an hour of sleep @ Max. I spent the rest of the day feeling completely shitfaced and depressed as fuck. i got home around 9pm, and ate a big sub. I went to lay down, and thats when the halucinations started. I kept hearing rave music everywhere id go, id be brushing my teath and hearing rave music, taking a shower and hearing rave music.... laying in bed, i kept seeing things move out of the corner of my eye, my ceiling would start moving.... it was pretty fucked up. my girlfriend had some really bad halucinations that night, i could tell b/c she was scared to hangup on the fone with me.
i dont rreally remember it, but we both ended up going to sleep... and got a good night of sleep, The side affects were gone for me by the morning, but my girlfriend kept sketching out REALLY hard, and shed slip away from reality for a couple mins, then come back, even the fallowing day.
After learning more about E, im cirtain the pills were packed full of meth/speed, cus everyone that did em said they were the rushiest pills they had ever done, and the comedown/fallowing day was soooo fucking rough, im cirtain it wasnt normal.
In conclusion, i dont regret doing e, i learned alot from doing it... it was an amazing experience, and i beleive it brought me and my gf closer together.
we both ended up doing it a couple more times after that, but now we both agreed to give it a rest, and stop doing it.. for now at least.
Hope you enjoyed :D:D:D
weight / 165
Dose / 2 Blue Bottles
age / 16
this is from NEw years 2005, i was jus readn through the trip reports n figured i hadnt wrote 1 for my first ecstacy dose :D so i figured i would :
So the Friday before new years eve came around, and a couple good raver friends said they were gonna go to a rave for new years and that i should come with them. I knew what raves were all about (so i thought), and i was pretty impatient to try Ecstacy for my first time, so i agreed and told them to get me 2 of whatever pills they were grabbing.
Saturday night rolls along, im at my girlfriends house (also her first dose on ecstacy) unpatiently awaiting 9pm to go meet at the subway station. We were both SOOO ancious to go to this rave, we had no idea what was instore for us. 9Pm rolls around, we grab all our stuff and meet with 4 friends @ the subway station. About half the way there, we all decide to drop our first pills... This was it... althought a little nervous, i took the 'Blue bottle' in my mouth, and downed it with a couple sips of water, i look over at my girlfriend n give her a kiss and say were gonna have an amazing night.
25-30mins go by, were almost at our stop, and nothing yet.... I remember thinking to myself, almost begging that we got real stuf, it would have REALLY sucked if we got bunked that night....
Our stop arrives... we all get off, and the second i get off the subway, it hits me like a brickwall. my legs get so light and weak that i almost fell on my face, i remmeber looking over at my girlfriend n talkign about how it felt like i was floating. The next 5minutes were the most intense minutes of my life. We get out of the subway station, and im fucking FLYING! I run up to the first homeless man i see, hand him 3 or 4 bux and a couple smokes, n tell him to have an amazing new years. every person taht walks by, im screaming HAPPY NEWYEAR(even tho it isnt even close to midnight yet
)HAving a cigarette was so fucking amazing, it felt SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD, Best cigarette ive ever had in my whole life for sure.
We get on the street car, and im the only 1 feeling it. Looking at my girlfriend was like an orgasm, i couldnt stop touching her n telling her i loved her so much and that im so happy to be with her. a couple mins later, i look over and she starts crying, i ask her wats wrong and she starts talking about all the love n stuf (i knew she had started to come up, lol) Luckily they were tears of joy, we hugged eachother and it was the most amazing hug ive ever experienced in my whole life. My 3 friends look at us n have a little chuckle, since we were the only e-virgins there.
So many thoughts are flying through my mind, i remember giving so many homeless men money and cigarettes.... sticking my head out the street car window and just breathing the air in and out, in and out, screaming happy newyear to everybody i saw.
so about 30mins go by, we get to the rave, and were waiting in CoatCheck... me and my girlfriend are just standing there in line looking in eachothers eyes and pouring our hearts out to eachother, it felt SO fucking good telling her how much i love her, and i couldnt stop rubbing her arms and skin, rubbing her hands, just touching her felt SOOOOOOOOOOOO Good, im sure other people that have done E can relate.
so we check our coats n belongings in coatcheck, and head upstairs.... Theres ultra violete lights EVERYWHERE, im surrounded in candy kids... wrists covered in multicolor beaded braicelets.... Everyones dancing, everyone has a huge smile on their face. I was soo happy to be there, i used to have such a bad stereotype in my head about 'raves', but after i experienced one, i realized its just a bunch of kids on e, loving eachother.
I sat down with my girlfriend and all my buddies, were all LOVING IT! apparnetly the pills were reallly good, and my buddies said they were some of the rushiest pills theyve ever gotten. were al having deep conversations about friendship n shit like that, basicly saying all the stuf we wouldnt say sober to eachother.. lol.
Then, this guy walks up randomly with 2 glowsticks... i dint really know what was going on until he starts swinging them around right infront of us, the colors were soooooooooo intense, anyone thats seen a lightshow knows exactly wat im sayin. It was so intense i almost passed out, it was beautiful, yet seemed so surreal, and too good to be true. I just layed back on the couch n watched the colors floooooooow, i could swear i had an orgasm :D
A couple hours had gone by, and me and my gf start to feel the affects going away, so we pop our other pills, and wait for the affects to come back. The 2nd pill obviously wasnt as good as the first, but it stil mellowed me out and kept me in an amazing mood. I spent the rest of the night walking around, saying Hi to basicly every person i saw... everyone kept giving me bracelets, my whole arm was covered by the end of the night.. i must have met at least 250 people, funny thing is, i dont remember 1 of them Lol
So 7am or so rolls around, me and my gf are both coming down, feeling like we both wanna comit suicide and just end the terrible feeling. We decide to go home, hop on a streetcar, and realize subways dont run til 9am.... we sat at the subway station for about 2hours, talking about how wed never do e again... the comedown was unbearable.Luckily neither of us got sick, we ended up getting back to her place, and getting about an hour of sleep @ Max. I spent the rest of the day feeling completely shitfaced and depressed as fuck. i got home around 9pm, and ate a big sub. I went to lay down, and thats when the halucinations started. I kept hearing rave music everywhere id go, id be brushing my teath and hearing rave music, taking a shower and hearing rave music.... laying in bed, i kept seeing things move out of the corner of my eye, my ceiling would start moving.... it was pretty fucked up. my girlfriend had some really bad halucinations that night, i could tell b/c she was scared to hangup on the fone with me.
i dont rreally remember it, but we both ended up going to sleep... and got a good night of sleep, The side affects were gone for me by the morning, but my girlfriend kept sketching out REALLY hard, and shed slip away from reality for a couple mins, then come back, even the fallowing day.
After learning more about E, im cirtain the pills were packed full of meth/speed, cus everyone that did em said they were the rushiest pills they had ever done, and the comedown/fallowing day was soooo fucking rough, im cirtain it wasnt normal.
In conclusion, i dont regret doing e, i learned alot from doing it... it was an amazing experience, and i beleive it brought me and my gf closer together.
we both ended up doing it a couple more times after that, but now we both agreed to give it a rest, and stop doing it.. for now at least.
Hope you enjoyed :D:D:D
