Ecstasy - first time - IS THAT A CAT ON HER HEAD?
I finally catch up with my bro and i drop my first half, now remember this is my first drop, and man all mighty this thing tastes like SHIT!!!! it smelt like a gone off smoker candy, it was called "pink dollars"., it also tasted like a gone off smoker candy, none the less i just leave it under my tongue tasting like crap, but dissolving.
===11.29pm===: Getting there.
Well its nearly new years, and me and my bro hit the main stage for the count down, it was wicked, fireworks, laser lights and all sorts of funky shit, and im starting to feel quite different, but not quite what i expected.
The countdown was great and we had a little dance.
===12.15am===: Starting to kick in now.
Well we headed up to the house tent for a wicked boogie on the floor and see how much fluff is out.
Might i mention, at this gig i have never seen SO MUCH TALENT!!!!!! it was an all 18 gig only, so no little slappers were around which was mint, but jesus! so many females, and all of them soooo damn good looking, never in my life have i seen so many in one place!!
Im going nuts on the dancefloor, sweeting and heating up, don't get me wrong, im feeling different, but not quite what i expected all loving and shit, as my bro who had dropped a whole already was getting quite lovey.
its nearly 12.30am and i want to drop my second half.
===12.22am=== Outside for a smoke.
Ok so im outside having a smoke, my bro is giving me a massage, feels nice, but not quite as i thought it would.
So it hits 12.30am and i drop my second half, omg this damn thing is NASTY!!!! i feel like spewing, just the taste in my mouth was so rank, but i just empty the whole bag (only had a half and crumbs in it) all under my tongue and let it dissolve.
we then fuck around some and go back into the tent for a dance, keep chilling there for a while, this is kinda where i lose track of time.
After about 15 mins of dancing im starting to feel quite nasty, like really damn hot and sweaty and wanna puke my balls out. I just told myself its only gonna last another few mins and then i will be buzzing like no tomorrow. I wasn't far from wrong really.
I don't quite remember what happened, but i lost my bro and met up wit a mate, we started talking. Now he has dropped a few times before and said he thought these were weak E's.. I also mentioned to him i didn't quite think i was buzzing as much as what would be expected on my first drop.
So we decided to have a session, we fuck off over to this fence post and he starts rolling a massive joint, in the end he cant roll hes to smashed to so hands it over to me and i start rolling a marley. Well these english chicks come over and start talking to us, (we are in new zealand) and they see this scottish cap on my head which my dad gave me, but im actually IRISH!.
well they start talking like drunk ppl on speed do and we got chatting, and for the next 2 hours i am talking shit with this whole group of ppl from ireland, england, aussie and new zealand!
===2.00am=== I think that was about the time!
This is were things kinda end memory wise, i kept smoking ALOT of weed and chugging down the water, walking around talking to alot of random ppl i never would, i don't really talk to many ppl when sober, i mean i talk shitloads, but not to ppl i don't know, well this nite proved different as i talked so much shit to so many ppl it was crazy!!!!
===3.20am=== I guess its around this time
Well met up with my bro again, and tell him i don't know if im feeling as much as i should be, still not getting the whole dance dance dance nuts out fucking love eveyone shit, he says they mite be a little weaker than usual, and we decide to smoke a few cones and also drop a euphoria pill (herbal dance pill that has those great substances called BZP & TFMPP)
well, drop that and run out of water, so we mission off to find water and a quiet place to have a toke.
We get water and sit down for a session, but i feel like i don't need a blow anymore, im feeling kinda sick, and what the FUCK!!!!! is that a car on that womans head!!!?????!!!?! I must be tripping, everywhere i look shit is not what it is, walls are moving, ppl are kinda scaring me, anyone that walks past me i think is gonna do something to hurt me.
This cant be right, ahwell, just move along and we have a cone or 2 then fuck off down to the main stage for a dance. Danced there for hours and then eventually i go and sit down.
===5.20am=== Where the hell did the last 4 hours go
Im looking at my cellphone to txt my little brother happy new years and shit, but i just cannot focus on the numbers, after 5 mins of fucking around i ask someone else what the time is cause i just cannot read my phone or watch!
After this i just fart around sitting down and watching the laserlight shows and all the ppl dancing, im smoking like a train at this stage. The sun starts to rise, damn this is mint.
Then i got into this huge down buzz, like i mean ub3r ghey buzz, i just started thinking about my ex gf who cheated on me and thought alot about that ,and why she would do this (all happened a little over a month ago)
and just went on a real downer buzz which sucked. So i remember things from here ,and decide to change my enviroment, and slap my ass and fuck off to the house tent again for some dancing.
After a much needed dance im feeling good again , still jelly legs and cant focus on stuff, and seeing shit which was tripping me out.
===6.45am=== Meet an old school friend i haven't seen in like 2 years
catch up with him, who is also with many other school mates i haven't seen in years, well catch up with all them etc.... good times.
===7.30am=== Get call from dad
well after i catch up with my bro we sit down and chat about what to do next, its now like 7.30am and we are not really tired. We decide its time to call it a nite as i have to go home in a few hours and it is an 8 hour drive through new zealands great country of mountains and all that great shit to make u car sick!! So we get back to the car and just chill.
Talking to one of the other guys who drops a bit, he said it was a crazy nite and he had to call it a nite about 3am, as he was just to fucked, felt ill, seeing things like no tomorrow, he said everything he looked at was just warping and was a intense trip, said he couldn't move his legs for about an hour, and my bro who was coming off two pills mentioned he kinda felt that same. They seemed to think there was more MDA than MDMA, and no we didn't have a test kit, but heard these pills were good for it. But i can ensure you all, when town opens again im getting a kit!!!
===8.10am=== Session at the beach!
Well we all drive out of the gig car park and plan to goto the beach for a session and watch the waves.
Best damn blow of my life, was so wicked, and what topped it off was this huge homeless dog who was following us everywhere, and was just so friendly came over and sat down with us, then my old man calls me on my phone "Ok son, where are you, we are heading home in an hour"
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im still wired as fuck, my pupils are the size of dishplates!!!! im so busted!!!
Well get home, all the others stay outside, but im going home soon, so i talk with my parents and my bros parents. Now 3 out of the 4 parents are all in the medical field and notice shit. I knew i was busted.
On the way home my olds thought i was asleep and i heard mom saying to dad she knew i was on something, hahaha
BUSTED, but fair call they haven't even asked me about anything so far, and i don't think they will be.
plus the fact im actually 21 and they have no say in my life, i was only with them for the x-mas holidays.
so there is my report, i tried to correct all spellings and write down as much details as i remember, but for a certain period some reason i just cant quite piece it together, that and there is just so fucking much to write about.
But as a finishing note:
E, i had hoped for something much more than what i had, now don't get me wrong, i fucking had an AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! time, one of the best in my life, great place, the atmosphere was amazing and the ppl were so wicked!!! but i just didn't feel like i thought i would from dropping. Maybe the pill was weak, and more MDA than MDMA?
Or was i looking into things far to much and had high expections?
i guess i will never know, but what i do know is when i can get my hands on some E again i will be trying it.
Any comments welcome
cheers guys an gurls
peace!
I finally catch up with my bro and i drop my first half, now remember this is my first drop, and man all mighty this thing tastes like SHIT!!!! it smelt like a gone off smoker candy, it was called "pink dollars"., it also tasted like a gone off smoker candy, none the less i just leave it under my tongue tasting like crap, but dissolving.
===11.29pm===: Getting there.
Well its nearly new years, and me and my bro hit the main stage for the count down, it was wicked, fireworks, laser lights and all sorts of funky shit, and im starting to feel quite different, but not quite what i expected.
The countdown was great and we had a little dance.
===12.15am===: Starting to kick in now.
Well we headed up to the house tent for a wicked boogie on the floor and see how much fluff is out.
Might i mention, at this gig i have never seen SO MUCH TALENT!!!!!! it was an all 18 gig only, so no little slappers were around which was mint, but jesus! so many females, and all of them soooo damn good looking, never in my life have i seen so many in one place!!
Im going nuts on the dancefloor, sweeting and heating up, don't get me wrong, im feeling different, but not quite what i expected all loving and shit, as my bro who had dropped a whole already was getting quite lovey.
its nearly 12.30am and i want to drop my second half.
===12.22am=== Outside for a smoke.
Ok so im outside having a smoke, my bro is giving me a massage, feels nice, but not quite as i thought it would.
So it hits 12.30am and i drop my second half, omg this damn thing is NASTY!!!! i feel like spewing, just the taste in my mouth was so rank, but i just empty the whole bag (only had a half and crumbs in it) all under my tongue and let it dissolve.
we then fuck around some and go back into the tent for a dance, keep chilling there for a while, this is kinda where i lose track of time.
After about 15 mins of dancing im starting to feel quite nasty, like really damn hot and sweaty and wanna puke my balls out. I just told myself its only gonna last another few mins and then i will be buzzing like no tomorrow. I wasn't far from wrong really.
I don't quite remember what happened, but i lost my bro and met up wit a mate, we started talking. Now he has dropped a few times before and said he thought these were weak E's.. I also mentioned to him i didn't quite think i was buzzing as much as what would be expected on my first drop.
So we decided to have a session, we fuck off over to this fence post and he starts rolling a massive joint, in the end he cant roll hes to smashed to so hands it over to me and i start rolling a marley. Well these english chicks come over and start talking to us, (we are in new zealand) and they see this scottish cap on my head which my dad gave me, but im actually IRISH!.
well they start talking like drunk ppl on speed do and we got chatting, and for the next 2 hours i am talking shit with this whole group of ppl from ireland, england, aussie and new zealand!
===2.00am=== I think that was about the time!
This is were things kinda end memory wise, i kept smoking ALOT of weed and chugging down the water, walking around talking to alot of random ppl i never would, i don't really talk to many ppl when sober, i mean i talk shitloads, but not to ppl i don't know, well this nite proved different as i talked so much shit to so many ppl it was crazy!!!!
===3.20am=== I guess its around this time
Well met up with my bro again, and tell him i don't know if im feeling as much as i should be, still not getting the whole dance dance dance nuts out fucking love eveyone shit, he says they mite be a little weaker than usual, and we decide to smoke a few cones and also drop a euphoria pill (herbal dance pill that has those great substances called BZP & TFMPP)
well, drop that and run out of water, so we mission off to find water and a quiet place to have a toke.
We get water and sit down for a session, but i feel like i don't need a blow anymore, im feeling kinda sick, and what the FUCK!!!!! is that a car on that womans head!!!?????!!!?! I must be tripping, everywhere i look shit is not what it is, walls are moving, ppl are kinda scaring me, anyone that walks past me i think is gonna do something to hurt me.
This cant be right, ahwell, just move along and we have a cone or 2 then fuck off down to the main stage for a dance. Danced there for hours and then eventually i go and sit down.
===5.20am=== Where the hell did the last 4 hours go
Im looking at my cellphone to txt my little brother happy new years and shit, but i just cannot focus on the numbers, after 5 mins of fucking around i ask someone else what the time is cause i just cannot read my phone or watch!
After this i just fart around sitting down and watching the laserlight shows and all the ppl dancing, im smoking like a train at this stage. The sun starts to rise, damn this is mint.
Then i got into this huge down buzz, like i mean ub3r ghey buzz, i just started thinking about my ex gf who cheated on me and thought alot about that ,and why she would do this (all happened a little over a month ago)
and just went on a real downer buzz which sucked. So i remember things from here ,and decide to change my enviroment, and slap my ass and fuck off to the house tent again for some dancing.
After a much needed dance im feeling good again , still jelly legs and cant focus on stuff, and seeing shit which was tripping me out.
===6.45am=== Meet an old school friend i haven't seen in like 2 years
catch up with him, who is also with many other school mates i haven't seen in years, well catch up with all them etc.... good times.
===7.30am=== Get call from dad
well after i catch up with my bro we sit down and chat about what to do next, its now like 7.30am and we are not really tired. We decide its time to call it a nite as i have to go home in a few hours and it is an 8 hour drive through new zealands great country of mountains and all that great shit to make u car sick!! So we get back to the car and just chill.
Talking to one of the other guys who drops a bit, he said it was a crazy nite and he had to call it a nite about 3am, as he was just to fucked, felt ill, seeing things like no tomorrow, he said everything he looked at was just warping and was a intense trip, said he couldn't move his legs for about an hour, and my bro who was coming off two pills mentioned he kinda felt that same. They seemed to think there was more MDA than MDMA, and no we didn't have a test kit, but heard these pills were good for it. But i can ensure you all, when town opens again im getting a kit!!!
===8.10am=== Session at the beach!
Well we all drive out of the gig car park and plan to goto the beach for a session and watch the waves.
Best damn blow of my life, was so wicked, and what topped it off was this huge homeless dog who was following us everywhere, and was just so friendly came over and sat down with us, then my old man calls me on my phone "Ok son, where are you, we are heading home in an hour"
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im still wired as fuck, my pupils are the size of dishplates!!!! im so busted!!!
Well get home, all the others stay outside, but im going home soon, so i talk with my parents and my bros parents. Now 3 out of the 4 parents are all in the medical field and notice shit. I knew i was busted.
On the way home my olds thought i was asleep and i heard mom saying to dad she knew i was on something, hahaha
BUSTED, but fair call they haven't even asked me about anything so far, and i don't think they will be.
plus the fact im actually 21 and they have no say in my life, i was only with them for the x-mas holidays.
so there is my report, i tried to correct all spellings and write down as much details as i remember, but for a certain period some reason i just cant quite piece it together, that and there is just so fucking much to write about.
But as a finishing note:
E, i had hoped for something much more than what i had, now don't get me wrong, i fucking had an AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! time, one of the best in my life, great place, the atmosphere was amazing and the ppl were so wicked!!! but i just didn't feel like i thought i would from dropping. Maybe the pill was weak, and more MDA than MDMA?
Or was i looking into things far to much and had high expections?
i guess i will never know, but what i do know is when i can get my hands on some E again i will be trying it.
Any comments welcome
cheers guys an gurls
peace!
