Okay, so I'm mainly after members who are users or have had experienced this drug before.
To start off, Im 21yo and 14 stone, 6ft 2.
Fit for my age.. and so I well should be
Now... first off, Im writing this whilst under this new ( to me) substance.
Heres my diary so far..
12:10am:Forced myself out of bed after 10 good hours sleep feeling pretty good about myself.. havent touched anything since last tuesday ( nearly 7 days ago now) which I had 4 expills with my good friend, a nice lift, bit of a body rush and couldnt stop talking, then the usual comedown at 4am. then sleep. Im experienced in ecstasy, cocaine and amphetamines so all in all..I found the pills pretty nice and managed to sleep feeling tingly and warm, abit like an ongoing orgasm but not as tense.
12:45am: Postman posted my 'treat' through my door, very excited yet nervous and abit scared to try this chemical out.
1:25pm: After filling myself with food I opened up the 5g packet and emptied the smallest amount onto my mirrored table (to mother, its to make my living area look nice
) As I don't have any scales, I can only estimate from the eye, Im guessing from excitement and stupidity, I took too much..so around 10mg, I read different reviews and opinions on this days before and some told me nothing more than 1-5mg or it fucks up the euphoric feeling and leaves you with the edgy anxiety feeling, yet others explained that if your a moderate user with amphetamines, uppers and most adrenaline blood pumping goodies that 10mg will make even the best cocaine seem poor. 'Obviously they havent had the ' best' cocaine?
2:10pm : After snorting the 10mg line, Im very happy, confident, I feel amazing, I felt spot on, very impressed with the line. Im not a greedy man. so thats all I had and left it as this..
6:00pm : After tiring myself out and alot of bowel emptying I felt very cold, my heating is still on! I climbed into bed and started feeling worse than iv ever felt..yet there was nothing to actually be depressed over? Everything is great in my life and I was feeling amazing yet I felt...pointless?
People say the feelings like being told you've won a million pounds, handing you the money then taking it all back off you...except this feeling was worse..not good.
Now( 10:50pm) As I'm writing this Iv had a hamster sized amount( could fit it in my little fingernail) to see if it would level me out, Im sat in bed with the tv on and the laptop on my lap, I don't feel as depressed but I feel very weird, every 10 minutes my mood changes from calm and relaxed to depressed and sick.
I cant talk to anyone on the phone or face to face as I know my heart will start thudding like crazy and I may have a panic attack?
Im not feeling as bad, like I said...but i keep going from cold to warm and Im not finding anything interesting at the moment, I feel like I need to do something but dont have an idea what?
Im thinking about doing another 'hamster sized' amount..just as it's early and stops me being so bored?
Any experience or opinions guys?
Noobie here %)
To start off, Im 21yo and 14 stone, 6ft 2.
Fit for my age.. and so I well should be
Now... first off, Im writing this whilst under this new ( to me) substance.
Heres my diary so far..
12:10am:Forced myself out of bed after 10 good hours sleep feeling pretty good about myself.. havent touched anything since last tuesday ( nearly 7 days ago now) which I had 4 expills with my good friend, a nice lift, bit of a body rush and couldnt stop talking, then the usual comedown at 4am. then sleep. Im experienced in ecstasy, cocaine and amphetamines so all in all..I found the pills pretty nice and managed to sleep feeling tingly and warm, abit like an ongoing orgasm but not as tense.
12:45am: Postman posted my 'treat' through my door, very excited yet nervous and abit scared to try this chemical out.
1:25pm: After filling myself with food I opened up the 5g packet and emptied the smallest amount onto my mirrored table (to mother, its to make my living area look nice
2:10pm : After snorting the 10mg line, Im very happy, confident, I feel amazing, I felt spot on, very impressed with the line. Im not a greedy man. so thats all I had and left it as this..
6:00pm : After tiring myself out and alot of bowel emptying I felt very cold, my heating is still on! I climbed into bed and started feeling worse than iv ever felt..yet there was nothing to actually be depressed over? Everything is great in my life and I was feeling amazing yet I felt...pointless?
People say the feelings like being told you've won a million pounds, handing you the money then taking it all back off you...except this feeling was worse..not good.
Now( 10:50pm) As I'm writing this Iv had a hamster sized amount( could fit it in my little fingernail) to see if it would level me out, Im sat in bed with the tv on and the laptop on my lap, I don't feel as depressed but I feel very weird, every 10 minutes my mood changes from calm and relaxed to depressed and sick.
I cant talk to anyone on the phone or face to face as I know my heart will start thudding like crazy and I may have a panic attack?
Im not feeling as bad, like I said...but i keep going from cold to warm and Im not finding anything interesting at the moment, I feel like I need to do something but dont have an idea what?
Im thinking about doing another 'hamster sized' amount..just as it's early and stops me being so bored?
Any experience or opinions guys?
Noobie here %)


