I have a wonderful milligram scale. It's spot on (obviously not COMPLETELY spot on, but as close as you're going to get for $400) so I know my measurements aren't an issue.
But why am I not feeling ANYTHING? At all. Period. I KNOW this is real MDPV, but on top of this, I've never had a stimulant other than caffeine or sugar really. (And probably some other obscure ones that I don't even realize are; and I guess LSD).
I just feel nothing. Why is that? It's a bit disheartening, because I was really hoping for some clearheaded focus to get some things done. I dosed, first, 6mg. I felt nothing after 50 minutes, so I redosed 11mg.
Still nothing three or four hours later. I didn't take more than 17mg, but since it's active as such low doses (and I'm a VERY "down" person...), you'd think even just a teensy amount would have me climbing the walls, which is why I started so small. But really? Nothing at all? I don't even feel flush.
This is my first real "stimulant". I don't want to try any of the prescription ones simply because they're so expensive. I mean, I could get a prescription for it as I do have terrible focus issues (but not "attention"; I can listen, but I'm not going to pay attention to you).
This is depressing.
How much should I try tomorrow? I'd like your guy's trusted opinions. Thank you.
EDIT:
--ROA: Oral (I put it in some orange soda, about a shot's worth, and down it quickly... I hate the bitter flavor; I can't even insufflate heroin without almost puking).
--I DO use benzos every 2-3 days, varying from 10-20mg of diazepam.
But why am I not feeling ANYTHING? At all. Period. I KNOW this is real MDPV, but on top of this, I've never had a stimulant other than caffeine or sugar really. (And probably some other obscure ones that I don't even realize are; and I guess LSD).
I just feel nothing. Why is that? It's a bit disheartening, because I was really hoping for some clearheaded focus to get some things done. I dosed, first, 6mg. I felt nothing after 50 minutes, so I redosed 11mg.
Still nothing three or four hours later. I didn't take more than 17mg, but since it's active as such low doses (and I'm a VERY "down" person...), you'd think even just a teensy amount would have me climbing the walls, which is why I started so small. But really? Nothing at all? I don't even feel flush.
This is my first real "stimulant". I don't want to try any of the prescription ones simply because they're so expensive. I mean, I could get a prescription for it as I do have terrible focus issues (but not "attention"; I can listen, but I'm not going to pay attention to you).
This is depressing.
How much should I try tomorrow? I'd like your guy's trusted opinions. Thank you.
EDIT:
--ROA: Oral (I put it in some orange soda, about a shot's worth, and down it quickly... I hate the bitter flavor; I can't even insufflate heroin without almost puking).
--I DO use benzos every 2-3 days, varying from 10-20mg of diazepam.
