my 2 experiences with this stuff
sry this is going to be long, but a really really serious warning about mdpv especially vaped
lil preface:
so,
in my opinion mdpv is the fucking worst drug ive veer taken, i dont think im a real responsible person when it comes to drugs, have been a really really heavy cannabis smoker for years got depressions, cut myself, made a therapy and felt quite well afterwards although my arms, legs and my torso look quite fucked, but fuck it, never wanted to be mr universe and women ive been with didn't really care
so then there was this party where i took speed for the first time(thought i was way over the cannabis abuse and was drunk like shit) and it was real fun, real real fun.
so i went to techno partys doing wild stuff and speed there (got my first 3some but sadly couldn't get it hard because of the speed i took
[my second went the same way
] ).
then i somehow, how really i dont know heard about this research chemical scene what was really appearing to my because why should i spend so much money on crappy speed when i could get even better stuff from the Internet for less money.
so then i had a few problems with the our beloved meph(still love this stuff but i think im now gonna keep in my cellar for a really really long time until i maybe will be able to handle any kind of drug).
and now the story begins, ive ordered 30g´s of methylone from some chinese vendor(arent the most vendors and labs in china) and got a nice 1 g sample of mdpv(white)with it, months before that i had allready ordered 1.5g bahhy(tan,brown) and had nearly forgotten about that.
so i went as usual to my roommate room with a grin on my face and asked if he wants to do some hard stuff and as usual he agreed, so we both weighted out about 20 mg´s split it in 2 lines and everyone of us took one of it (talking about the white pv now) and it didnt really does is for us so i decided that we could also smoke it, that ive read the rush would be much better and so on.
so i think we both took about 3~5mgs of it and chased it from a foil and it was AMAZING, never felt better exept for the upcome from bombing meph and snorting a good line afterwards or (what i once had a methylone roll), but this , this was somehow even better it was fucking good.
so we play alot of world of warcraft when we do drugs, fine combination for the both of us, so we started doing this.
and this is where the shit started, me and him felt the irresistible urge to re dose, i think that must have been about 5-10 mg every 20 to 30 mins(i dont really remember the time get blurry)
after about 20 hr he said he hes feeling tired and wanted to go to bed, so this was my chance tp check out how good masturbating feels with this stuff, and wow!
it was good i think i was watching fatty porm(which i usually dont like) but i was turned on the fucking hell, so i vaped every 10,20 or 30 mins and whacked my poor mostly limp penis for about, uhm i think 20 hrs or so
i think at some point i found the idea of giving the whole thing a nice serotogenic head space pretty appareling so i also took methylone to that from doses about 10 to 300 mg(overall maybe 600/700mg!!)
downloading porn and masturbating i suddenly noticed i had an appointment with my gf (that also does drugs sometimes but always in a "controlled" manner).
so the rest of the pv was gone anyway, i think i must have been taking about 800(!!!!!)mg over a timespan of 3 days(not to mention that i nearly drank nor anything i this time because i just forgot)
so i tryed to smoke some methylone and 4fa which of course didnt work and ran to the trash can to get the leftover tinfoil to seek for any residue there..
(hadnt expected to be one who searches trash cans for residues of drugs...never ever but the urge where so big that i NEEDED to do this, ive even double and triple checked the foils)
ah yeah i think ive smoked d2pm too, dunno how much and often because i expected a similar rush sensation...have throne the rest in the trash can but also fised it out after a few mins
3 or i think it was 5 mg of liquid phenaz got me a good sleep
the next day i had these here on my feet
the day after that working was"okey", im a cook, stressful job u need to give 100% or ur just fucked but it went surprisingly good(little slow tough)
but that sadly issnt the end of the story(if u dont want to read is then just don't the message
"mdpv is fucking dangerous" continues)
about a week ago i got into my stash which i keep for safty reasons and the agreement at my girlfriend and took the 1.5g brown pv baggy without even telling her(she was in the garden with her cat or something.
so i pretended i need some time alone, not feeling well blabla just to get home as fastest possible.
as soon as i got there i got the foil bought 2 lighters and started downloading porn, i think this time it was shemale porn oO, something that also woudnt attract me and started beeing interrupted by my roommate that wants to do drugs and play wow with me but i jus wanted to whack my penis bloody and smoke the pv, so to shorten this up, also in this 50 or 60 hr i nearly drank nothing didn't eat, pissed about 3(!) times and got fucking nasty looking bloodshed eyes, again i added methylone because it somehow made me hornier(but also softer, what was good because i could do more and more and more and more).
this also went on for about 4 days even with one single vaporized amount of about 40mg(!) that caused quite a chest pain until i suddenly realized that i had to work in about 16 hrs.(by the way i also still have the chest pains)
then it got even nastier , ive read that phenazepam also "could" be smoked (could shouldn't mean shout!!!), so i started dosing phenaz oraly in ranges form 1 to 5 mg orally and as i noticed there were no effect that could get me to sleep i decided to smoke tiny amounts(starting with a few clumps going up to min 5 mg doses because i was so desperate to come to work tomorrow with bloodshot eyes pale skin and the look that ive been up for 3 weeks(it was actually 4 days but i think i mst have looked like this 3 week).
so all in all i must have taken about 1g mdpv oer the time took 800mg methylone and, phew i don't know (luckily i dont have the benzo amnesia most people get about 300 mg oral phenaz and ~200mg vaped and also about 300 mg d2pm.... in this session of 4,5(?) days.
th rest of the pv went in the toilet(300mg[sry guys,hurts toread that when u love a drug] and i even washed out the baggy because ive read that pv quickly loses its potency in water, i threw away all the foils(of course i recovered them to check if there is still something in there, but it wasnt, i must have done this before and went on with some of the d2pm and took a good dose of 400 mgs methylone about 4 hr before my gf would check on my (actually i got a call from my boss why im not at work my handy was next to my head and it is REALLY loud so she came to see me, we work in the same kitchen).
so that must have been on Tuesday on Wednesday i called at work was depressed as fuck and nearly crying(i rarely cry, maybe when my granny dies), haven't been crying for about 2 years or so that i wound be able to cry telling them that i took sleeping pills and that im not feeling well,
then today i met with my 2 chefs explaining them my story and they told me that its okey to make a fault and that the still want me to work there, i got the things with my gf also settled up again because she told me after the first encounter like this there wont be one more for her, so thats the good part.
my resting pulse is still at 95-120, still having the tight chest sensation, im still running into lamps, cant controll my coordination being confused(think this is rather the rest of the phenaz in my system) and fucking tired, with this 2 times i took that stuff i lost about 15kg(was about 95 before, so thats not a think im unhappy about)
tomorrow i will try to get an appointment with a cardiologist to see if there has been permanent damage done to my heart, i will report later on this.
so this SHOULD not to read as something what is possible, when we were living in a just world i just would have lost my girlfriend my job and of would be dead!
i got really really lucky
so please ppl don't smoke this stuff not only because there are lots of toxic byproducts (haven't read the whole thread, just wanted to contribute my story to this).
I don't know how i would react on crack or heroin, but thats 2 things on my personal not-to-do-list but i think
ah, yeah thi also could be a trip report, but i think its really important what dangers this stuff carries with it and i thought that this could be the right threat for that
ps, as my gf sleeps right behind me i just want to order more of this horrordrug,
mephedrone fiending and addiction is in my opinion a piece of cake against that
ah and if anyone says it, i said it before: im a fucking moron
ah, also forgot the cats running around in the corner of my eyes when i was high
2cond editing: yes i have a mg scale, but this stuff made me just not care for it :l
ah yeah yesterday i deleted about 100gb downloaded porn from my pc
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