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MDPV Megathread 8: The Girl Who Chased The Dragon's Tail

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Antarica if you have an infestation of bugs you may have to get the landlord to fumigate the place. You can clean all you like but if they're hiding & breeding you wont eliminate them.

Also the sprays you can buy are really not good to breathe in. Wait till you can get out & ventilate the house.
 
LOL... i should smoke tem yeah. Maybe i even do? I bet they live in the tobacco... and in food generally, so i have them inside me peobably. *Throw up candy laying around from other night*

I was planning on a PV break... But i guess i MAY have had one without knowing... Remember how i talked about not labelling bags and shit,and pv loss of effects, degrading and stuff? Maybe i have been snorting methylone all along? The non crystal form looks like PV i think....Or maybe not,,, But i'm wating candy, i'm not craving PV, and i was out partying and shit with no PV or alcohol yesterday.

Kidding. There were 2 beers and a mini PV line. But really, I thought i was drugged by smeone on MDMA and GHB and i had that much fun too (i think). The thing was that i took a shot with 70 mg or so 5-it in it which i forgot. But didn't drink all of it.. And i smoked some cannabinions too. Had UR-144 in the beginning (not much at all i thought). But i was completly convinced everyone was high on everything else than alcohol. And everyone kept talking abut E and GHB, and synthetic cannabis. I know that was a fact though, but i didn't know they were SO EASY to spot out the people nd the different substances they were on. My friend never take drugs, and i was convinced she was high, because who the hell would do so crazy things after 2 beers?! I KNOW i was high on UR-144 alredy and could do those things, but i was (and still am) kind of convinced there were something more than what I had myself. I was so lovley, and I'm not hung over og bad at all, i feel good still, and that's not normal on 5-it! I would never have that much energy to dance and do all those things on cannabinions, but then again i had mdpv and 5-it in the background. And i'm not experienced with cannabinions at all, and I know for a fact that UR-144 is something completley different than the hash i used to smoke when i didn't know of other drugs in it's effect. I('m used to getting stoned and not being able to do anything other than eat and sleep)

Have to mention this is my first time out clubbing and dancing in over one year?! Because i haven't cared about alcohol or the boring people, and had a boyfriend. Now I'm single and like more dance music and generally more fun. Went to this ritch guy's nach. I was sure he and his friend was talking in codes because of my firend (who hate drugs and we can't talk loud about it) and i was so LOL... He had huge pupils and was like he was on it too. I made a joint of my new and never before smoked cannabinion, MAM-2201. I got that one in the mail with my PV yesterday. I just threw t on the table, it looked like a normal rolled cigarette, so i just told my friend it was not weed i was smoking, and she belived me (smell).

I was alredy experiencing either 5-IT, or UR-144's trippy effects, and it felt like i went through different drugs in stages and fases. I understood "everything" and i knew the "answer". I was on LSD, MDMA, GHB, even Ketamine, methamphetamine, mdpv and cannabinions. All of the ones i didn't have myself was wat it felt like, but i stayed cool in my mind and remembered i was actually propbably tripping on that synth. I got all of those effects from UR-144 in a less intence way before. I was still convinced they all kept tlking in codes, but i was actually the only one who smoked that joint. But my friend who had nothing was super paranoid and seemed like she was high, tripping and really on an empathogen stimulant. She thought the police was after us and we run up five stairs and hid in a closet and laughed at the sme time because of one normal dude joining. But she is bipolar, so she could probably act that way sober... lol...

Noticeing there were codes, and that they didn't take any drugs at all. He didn't know what E, molly, and all the normal names we use for the most comman drugs was, so he couldn't be a ritch, suer nice, handsome junkie after all. He was all of them except the last thing. Lets say i was suprized and found out something about life and myself i didn't know directly before. Can't write the end because I'm still paranoid someone knows me :p

And this was just MDPV, two beers and cannabinions. I wonder how far the mind can play you if you belive in it!! LOL...
 
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The point of the last post in the beginning was that i was craving candy after i had taken "mdpv" therefor it's more likley not PV i thought.

But now i tried my new MDPV i got yesterday, and that's not better than the old one. Either it's tolerance, or the vendor mislabeled a whole stack, or he is sending me wrong chem since i order too much, couse he thinks he helps me by not giving me. Or most possibly they cut their PV to make money. They do that only with old costumers so we only think we need more and more to get there, and they know we wanna get there! And that's why people don't fall in love with PV that much anymore when they first try it, they try it from us who got the weaker PV, if they bought it from a new user profile, they would get first class strong PV because the vendor wanna get them hooked to make more money...

And they all know we are thinking this way because they read bluelight of course. And gets all the ideas. Make me think out a money making strategy just to use it themselves...

hahahahahahaha... just kidding... I know it's tolerance, but i can't ignore my paranioa thoughts, you never know....
Lovley paranoia.
 
Is it from the same vendor as the previous order? I find quality of MDPV varies like a bitch...Sometimes it's bliss for hours, other times the euphoria wears off within minutes...
 
Why don't you create some positive paranoid thoughts where the world is a conspiracy organised in your favour?

Or just lay off the drugs man. Er, woman?
 
^^^^Yeah Anatrica. Ive been curious about your gender too. Not that it should make any difference to anything. It would be interesting and different to have a female PV head/addict on here though.......

Have you considered that you may well be addicted, as you dont seem to be taking any of these breaks that you propose for yourself. Or just not worried/not bothered about it, for the moment at least...?
 
I'm a female, so yes there are a female pv head here :P I just don't care anymore. And i don't think PV is fucking up my life anymore, i think it's those substances i take together with PV that are terrible. And I got nobody but myself to "care" for, so why should i? Probably would if i could fall in love or whatever...I want a pv guy, or at least someone who knows what they are and i don't need to hide it from

Had the worst night last night with that guy though. I bet it was the 5-it hangover, it came, oh yes... And with some pv and even valum, i was completly stupid and could barley focus or talk. Retarded really... I got really freaked out...


And that's the sign it's suppose to be a break or whatever. I never get this way with just PV alone, but when i match with something as shitty as 5-it i get totally retarded. I can see why people die on that crap. I could see myself probably taking my life while on it couse you feel so bad in the end...
 
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Yes, I will remember that from now on :) Haha, thanks :)

Why didn't my pv head think about that before? :P

Pluging was ok btw, did it twice more after that time, and no crawling bug came arounf this time. But then i got really stupid, i kind of lost track of time and made my whole appartment a MESS as HELL, ad i had just cleaned
 
And i lost my bag of the new PV i think... gawd, break? Yes, but i should clean up this mess first... but there's no will nor power for that.

Should i just get myself checked in at a psyck ward and get over my 2 month straight PV run? Or just sit here alone, afraid and stupid with all the bugs?
 
Gawd.... And i was so fine and smiling and doing better when i went to the doctor, of course i couldn't tell him i was using PV more than ever. And i had no reason to get in there.... BUT i DO.... But i can't tell them that, that's what they all want to hear. I found my 2 gram bag of PV yesterday, along with a new arraival of 1 g a-PVP, 1 g, ethylphendiate and 1 gr MAM-2201 and sample of 5f-UR-144... And today i got one of the "lost" sendings" from august. 2 gr of MDPV, 1 gr og ethylphendiate, 1 gr methuopropamine and sample of a new opiat RC, and even more MAM-2201 (sample). So what shall i do with this crap? I'm more paranoid with all this stash in a bug home. Fearing they will eat it. I bet i can't feel any of the other stimulants when on PV... wasted...
 
Maybe you could try switching to Ethylphendiate for a bit, I've not tried it myself but I believe it to be a bit more functional and less sketchy. I have to say, for me PV still has a great allure despite the unholy mess I managed to make of myself over and over again with the stuff .

What kind of dosing schedule are you on Anatrica, I used to love weighing it all out into little silver foil parcels and counting them over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over...;)
 
so i went through a G in 3 days...

I say me, I mean me and whatever solid ground I was standing on... tapping PV out of a baggie into a foil boat while fucked on some GABA drug and a load of PV is mighty hard. The worst bit is tapping a load in and trying to work out if it is actually V or just a reflection on the foil you have caught.
 
Hahaha.... I think messuring and counting it must bea wonderful obsession, at least you don't overdose (as you think)...

I don't know what to belive anymore. Went out clubbing the other night. It is just like when I walk in the club sober i remember a part of my life that i (think not) never lived. I remember all the faces like i have seen them all and know tem. EVERY fucking guy is staring at me, not kidding! And random people are staalking me, some people asks if i have "it" and everyone seem TO BE AFTER ME...LOL... and the police was there outside and i was of course so fucking crazy. Beliving everyone who came by me was going to either steal my bag, make me do something they could catch me for etc. So i couldn't really have a nice time...

Just woke up toa MESS. Paranoid as hell i was yesterday, taxiwith two guys home at 3 am. ut there where onecar parked ith the front lights on for hours rigt outside here, like spying in my window. I had to turn off the light, but i just ket turning them on and rearraged hiding spots for my RC. Was expecting the cops to kick in the door anytime.

anyway I'm NOT stacking RC AT HOME ANYMORE... Even though i don't have any illegal RC, it gives me less plessure than fun to have it around.
The worst part is that i don't know if this is just PARANOIA from PV or if it's true. I KNOW soeone must think i'm a dealer for real since they keep asking me if i have drugs, but i can't remember ever having sold anything... May I be living two lifes? Since i keep remembering their faces, but not the rest. Or was i just too HIGH on ethylphenidat?! I bet i snorted like 100-200 mg in one sitting.

At least it's not PV that makes me that sketchy, it s probbly the combo ETHYL/MPA. I got real euphoria, but not fun. And while i was writing this my PC SHOT DOWN suddenly. Like someone was hacking it and spying on me. Maybe?
 
How can we know if it's real or just PV when all the PV stries END with no explenation of wat happend after that tweak was gone for years? How do you know he went off to hospital or sobered up, and not jail? What if one or some of those paraniod stories actually are true? Or maybe 50 % of them?

Like i'm sitting here affraid of bugs, thinking it's PV's fault i'm affraid of these nasty shit. AM i just going to ignore freaking bugs crawling on my floor (which everyone sees) just to not give in to the paranoia? This MEGA threads actually made me expect everything worse, and i got what i expected.
 
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