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MDPV Megathread 8: The Girl Who Chased The Dragon's Tail

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Lol. I have been too stoked to even turn on my computer. Went to psyck ward after 3 months of PV, I gave away 3 grams of PV to them because i was so Paranoid they would find it... They would never have found it, but i was so paranoid. They even sent it to analyze, and it was actually real MDPV and "one was related to MDPV" they said, that was probably a-pvp, because i gave away a bag of that too.

I was there for two weeks, i slept and ate and got well. Back home there were 7 new grams of PV in the mail. But I'm not that much of a fan anymore, or i'm just so used to taking it i don't even notice it. But i tweak a lot, but i thinki would be like this anyway.

What is the best combo with PV except benzos?
 
Hi Anatrica, glad you got well, but coming home to find 7g of pv in the mail probably isnt really what you need. I'm glad you're not so much of a fan of it anymore, and hope you dont overdo your binges, or string them out too long anymore.

As for combos im hesitant to say anything, fearing it it could cause you more harm. But i would say all psychedelic type stuff is a very bad idea to combine with pv, liable to severely twist your head, so i'd rule that out. Even cannabis or cannabinoids could be a bad idea for the same reason. You dont need any other stims with pv. That doesnt leave much, possibly small doses of something mild that releases serotonin like mdai might work ok.. I think i tried that, but cant remember how i felt from it. I dont think it added much, or id have been repeating it more. But beware as serotonin releasers can destabalise your mood afterwards, as they deplete your brain of its feel good chemical. They shouldnt really be taken more than once a month for this reason.

If you must continue to take it, its probably best just to take it on its own.
 
Apvp is the devil. I ordered 500 mg and my order was way late and got bumped way fat. I lost all control and started vaping the freebase, it destroyed me. I've been off it 3 days and I can barely function, I'm so Dizzy and disoriented.

Beyond the initial rush it has an awful high and serious side effects. My chest was tight as fuck, my muscles were not working. I ended up with sores all over my body, blisters on my feet, severe hacking cough. Apvp vapor was extremely caustic and even sniffing it the high just felt so dirty and bad. I don't think this chemical is safe at all and I won't be trying it again.
 
Hi to all. This is my first post on bluelight, been reading mdpv stories for a while and thought I would share some with you too.

Will start with the nightmare of my last binge - the heaviest in it`s insanity I`ve ever had : So here is me locked in my room, at abot 24th hour of smoking it off the foil, with other flatmates in their rooms. Like many others, i was so worrying that they are aware of what I`m doing in my lubricant covered bed , and are whispering about me behind my door. I`ve turned the lights off, sat as quiet as possible . Because it was so dark I didnt see how much I put on the foil, it was a lot, crazy lot, as I`ve smoked this giant cloud , I fell on my bed in a state of mind I`v enver experienced before. I was 100 % sure that I died. There was no doubt. So there is me, lying in bed, knowing that I`ve od , and what I`m experiencing is like something from the `6th Sense ` movie, when Bruce was unaware of being dead. But I was well sure that`s me , derad lying there. And all the anxioty that my flatmates are listening etc. were gone - I was like - hey! Im f.ing dead ! And was extremly happy about it as it felt pleasnt . It lasted for a few hours .
 
The reason I got o fucking paranoid on PV and thought it was how the drug worked was after reading a hell lot about it. I'm sure I wouldn't have been so stupid and paranoid if i didn't read all the MDPV Megathreads :p I only read the mad stuff, and i only focused on the paranoia and shadow people. I was just waiting for myself to snap and go into total madness. Madness came quick, and it went away quick too, two-three months with PV straight and i was sitting in my room reading and waiting for the darkness who was so LATE. It took so long tiime before it happened this time, i think it's just what you make it.

I want to make PV the best little thing in the world i can use to function. I will now turn my focua on happy things while on PV, and not read about, or at least not belive in all your paranoid stories. I get so much more FUCKED on all other drugs almost. I can't handle being stoned on cannabis ecause i feel i can't do anything with things because i'm to lazy on it. I get more crazy on amph and other stims than on PV.

I think it's the way you make the drug, not how it make you. Just think of PV as happyness and let go of the darkness, and you will make it fucking nice ;) And don't tell friends who try it hear about the darkness, you will ruin it for them. I made people paranoid because i told them shit from here about psykosis and all the things i thought was important to tell about how bad it was. I know it's good for people to get scared and don't get on to MDPV, but i would love to make up my mind again with no bad influence.
 
Anatrica:

I'm glad to hear you are cutting out all other drugs and negative thoughts. I'm not sure what I think of you continuing to use pv.

I've been where you are before. You want to keep using so it does none of us any good to persuade you otherwise in my opinion.... but you really should think about quitting or atleast switching from vaping to snorting/eating. History has a funny/bad way of repeating itself.

The funny thing about mdpv is that its very common to think that "this time things will be different" or "I will keep myself and my use under control this time". Of course mdpv always takes you to the same place. Yet over and over you will find yourself thinking "this time things will be different". It won't be.

My advice to you if you absolutely must continue using pv (especially if you must remain functional): stop vaping. I went to hell and back with pv over and over and over and over again when I was vaping it. One day I stopped vaping and started snorting and eating it instead. I regained control over my life (as much control as one can have while using a drug like pv). I also found I was able to moderate my use enough to keep the shadow people and their ways of thinking at bay.

The transition from vaping to snorting was not easy as I always wanted to vape the instant I felt the slightest twinge of effects from pv but I stuck with it and I'm glad I did. Had I continued vaping I would be in a much darker place these days. Like you ive been to psych wards... and much worse... because I vapped pv like crazy. Lost everything a couple of times. All because each time I quit I would decide to start using again by convincing myself that it would be different this time. It never was.

Please think about this deeply. I don't know you but I think we are very much a like in ways that not everyone would understand. Please be safe.
 
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Rereading my post I feel I sound like a bully, an elitist or a know it all. I'm none of these. I was just speaking from experience and concern. I hope I did not come across negatively. I'm just worried as I can relate with what you (anatrica) has been posting lately and I cannot help but offer some words of advice.

Believe me when I say we have a lot in common and when I say I've been to hell and back. Words cannot describe the worst that I've put myself through with mdpv even though it was fun at times.

Whatever you choose to do just please be safe (and have fun it at all possible)
 
Re: pvp

I'm not positive but I don't think she vapes it. I do totally agree that vaping the shit is far less functional than other routes though.

One thing I'm starting to think is that apvp vaped is actually quite a bit harder on me physically than mdpv ever was. It melts clear and doesn't degrade as fast but fuck my lungs are still toast a few weeks after a heavy smoking binge. Seems to release some really toxic shit, my body was falling apart after a few days. I got so tolerant to the effects I fell asleep after taking rips of it, it was strange. I must've had a few grams because my 500mg order was really late and lasted me a solid week, I've never gone so far and so long it was quite the fucking mess I tell ya what.

I lost a large bag of am-2201 after I ran out of PV and I was riding my bike home from work when I noticed it was missing from my pocket. I was so disoriented and upset I slammed on the brakes and flipped over my bike and basically threw a tantrum in the street for 10 minutes, then rode all the way back to work looking for the bag. I never found it and I spent quite a while searching. Only reason I dropped the am-2201 was because I was so fucked from the PV. I was counting on that to ease me through the PV comedown so I was pretty distraught to say the least.

Never again PV, never again.
 
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I almost only snort MDPV. And even after 1 year og almost daily use i still get it from 10 - 30 mgs.
I have tried to smoke it on foil now, but i think it's too much stress about that. I get stressed enough about cleaning and being like a monkey that i want to get more. But i miss the old me on PV. Nowi don't even get any form of psykosis, before it came asrwea week. Now i've been on it wat to long to even notice taking it or not. I tend to forget it when i'm alone. When i
'mwith others i think they only wanna be with me because i had the pv.
 
Hey gang. It's your ol' pal and PV Veteran, The Professor here. Just wanted to say, I have ten grams coming. Should be here in a few more days. I will be smoking and plugging, though I was able to get my hands on a rig, so I might be trying IV administration for the first time. I will be dosing non-stop until all ten grams are gone. My longest run yet was nine grams, over a month and a half between me and a female friend, smokin, pluggin' and fuckin'.
I love MDPV. More accurately, I love SEX on PV. Ok, I love the PV itself too.
I have a new female friend, that is as freaky as they come. I wonder what she'd be like after a rip off the foil...
See you on the flip-side.
Happiness,
The Professor
 
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Hey gang. It's your ol' pal and PV Veteran, The Professor here. Just wanted to say, I have ten grams coming. Should be here in a few more days. I will be smoking and plugging, though I was able to get my hands on a rig, so I might be trying IV administration for the first time. I will be dosing non-stop until all ten grams are gone. My longest run yet was nine grams, over a month and a half between me and a female friend, smokin, pluggin' and fuckin'.
I love MDPV. More accurately, I love SEX on PV. Ok, I love the PV itself too.
I have a new female friend, that is as freaky as they come. I wonder what she'd be like after a rip off the foil...
See you on the flip-side.
Happiness,
The Professor
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I'm really suprised anyone can fuck on PV. I'm far too busy consuming to do ANYTHING.
 
TheProfessor1 said:
Hey gang. It's your ol' pal and PV Veteran, The Professor here. Just wanted to say, I have ten grams coming. Should be here in a few more days. I will be smoking and plugging, though I was able to get my hands on a rig, so I might be trying IV administration for the first time. I will be dosing non-stop until all ten grams are gone. My longest run yet was nine grams, over a month and a half between me and a female friend, smokin, pluggin' and fuckin'.
I love MDPV. More accurately, I love SEX on PV. Ok, I love the PV itself too.
I have a new female friend, that is as freaky as they come. I wonder what she'd be like after a rip off the foil...
See you on the flip-side.
Happiness,
The Professor
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I hope you're in good shape Proff. You're going to need to be. A 6-7 week binge on PV. OMG.
 
I'm really suprised anyone can fuck on PV. I'm far too busy consuming to do ANYTHING.
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Ha ha, oh, one finds a way. Few things are as enjoyable as taking fat hits from the foil whilst being serviced by a young lithe thing on her knees. Nature tends to take its course after that.

I hope you're in good shape Proff. You're going to need to be. A 6-7 week binge on PV. OMG.
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Oh yes, good sir. I am, and I am. Yes, it will be quite a binge. I'm very much looking forward to it. The week after I run out, not so much. Although, even the recovery has its appeal, like coming back from the war or something. Days of sleeping and eating. All part of the ride as far as I'm concerned. I love it.
Any partiularly interesting events/cool stories/freakier-than-normal sex sessions I'll be sure to come on here and tell you all about. Anyone heard from sockpuppet? He's my target audience, for some reason I really like the guy. I hope he's ok.
Hope all my fellow peevers are doing ok!
Happiness,
The Professor
 
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Uh wow man I'm honestly a bit jealous that I never got to mess around with mdpv and, erm... Sex.

I've always been quite the loner and I really stopped trying with women a while ago, doesn't help that I've let drugs fuck up my life and put me in a shit situation where I can't drive anymore with 2 serious DUI's under my belt (phenazepam anyone, lol).

I remember clearly though feeling like a sex maniac at work, I wanted to fuck and I wanted it so bad but I couldn't imagine trying to get any chick to smoke fucking powder off foil and fuck me, it's so ghetto lol.

Anyway, 10 fucking grams?!? How do you function? 1 gram of mdpv would have me wrecked in 1 week, seriously underweight, kidney pains, muscle wasting away. I'm sure everyone knew something was up with me every single time, I'm sure I would've been fired from my job if I ever took it any further than a 1 gram binge. And I can't even fathom the horror of running out after several weeks nonstop use. I'd kill myself from the depression, I mean shit I already wanted to after a short binge.

Be careful with the needle. Shooting mdpv is insanity, I went there man and I stayed up for 4 or 5 days and on the final day I lost it completely. As the sun was rising I was walking around my room spouting gibberish to coworkers and friends who weren't there. I tried to sleep but I kept fucking talking to myself and PV people. And man, talk about a psychological addiction. I used to shoot heroin and it was nothing compared to PV. I'd never recommend it, never.

Whatever you do, be safe and stay alive man. People have died from this shit on much smaller binges than what you've got planned.
 
^In 2010 I started a new job in August and that was when I was deeply into pv, I used to not sleep for four/five days at a time and still drive to work everyday, it was bad, I could hear radio stations in the car even though my car stereo had been broken for months, in the shower too I could change radio station by moving the hot water handle right and left, crazy. That first month at work I still managed to be functional, my boss probably thought I was really weird but given I was working twice as hard as anybody else and was more productive on my own than the rest of the team put together, I guess I was tolerated.

Then I started to take way too many days off and that's when I realized I had to change.

Did manage to put the brakes on before I got fired though, started ordering less and less and got back into psychedelics as they seem to put a hold on my abusive personality.

The kidney pain and loss of muscle is really something with pv, more so than other stimulants. I don't get proper depression afterwards, I mean not standard depression anyway like you get post-MDMA, I just feel empty and emotionless, like a shell with nothing inside, no interests, no motivation to do anything, no goals. Quite bad
 
I just remember waking up after a binge and my first thought was "Oh fuck, what did I do to myself." I guess it's really not standard depression, more of just feeling like a robot with no motivation. I would really struggle though to work my job and function postbinge, I remember just trying to tie my shoes was a frustrating experience after a good round.

Sometimes I miss mdpv, apvp seems to carry all the same risks and requires higher dosages. High doses of apvp don't feel right at all once the comedown hits, I noticed a fishy odor pouring out my skin and my muscles would get super stiff, blood pressure skyrockets. Just not a safe chemical and it can't take you to the same places as mdpv so I think my pyrrolidine based stim adventures are finally done.
 
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, I could hear radio stations in the car even though my car stereo had been broken for months, in the shower too I could change radio station by moving the hot water handle right and left, crazy.
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MDPV Radio is real. It just broadcasts on a frequency only available to users.
 
Lol! I never heard radio at all, but I did see shadow people a lot.

I remember one time taking a fat rip in the bathroom at work. I worked in retail and the truck push team had went on break and I had the floor to myself. I could still see people all over in the aisles pushing the truck, it seemed fascinating to me.

Another time I saw strange black robe wearing figures dancing in the street. Construction and/or road workers in the middle of the night was a pretty common sight too.

My favorite PV hallucination was when I was walking up a hill at night and noticed that the stop sign was sideways. Then I saw there was actually a dark inhuman creature holding it. As I approached he turned the stop sign and his face towards me and grinned at me, his smile filled his entire face and he looked totally malevolent. For some reason I loooovvveed going bonkers on mdpv. I thought the visual hallucinations were quite amusing. For some reason they stopped happening to me after a few binges though.
 
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