hey fellow bluelighters, its the bug again. first time online & on BL since months...
after a really heavy time with mdpv, 4-mec, 4-fmc, amt, tma-6 and a lot of othstuff i went into FULL blown psychosis, seeing people, hearing voices and so on....i was in detox for 5 weeks and now im in my sixt week of therapy, insurance will pay full 26 weeks for me. i loved pv when i had my first grams of it, after ca. 10 grams (in total) it got strange, after 15 it got really problematic and after 25 everything was fucked. in total i think ive taken 28 grams of it.
i stated it a few months ago, and i know that no one here really wants to hear it, but i repeat it once again:
stay away from it. ive had my struggles with speed, x and a lot of other drugs before but nothing fucked me as bad as pv did.
my decision to finally quit doing it came to me after a really really REALlY bad experience where i smoked dmt while being on mxe and because of finding out that almost all of my socalle "friends" fucked with me & my head for fun. (yes they really did, im not psychotic anymore and its even more clear to me now, looking back.)
anyways, blèrs, im still alive and i will start to post a bit more again in the future, feels gd to be home at BL again
all the peevists: good luck!
after a really heavy time with mdpv, 4-mec, 4-fmc, amt, tma-6 and a lot of othstuff i went into FULL blown psychosis, seeing people, hearing voices and so on....i was in detox for 5 weeks and now im in my sixt week of therapy, insurance will pay full 26 weeks for me. i loved pv when i had my first grams of it, after ca. 10 grams (in total) it got strange, after 15 it got really problematic and after 25 everything was fucked. in total i think ive taken 28 grams of it.
i stated it a few months ago, and i know that no one here really wants to hear it, but i repeat it once again:
stay away from it. ive had my struggles with speed, x and a lot of other drugs before but nothing fucked me as bad as pv did.
my decision to finally quit doing it came to me after a really really REALlY bad experience where i smoked dmt while being on mxe and because of finding out that almost all of my socalle "friends" fucked with me & my head for fun. (yes they really did, im not psychotic anymore and its even more clear to me now, looking back.)
anyways, blèrs, im still alive and i will start to post a bit more again in the future, feels gd to be home at BL again
all the peevists: good luck!
