New user experience, Must read
I just signed up to post my experience on MDPV, its been a few days since i last did it, nearly 4 days now, and im still not fully "back to normal" yet, but getting there slowly.
Anywho, heres the summarized version.
I am 19, 160 Lbs. It started about 8 days ago since my nearest head shop near my house had it, i have only heard of it once or twice, so i decided to buy it (Eight Ballz 500mgs)
Bought it, took it home, spent about 2 hours researching others experiences.
Decided to have my trusted friend come over to sit in and after i dose for the first time (I chose my friend who usually does sit-ins for me, yet doesn't do drugs), i instructed him to take it and hold it for 4 hours after first dose.
i took out a 5mg dose, Split it in half (2.5mgs equally) and snorted one dose of 2.5mg. Within a little less than a minute i could feel a slight rise in energy and a sense of euphoria. you all know the story from here, 2 hours later i fel;t the comdown and dosed again, this time a slightly lesser euphoric effect. I had a very strong urge to ask my friend but didnt, i felt relatively paranoid.
Sent my friend home with the stuff i told him to hold on to and decided to take a whole day of rest and in 2 days to try a much larger dose just for research purposes. i knew it would be addicting but never like this. so i made sure i wouldnt buy anymore after the soon to be extreme dose.
Skip a couple days and i have my friend bring the vial of Eight Ballz i had him take with him when he left.
I told him he would have to stay over for a night with me to make sure i didnt do anything idiotic, (he has done this before a couple times when i tried LSD for my first time), He didnt mind as long as he could order pizza off my card.
So what i did was measure out 2 separate doses of 100 mgs, which later tuned into 3 100 mg doses.
Anyways, i had about 10 Kpins on hand to counteract anxiety, which i knew i would be taking.
So anyways, i ended up splitting up each 100 mg doses into 10 separate doses each. snorted the first 100 mgs, 5 mins later i snorted half the the second pile of 100 mgs then drank the other 50 mgs, i could feel an intense (what felt like an extreme adrenaline rush of pure energy) rush. then took the last 100 mgs in water.
I sat there, quietly sitting, an extreme sense of euphoria came over me, more than i expected, within 30 mins my stomach was in a lot of pain, but slowly the pain receded over time. i would drink probably a 12 ounce cup of water every 20 minutes but before i knew it i could feel an intense distortion come over me, i felt like my friend wasnt my friend, i became extremely paranoid, almost unbearably anxious, at this point i knew i was about to hallucinate, so i kept telling myself that it wasnt going to be real.
i wasnt really perceiving time correctly, but after what felt like a second or a year, i had no idea nothing made sense, i was hearing someone knocking on my door and i knew i was going to be arrested, i immediately ran into my room, shaking uncontrollably, about to throw up all the water in my stomach, to hide from what i knew would be the police.
I layed down on my bed, my heart felt like it was pumping like a jackhammer powered by an elephants foot stomping on my chest, and i kept seeing police outside, (what probably made it worse is that i actually lived right outside a police station, so i was most likely seeing real cops driving by making it worse)
I was seeing (more vividly than anything ever) that police and the swat team were in my house, paranoia actually overcame my strong will of not believing hallucinations making them real.
and then before i knew it i was in my kitchen, and i now know it was my friend FORCING me to take my kpins, chewed, and swallowed.
And out of nowhere i smelt, what i can best describe as dead cats, everything i smelled was that one smell.

And still my heart was beating at an unbearable rate, i felt like i should just suck everything out of my system with a vaccume or just cut myself open and take all the powder out.
So at this point i was hallucinating to the extreme and smelling things that werent there. So pretty much all senses were effected, i was most surprised later on by the onset of phantosmia.
I really couldnt tell how much time was passing, but slowly i became self aware again, walking around in what felt like a third person mode in a game. i could feel it seeping away but i still had adrenaline and the "rush" on the extreme still running through me.
I ended up taking my friends clonazepam (he pretty much made me take it) to calm down. and i could feel it calming me down.
So skip a few days from this (4 days ago) and im still having extreme heart palpitations, and sometimes it feels like it skips a few beats, and still cant feel much emotion, not enjoying much of anything, at this point i thought i fucked up myself for life, as if i wouldnt be able to feel any excitement or emotion for the rest of my life. but i pushed through, and slowly, very slowly i was coming back to myself.
And now im at where i am today, Almost back to normal, still seeing what feels like tunnel vision,

and able to type this experience with a clearer mind.
From all this i can sort of identify what part of my brain that was effected the most, which mostly happened in the Temporal Lobe. What helped give some of my assumption away was smelling things that werent there, not recognizing many things, such as my friend (friends of 9 years), i wasnt seeing many things corrently, and not putting together almost any words, i wasnt thinking words anymore, it was like i was thinking in something lesser than pictures, (my friend described what i was saying as if i would start a word, and hold the note and move the note up and down like a zombie) But oin a more anxious and stressed voice.
Anyways, i hope this helps you all understand what has been happening to me, and for you all to understand what the higher dosage effects are to the brain.
P.S. Sorry if a lot of this a times isnt making sense, i still havent fully recovered, since the trip i know i will never take it again. I dont EVER want to be that messed up again to the point where im scared for my life... and what i felt like my eternal existence at that moment. My cousin changed my diet to a lot of water, no more mcdonalds, but fresher foods until i am back to normal.