Dedbeet – remember, all things peev shall pass.
At least in my experience. You're still high (or coming down) right? Just try and think back across all the other situations in which you had similar thoughts arise, while high or coming down, and how they never seem to be as accurate as they seem.
The way I see it:
When its available (i.e. you still have a source, you have the money to buy it, and you have the desire to buy it) it can be nearly impossible to put it down.
But, if you change any one of those factors sincerely, it seems almost too easy to walk away from it.
Compare it to something like an opiate addiction, for example. MDPV doesn't hold a candle to an opiate addiction. Opiate addicts are often affected for life, many never quite 'win' the battle they just get things to a manageable level. MDPV, comparatively, is like childs play. If you totally serious, you can quite literally just walk away.
Of course that can be easier than it sounds, but at least you know when things come to an end – either you run out of money, you can't source it, or some other buzzkill – that you can just use it as an excuse to get up and move on. Thats what happened to me, and its been pretty easy managing cravings.
In other words if your not ready to quit forget about it, but if you are its really not nearly as daunting as it feels. All you gotta do is move on
At least in my experience. You're still high (or coming down) right? Just try and think back across all the other situations in which you had similar thoughts arise, while high or coming down, and how they never seem to be as accurate as they seem.
The way I see it:
When its available (i.e. you still have a source, you have the money to buy it, and you have the desire to buy it) it can be nearly impossible to put it down.
But, if you change any one of those factors sincerely, it seems almost too easy to walk away from it.
Compare it to something like an opiate addiction, for example. MDPV doesn't hold a candle to an opiate addiction. Opiate addicts are often affected for life, many never quite 'win' the battle they just get things to a manageable level. MDPV, comparatively, is like childs play. If you totally serious, you can quite literally just walk away.
Of course that can be easier than it sounds, but at least you know when things come to an end – either you run out of money, you can't source it, or some other buzzkill – that you can just use it as an excuse to get up and move on. Thats what happened to me, and its been pretty easy managing cravings.
In other words if your not ready to quit forget about it, but if you are its really not nearly as daunting as it feels. All you gotta do is move on
you silly fuckers.
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