MDPV Megathread 6: neko's cum guzzling cock juggling extravaganza!!

[Shambles]

Sleep

 

[Dedbeet]

^ All of these and more are questions best addressed whilst snuggled up under a duvet. Preferably with a steaming mug of cocoa. Trust me on this

It's been too soon since the last PV yet, but soon. Out of everything and will literally be eating cat food prob'ly, or maybe peanut butter if I can stomach it.

P.S. it was funny through this whole "losing touch" thing, I was mostly at peace with the situation... there was an acceptance sorta (wordless) that "this just is what is, and there's nothing I can do about it). But thought that was because I was not the doer of my actions and what I was seeing was 'doing me' as the subject, and I was its object (like a puppet).

Had something similar like this happen a few years ago, and luckily my psychoses tend to be simple confusion of basic things, instead of complex paranoid fantasies. In other words, out of touch with reality, but not directly in touch with unreality either.

In fact I would not say I was psychotic in the classic paranoid sense, just utterly confused. Jesus, it was weird.

My guess is if someone was here they would have seen me babbling to the walls, walking fast halfway down the hallway and slow 1/3 of the way back, saying "what the", walking into the kitchen, walking into my bedroom, walking to the bed and back to the computer, then back to the bed, mumbling a few words, then back to the kitchen, then halfway down the hallway, then into the bathroom, mumbling a few words, then into the kitchen, then back to the bathroom... etc.... while in a state of delirium, not having a clue in hell what was going on. Pfew.

Part of the problem was I ran out of matches & lit a burner on the kitchen stove, using that with a piece of foil... probably took a few MONSTER PV hits and was unaware of it. It was an acute psychosis, maybe a couple-three hours.

Guess I took it as "losing touch with normal reality, but being in touch with a bizarro reality" instead of freaking out and losing it. This is why I rarely get paranoid on PV, BTW... whatever is happening for me presently is "reality", whatever it may be, and I don't try to escape it for something else.

 

[Rusted Chains]

Wow dedbeet, 800mg in 2 days? Easy does it. 'Twas only 9 minutes from "am I dead now" to "seem to have come to my senses." Comparable with crack huh? Less is more with peevee everytime. Even 100mg over the course of a day is lot for a regular user with tolerance...you passed that mile marker in the first few hours of driving.

I'm done with peevee after today...not gonna order any more, fuck it. Getting bored with it and don't think I'm gonna learn anything else by doing more. It's too anti-social and untenable in the long run. Speedy recovery to you dedbeet. Gonna scrape up the last bit and you'll be able to stick a fork in me, 'cause I'm done.

 

[SmokeaJoint]

I'm still alive and (mostly) sane after my little RC stimulant cocktail. The added PV with the 4-MMC and the M1 didn't really do much either way. Maybe prolonged some of the purely stimulative effects, but not by much. I'm so close to being 100% out of powder though, got 2 lines of mephedrone left and I feel... emotionally crushed. I'm pretty down now that I'm almost through having fun. Then, its smoking mad bowls of weed so I don't hate being alive for the next couple of days of coming down.

 

[MeDieViL]

Does anyone know wheter pv synergizes with MDMA, 4FMP, 2FMC, 3FMC, Amp, MPA that sort of drugs? ANy combo reports?

 

[Dedbeet]

I'm still alive and (mostly) sane after my little RC stimulant cocktail.

Me too, but I'm pretty flaky at this point... it's well into 'dopamine burned out" territory, and I'm going to bed within the hour as more PV is just causing jitters. Down to maybe 75mg or less anyway. Wild ride, man... thinking about ordering again on the 3rd, perhaps.

The added PV with the 4-MMC and the M1 didn't really do much either way. Maybe prolonged some of the purely stimulative effects, but not by much. I'm so close to being 100% out of powder though, got 2 lines of mephedrone left and I feel... emotionally crushed. I'm pretty down now that I'm almost through having fun. Then, its smoking mad bowls of weed so I don't hate being alive for the next couple of days of coming down.

Yeah, I've got some ... cough.. interesting days to ... cough... look forward to... as well .

 

[Dedbeet]

Wow dedbeet, 800mg in 2 days? Easy does it.

Easy does it?

I see you've never used a stimulant -- you ought to try MDPV, mephedrone, cocaine, meth or something like that one of these days, they're interesting highs .

'Twas only 9 minutes from "am I dead now" to "seem to have come to my senses." Comparable with crack huh? Less is more with peevee everytime. Even 100mg over the course of a day is lot for a regular user with tolerance...you passed that mile marker in the first few hours of driving.

I'm into honesty, and quite honestly the PV decided, not me. I got in the roller coaster, sat down, and it went wherever it went. That's how it goes for me and PV, fwiw.

 

[SmokeaJoint]

Me too, but I'm pretty flaky at this point... it's well into 'dopamine burned out" territory, and I'm going to bed within the hour as more PV is just causing jitters. Down to maybe 75mg or less anyway. Wild ride, man... thinking about ordering again on the 3rd, perhaps.


Yeah, I've got some ... cough.. interesting days to ... cough... look forward to... as well .

So far so good, my party came to an official end at roughly 10pm last night after a friend shared a little of his stash. It's not an awful comedown yet. Hands shaking a little, chills and sweats, and I feel emotionally numb but it beats itching and fiending and all that other ugh nasty fuck no-ness. Haven't really slept though.

In my head though, shit aint normal man. Shit aint normal at all. I'm still getting the faintest visual hallucinations. For the most part its like I'm looking through a shimmer of water right at the center of my vision. No auditory lingering though, the whispers and ghost phone rings have been gone since lunch.

I got some knotted muscles in my back, but it's not guaranteed a side-effect of my using. Mebe though, idk.

 

[Shambles]

Does anyone know wheter pv synergizes with MDMA, 4FMP, 2FMC, 3FMC, Amp, MPA that sort of drugs? ANy combo reports?

I've not found it to synergise with MDMA or anything much else I've mixed it with other than GBL myself. A lil bump is okay with most things I've tried it with (MDMA, LSD, ketamine etc) but more than that and it just dominates everything. It is easier to stick to just the occasional small bump if you're on other stuff but it doesn't really synergise as such - more just adds a bit of energy.

 

[SmokeaJoint]

Hey, quick question for you more frequent travelers to the realm of RC stimulants.

I ran out of my stuff late last night as yall know, was doing just fine with the comedown, it being mentally less taxing than usual. All today was good until maybe 30 minutes ago, when I began to feel not so great. I have a headache right between the eyes. I'm getting cold from the vasocnstricting and I have some pretty nasty joint pain. Like,my right foot fell asleep so I moved it. Which led to an awful stabbing pain in my right knee that went away as soon as I went still. It felt alot like when I got hit with a bat in the OTHER knee. *motion* BAM PAIN!!! Ow!! to put it in smiley speek.

Imma drink some water for the headache as Im likely dehydrated. The vasocostriction will go away, it always does. But has anyone experienced any kind of joint pain like I described?

For those that may not know, I was on 4-MMC and Methylone predominantly with <50 g of MDPV the first day and none the other two. Gram of methylone and 2 grams 4-M, approx.

 

[Dedbeet]

Hey All...

Slept decently last night, but am still totally burnt out and have been walking around in a sleep-deprived daze most of the day. Trying to decide if I should do the last 75mg or so of PV and just get it out of the way instead of drawing this out, or just go to bed... the decision machine is not working tho, and my memory/concentration is for utter shit... so who the hell knows. I can barely comprehend what I read or hold a thought for more than a few seconds . Took me what seems like 15 minutes to post this, cuz I can't concentrate long enough to find the right freakin' buttons. No patience whatsoever either.

 

[Shambles]

Hahahahahaha! Dedbeet sounds like he's doing fine given the circumstances. If white coats were required he'd be long taken by now

Have that feeling in me waters again. Got a sneaky that I may be making a few more active contributions to this thread sometime soon. That US ban has all us fiends a tad concerned. Sure it'll make little difference but has been a while now so any excuse

 

[Dedbeet]

Hahahahahaha! Dedbeet sounds like he's doing fine given the circumstances. If white coats were required he'd be long taken by now

Yeppers... just totally burned out. Aintcha ever burned out after a binge, dee dee? Like, this started on Monday, it's Friday, have barely slept and have gone through nearly a gram of MDPV... whaddya expect?

P.S. if I need the white coats at this point, I'll put on a white coat myself and lock myself in the closet . Am through with ER's & places like that when it comes to drugs. I'd literally rather die than go into the ER for a drug-related reason at this point, given my past experiences.... not kidding. If it's drug-related, it's not an emergency to them and they wanna kick you back onto the street... why bother?

 

[Shambles]

Great report from our man in Outer Mongolia

 

[Dedbeet]

Gettin' to the tail end of this thing here... PV is pretty much gone. Then it's sleep/eat for a week & hope the damage isn't too extensive . If it were, it would be the first time ever with MDPV. Always amazed how quick/completely I recover from just about anything with it. But you never can tell w/freakin' stimulants.

 

[MeDieViL]

I've not found it to synergise with MDMA or anything much else I've mixed it with other than GBL myself. A lil bump is okay with most things I've tried it with (MDMA, LSD, ketamine etc) but more than that and it just dominates everything. It is easier to stick to just the occasional small bump if you're on other stuff but it doesn't really synergise as such - more just adds a bit of energy.

Thx

 

[lasthurrah19]

You guys are living on the edge. Seriously. I'd freak out when psychosis hit. I stay away from stimulants.

This thread is really entertaining, but I worry for you guys. But I know you know what you're doing and have experience. I just wouldn't be surprised to find "Shambles cuts off own head to improve blood flow" (sorry Shambles I just used you as an example). Be safe everyone.

 

[Dedbeet]

You guys are living on the edge. Seriously. I'd freak out when psychosis hit. I stay away from stimulants.

No psychosis here, just the start of a comedown that looks to be so nasty I took 250mg of Depakote I had in the cupboard ... just hope it doesn't make it any worse.

 

[SmokeaJoint]

Lemme know how that works for ya, I got 2000mg Depakote somewhere and couldn't think of what to do with it barring a seizure.

 

[KyleOWeeD]

>oh.. my browser first showed only the first page, and I guessed the thread is dead.. which led my to write this: <


So? Everyone get off the stuff? Waiting inside a crappy nuthouse for the voices to shut the f*** up finally? Or at home in dark room, the windows nailed shut, watching the barricade infront the main door? Or got lost, while sneaking around with a of weapon looking what has caused the noise?

I am not sure... will this be the third year... being in love with my addiction... experienced psychotic adventures... irreal horrors, paranoid thoughts of being watched... once every three month fleeing into a mental institution or getting forced into it... well prepared with peevee in every bag, mobile phone, inside every pocket of my jackets, only the stains of freebase are more numerous than my places to hide it... the first day talking weird shit and the second day spending my time to look sane, while I secretly snorting unmeasured lines on the toilet, ignoring everything I hear no matter which source it came from... filled with greedy thought about smoking the next pipe... one of my twelve ... one pipe for every substance I use to base mdpv.. most peope broke off every contact with me... some said, to protect themselves others just got annoyed...
...at least this year I got some alternatives... so my last excuse not to quit is the fine taste of freebase.... I don't care about any damage which will occur ... or what stupid things I might going to do during the next psychotic episode... writing the next order in an almost incomprehensible english, while the smokeclouds only stops every few days, a pipe or some dish lies shattered by my feet, when I got overwhelmed with tiredness and fell into a short sleep in my chair, awaking any hour "full of joy" for the next hit..... while my heart is jumping and the beat is bumping.. and I am starting again to answer nonexistent personas

( well.... think its not that dark anymore... I am able to sleep, eat, drink, care about my appearence.... and still enjoying this compound... can't even say it ruined me.... but what do I know
[should delete it... sry for my bad english and this senseless post 8) ]