incoherent:
a few words on MDPV:
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this is my personal experience and my opinion, i dont want to offend somebody with my choice of words-
i personally dont like most uppers very much,
i like very small doses of amphetamine some times.
i dont like cocaine (i dont like NDRIs i guess )
my body is different,..
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i was looking for a short acting stimulant when i found MDPV
first i diluted it in water and drank it .. yuck, tastes like sperm
i was on my way outside, but then i started to masturbate..
normally i enjoy masturbation and have fun .. but not with this stuff!
i really didn't wanted to yerk off, but i had to..
the problem is, with this stuff you dont really get a stiffy. so basicly you start to rape yourself
and feel crappy in any way.
never again!
well..
i have so much of this stuff, lets try it again in social setting, good weather, on the streets,.
it was a sort of anniversary..
well, usually i'm a very warm-hearted and friendly person,
but not this time, this experience was the worst.
because i met very nice friends, and i think i was hurting them in the way i treat them..
month passed..
boringness...
let's smoke some of this terrible stuff!
wow
smoking tastes good and redosing is fun!
smoking uppers is always a very bad thing i guess..
but why am i doing this?
there is a small rush, but then you want more and start redosing and feel like shit for hours,
measuring is hard, when redosing, it always ends up in panic and anxiety.
even when i was dosing "correctly" i got a little panic/ unpleasent feeling, but maybe this is only me..
there is nothing productive, recreational,
i really see no sense in taking such a drug.
when you use it, you will need downers to feel good again-
why wasting my time and health with this shit,
when there are plenty of tryptamines out there?
personally, i think drugs like MDPV are the worst.
you start with them because you have a little anxiety and you will end up with a serious anxiety.
finally, i dropped the rest of my stash in the toilet
i did this because i dont want to give something like this to my friends.
i have a small collection of substances, i even have Potassium Cyanide Pills, but for MDPV i see no space.
ps;
im a little sad that i didnt tried to IV it, but i guess i was lucky enough...
pps:
what i was really looking for was a cup of _good_ coffee which in the end i found ...
if you need hardcore uppers for work / study / life, you will, in the end, crack up.
ppps:
stop watching porn, you sick, little creeps! :d
make love, not porn
imho
greets,
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