OK, i had a first try with peevee today - at work. Due to an almost sleepless night (just could not sleep, no uppers taken before or anything like that) i was very, verry tired and decided to eyeball some 3 mgs which i rubbed on my gums. After an hour or so i started to feel quite wake. Just as expected; no euphoria (which i couldn't need there anyway), just _awake_.
I worked fine, did some Photoshop thingies and all went well, but then we were said to take part on a videoconference. I realised that this confused me pretty hard, as it was nothing that would fit into my workflow. In my mind i started kind of panicking, but no real panic, just like "oh noes, what should i do now? People will expect me to talk" etc, and then i remembered what i read about ODing on peevee.
I was quite confused, tried not to become paranoid (which worked... not perfectly, but good enough) and keep quiet.
Strange about this was that if someone asked me something, i was still able to talk to him, give some jokingly replies and so on... but i just hated the idea of having to actively talk to others about more or less important things.
About 90min later, work was over and i walked to the bus. In Germany, we have some demonstrations right now according to the "NATO-Gipfel" (sorry, don't know the english word but i suggest you know what i mean) and thus on the way to the bus (5 minutes walk) i saw about 50 police cars and some hundreds of policemen standing around there, all the way long! This did not help me in keeping cool and not to worry... even at the bus stop there was a pig-posse of 20 boars, hehe.
I'm not sure if i only imagined this (maybe i did), but i always had the feeling they're watching me. I was fkucin glad sitting in the bus and driving homeward. While driving, the peevee's effects were about to leave, but now i'm still quite awake.
I think i'm reacting quite sensitive on this substance.
Even if i eyeballed the amount, it just can't have been much more than 5mg at most. And as a summary, it was not a scary or horrible experience; i just felt quite uncomfortable. But yeah, if one feels the need to try and take a new substance at work, he probably has to suffer the consequences. ;-)
Maybe it will give me better effects in even lower dosages. I'll try it for sure some day. But there's no hurry for that.
Greets!