I ordered some pellets of MDME from a vendor not long ago. I would have loved to test them, but I haven't ordered a new kit yet, and I'm considering sending one in to Edata.. But after the experience I'm confident that the vendor is honest.
I eat a bowl of cereal maybe 30 minutes prior, right after waking up.
0:00- drop one pellet containing 110mg, according to the label.
0:15-1:00- nothing yet, just waiting for it, walking to a friends, trying to feel it but it just hasn't come.
1:30- I'm more anxious and impatient, waiting for a feeling to hit me out of nowhere, I didn't have too high of hopes for this but I just wanted it to come already.
2:00- I feel a slight wave that gradually encircles my body, not very much rushing, the come up is subtle, I order food but I'm not hungry anymore, so I put the taco in my jacket pocket and walk to a nature trail. I take a bite out of the taco every few minutes.
2:15-2:45- colors appear brighter/enhanced, a mellow blanket of euphoria covers me, it's very pleasing and I have that carefree mood that everything is alright that is usually associated with MDMA. For some moments I let myself just pretend it's am MDMA experience. I'm walking in the heat yet I have a jacket on. Doesn't seem to bother me, my hands are sweaty but the rest of me doesn't feel so just yet.
2:45-4:15- I'm thinking philosophically and everything I pass, trees, grass, houses, have a vibrancy that they normally wouldn't. It put a big smile on my face seeing something so pretty. It was just some greenery, but it looked amazing.... I become a skeptic of peoples behavior, pointing out how they should just relax and take a break from their day to day activities and take some time to take in the usually mundane beauty of their environment. I'm getting more sweaty, and I notice some jaw tension, not as pronounced a MDMA. Wanting to talk more, not like a non stop MDMA-typical rant with an overtone of emotion, but in a way that wants me to break open someones mind in a casual way to see what's inside, then leave a piece of knowledge in their head while I take some of theirs to put in my head. On MDMA I tend to do much more talking than listening, but with this I do just as much of each, not being too reserved and not too over the top in conversation... I never took notice at my pupils, and with some random people I saw I was either acting open and giddy, or just awkward.
4:15-5:00- this whole time there have been steady waves of euphoria that have come and gone. I can recall many of my MDMA experiences being more euphoric though. I've kept a close eye on my hydration, refueling whenever I think it's necessary. Telling my friend that he has more character than you find with most people, being open about sharing knowledge... If I were to drive or operate machinery while on this (which I didn't and you shouldn't) then I wouldn't be as debilitated as if I had taken MDMA. Inotice more jaw clenching in the final stages of the experience. It's getting time to leave the nature spot. The view was epic, the whole valley right there. I'm soaking by now, more determined about the things I want to do.
5:00-6:00- Everything still has a serene glow. The euphoria is still around but not as nice as during the peak. We walk thru a residential area and it's very peaceful, sunny, people out on walks.. We stop at someones house who has an orange tree and ask if we can have some oranges. I feel a sense of belonging to the area since I'm eating fruit grown in the land I call home. My friend is faded, and sees the good time I'm having, wishing he would've had one too.
6:00+ he leaves home and I go to my place to get ready for work, I go to work shortly after and get flirty with my manager, she's tired and strung out so I leave her alone, the actual high is gone, but still in an afterglow. Exchanges with customers are either awkward or friendly. I eat a banana and a turkey sandwich.
After work I feel a not so bad comedown. Tired and a little sore, but I don't think I'll get to depression, before bed I'm gonna have some milk and big burrito.
If MDMA was Batman, MDME would be Robin. I guess you could say it like that. Very insightful, so far I don't notice a great deal of physical stress.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_empathogens
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
roacode_oral
I eat a bowl of cereal maybe 30 minutes prior, right after waking up.
0:00- drop one pellet containing 110mg, according to the label.
0:15-1:00- nothing yet, just waiting for it, walking to a friends, trying to feel it but it just hasn't come.
1:30- I'm more anxious and impatient, waiting for a feeling to hit me out of nowhere, I didn't have too high of hopes for this but I just wanted it to come already.
2:00- I feel a slight wave that gradually encircles my body, not very much rushing, the come up is subtle, I order food but I'm not hungry anymore, so I put the taco in my jacket pocket and walk to a nature trail. I take a bite out of the taco every few minutes.
2:15-2:45- colors appear brighter/enhanced, a mellow blanket of euphoria covers me, it's very pleasing and I have that carefree mood that everything is alright that is usually associated with MDMA. For some moments I let myself just pretend it's am MDMA experience. I'm walking in the heat yet I have a jacket on. Doesn't seem to bother me, my hands are sweaty but the rest of me doesn't feel so just yet.
2:45-4:15- I'm thinking philosophically and everything I pass, trees, grass, houses, have a vibrancy that they normally wouldn't. It put a big smile on my face seeing something so pretty. It was just some greenery, but it looked amazing.... I become a skeptic of peoples behavior, pointing out how they should just relax and take a break from their day to day activities and take some time to take in the usually mundane beauty of their environment. I'm getting more sweaty, and I notice some jaw tension, not as pronounced a MDMA. Wanting to talk more, not like a non stop MDMA-typical rant with an overtone of emotion, but in a way that wants me to break open someones mind in a casual way to see what's inside, then leave a piece of knowledge in their head while I take some of theirs to put in my head. On MDMA I tend to do much more talking than listening, but with this I do just as much of each, not being too reserved and not too over the top in conversation... I never took notice at my pupils, and with some random people I saw I was either acting open and giddy, or just awkward.
4:15-5:00- this whole time there have been steady waves of euphoria that have come and gone. I can recall many of my MDMA experiences being more euphoric though. I've kept a close eye on my hydration, refueling whenever I think it's necessary. Telling my friend that he has more character than you find with most people, being open about sharing knowledge... If I were to drive or operate machinery while on this (which I didn't and you shouldn't) then I wouldn't be as debilitated as if I had taken MDMA. Inotice more jaw clenching in the final stages of the experience. It's getting time to leave the nature spot. The view was epic, the whole valley right there. I'm soaking by now, more determined about the things I want to do.
5:00-6:00- Everything still has a serene glow. The euphoria is still around but not as nice as during the peak. We walk thru a residential area and it's very peaceful, sunny, people out on walks.. We stop at someones house who has an orange tree and ask if we can have some oranges. I feel a sense of belonging to the area since I'm eating fruit grown in the land I call home. My friend is faded, and sees the good time I'm having, wishing he would've had one too.
6:00+ he leaves home and I go to my place to get ready for work, I go to work shortly after and get flirty with my manager, she's tired and strung out so I leave her alone, the actual high is gone, but still in an afterglow. Exchanges with customers are either awkward or friendly. I eat a banana and a turkey sandwich.
After work I feel a not so bad comedown. Tired and a little sore, but I don't think I'll get to depression, before bed I'm gonna have some milk and big burrito.
If MDMA was Batman, MDME would be Robin. I guess you could say it like that. Very insightful, so far I don't notice a great deal of physical stress.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_mdme
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
roacode_oral
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