psilence
Greenlighter
Hello
My wife and I are contemplating taking MDMA together. I have a stash of MDMA that I've had on hand for a number of years. I dip into it from time to time, and have quite enjoyed it. I had the thought of introducing my wife to it, and the subject came up in conversation one day and she seemed somewhat open to the idea. She has never tried a drug in her life, and does not drink even socially.
We would have already taken the leap, but she has a number of health issues:
-27 years old
-Non-classical Adrenal Hyperplasia (NCAH) (diagnosed)
--Epilepsy due to NCAH and hormone imbalance (diagnosed)
-Poly-cystic ovary syndrome (PCOS) (diagnosed)
-Generalized Anxiety Disorder (self-diagnosed)
-Overweight (5'11 280lbs)
She was diagnosed with NCAH at the age of 17, after she'd started on synthetic birth control a year earlier. In the interim, the hormones had affected her brain and system to the point that she began having seizures because they were so out of wack. She also had the testosterone level of a 15 year old boy at the age of 18, among other things.
To this day she is sensitive to light and repetitive sounds. Either of those things in the wrong amount or at the wrong time can cause a seizure. We've been married 3 years and together for 5 and she's never had a seizure since I've been with her. She is unmedicated, and part of the reason for that and her general aversion to drugs in general is a result of what her first drug (birth control) did to her life.
I would ask a neurologist or a doctor, but we don't have one (or the money to see one).
She is also a generally anxious person. She likes to make herself a nervous wreck over things I would consider trivial. She often just chalks this up to me being a man and her being a woman, and the women that I've known in my life have always been worriers. She did at some point read the symptoms and diagnosis criteria for G.A.D. out of the DSM and was/is convinced she has it. She isn't one of those that believes she has everything she reads about, either.
The setting would be just us two at home, sitting on the couch listening to music. No lights or anything of that nature. Possibly taking it in the daytime to avoid light saturation and to hopefully help her avoid a seizure due to MDMA's enhancing perception of color and light.
Anyway, I know there are many of these threads already on this subforum. I'm already leaning towards caution and I am thinking the risk of her reacting badly might outweigh any benefit. My thought has always been that I would read more about it, find out what could happen, give her that information and let her make the final decision. This is the final step, to see what you all think.
If it would sway the argument one way or the other, through my work I have access to any pharmaceutical you could think of. So, if I could get a hold of something to give to her beforehand that might make the experience any safer at all (Dilantin, Depakote, Seroquel, whatever), I would.
I look forward to your responses.
Thanks.
-p
My wife and I are contemplating taking MDMA together. I have a stash of MDMA that I've had on hand for a number of years. I dip into it from time to time, and have quite enjoyed it. I had the thought of introducing my wife to it, and the subject came up in conversation one day and she seemed somewhat open to the idea. She has never tried a drug in her life, and does not drink even socially.
We would have already taken the leap, but she has a number of health issues:
-27 years old
-Non-classical Adrenal Hyperplasia (NCAH) (diagnosed)
--Epilepsy due to NCAH and hormone imbalance (diagnosed)
-Poly-cystic ovary syndrome (PCOS) (diagnosed)
-Generalized Anxiety Disorder (self-diagnosed)
-Overweight (5'11 280lbs)
She was diagnosed with NCAH at the age of 17, after she'd started on synthetic birth control a year earlier. In the interim, the hormones had affected her brain and system to the point that she began having seizures because they were so out of wack. She also had the testosterone level of a 15 year old boy at the age of 18, among other things.
To this day she is sensitive to light and repetitive sounds. Either of those things in the wrong amount or at the wrong time can cause a seizure. We've been married 3 years and together for 5 and she's never had a seizure since I've been with her. She is unmedicated, and part of the reason for that and her general aversion to drugs in general is a result of what her first drug (birth control) did to her life.
I would ask a neurologist or a doctor, but we don't have one (or the money to see one).
She is also a generally anxious person. She likes to make herself a nervous wreck over things I would consider trivial. She often just chalks this up to me being a man and her being a woman, and the women that I've known in my life have always been worriers. She did at some point read the symptoms and diagnosis criteria for G.A.D. out of the DSM and was/is convinced she has it. She isn't one of those that believes she has everything she reads about, either.
The setting would be just us two at home, sitting on the couch listening to music. No lights or anything of that nature. Possibly taking it in the daytime to avoid light saturation and to hopefully help her avoid a seizure due to MDMA's enhancing perception of color and light.
Anyway, I know there are many of these threads already on this subforum. I'm already leaning towards caution and I am thinking the risk of her reacting badly might outweigh any benefit. My thought has always been that I would read more about it, find out what could happen, give her that information and let her make the final decision. This is the final step, to see what you all think.
If it would sway the argument one way or the other, through my work I have access to any pharmaceutical you could think of. So, if I could get a hold of something to give to her beforehand that might make the experience any safer at all (Dilantin, Depakote, Seroquel, whatever), I would.
I look forward to your responses.
Thanks.
-p
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