dose: 500mg MDMA
at the time of this roll i was 24 and had been using psychedelics and empathogens heavily the entire summer.
it was a weekday i think. late august or early september, the second or so week into fall semester at a college in the southeast us, during my last year there(i dropped out shortly after this roll, mainly because of my heavy drug use distracting me from studies).
i got the stuff from a very reliable source so it was indeed MDMA. It was about 4 or 5 pm when i took it up to the library bathroom and ate the first 250mg and washed it down with a Gatorade. then I layed the other 250mg down and snorted it all. All of a sudden i feel a rushing like a new stronger type energy is flowing into me like air flows into lungs. I look at myself in the mirror as i rinse out my nostrils and my eyes are huge, my pupils are huge too. I walk down the stairs and out the library and i see and hear some girls walking near me and the female energy is flowing into me so intensely, all their sexy feminine mannerisms i can just almost taste in the air, it's hard to describe, but it was one of my most sexual experiences ever and I didn't even have sex. Holy Shit I just thought of what it might have been. You know how certain bugs and animals emit pheromones to attract mates, well I think what i was sensing was something like pheromones, except my ability to sense and perceive them was enhanced with the high dose of MDMA. That's how it felt to me at least, it was unmistakably a strong female energy that I was sensing. I was sensing it with both visual sense and hearing their voices- they sounded very gentle and caring, like a mother's voice sounds to a baby. and it also felt like the air was thick with these female pheromone-like energies and i felt like i was receiving them in my lower heart/upper gut, like right where romantic affection is felt. So its now about 6 minutes past when i snorted the molly and i sit down at the amphitheater and i guess my senses overloaded because i passed out sitting down and don't wake up until a guy and a girl wake me up- and i don't think they even had to touch me to wake me because my senses were still heightened so much that i could just tell someone was near me so i looked up and at this point it was dark and i see this: a beautiful girl's face with stunning blue sparkly eyes- and i mean that her eyes were sparkling more beautifully than diamonds. she was so beautiful on MDMA at first, then she gave me a weird look like 'don't come near me you druggie creep' and she didn't look as beautiful. As a side note, that reminds me of a time i did .5g of crystal meth, snorted half and ate half, and saw a girl's face and her eyes were sparkling like this girl's were. but back to this roll, the girl had gorgeous dark brown hair, and a guy was with her who told me that if i ever needed help they were always there to help. so i said with a smile 'thanks, man.' then i pass back out, but while i was sleeping, there proceeded to be a girls' choir singing, and their voices-which i could hear at times while i was sleeping- were very caring sounding, which made me feel a feeling like a mother's love, very warm and safe and cared about, even though i was passed out, alone and out at night. after i heard the choir i had a few eyelid movies which were weird but comical especially when i told my brother about the subject of the eyelid movies, one was about a NYC pretty street girl, and one was about a crackhead. It's funny because I had just gotten back from a trip to NYC in which i candy flipped on MDMA and MDA and 25inbome and i met there a girl on the street and we must have both been fucked up cuz we were kissing and telling each other we loved each other minutes after we met on the street. and i also met a crackhead there who i gave some drugs too lol. back to this roll. when i finally woke up it was about 10pm and nobody was still around. I didn't remember where i parked my bike and i didn't remember where i put my bag with my computer in it- but i got it back the next day from lost and found- and i found my bike the next day. but i did call my dad and get a ride home from him. and shortly after i got home i endured strong body pains for the next couple of days. the high was incredible but the body pain made it not something i want to do again. next time i get pure MDMA like that i will only take about 200mg. but i will snort it all for the added intensity. That's if i ever do it again.
at the time of this roll i was 24 and had been using psychedelics and empathogens heavily the entire summer.
it was a weekday i think. late august or early september, the second or so week into fall semester at a college in the southeast us, during my last year there(i dropped out shortly after this roll, mainly because of my heavy drug use distracting me from studies).
i got the stuff from a very reliable source so it was indeed MDMA. It was about 4 or 5 pm when i took it up to the library bathroom and ate the first 250mg and washed it down with a Gatorade. then I layed the other 250mg down and snorted it all. All of a sudden i feel a rushing like a new stronger type energy is flowing into me like air flows into lungs. I look at myself in the mirror as i rinse out my nostrils and my eyes are huge, my pupils are huge too. I walk down the stairs and out the library and i see and hear some girls walking near me and the female energy is flowing into me so intensely, all their sexy feminine mannerisms i can just almost taste in the air, it's hard to describe, but it was one of my most sexual experiences ever and I didn't even have sex. Holy Shit I just thought of what it might have been. You know how certain bugs and animals emit pheromones to attract mates, well I think what i was sensing was something like pheromones, except my ability to sense and perceive them was enhanced with the high dose of MDMA. That's how it felt to me at least, it was unmistakably a strong female energy that I was sensing. I was sensing it with both visual sense and hearing their voices- they sounded very gentle and caring, like a mother's voice sounds to a baby. and it also felt like the air was thick with these female pheromone-like energies and i felt like i was receiving them in my lower heart/upper gut, like right where romantic affection is felt. So its now about 6 minutes past when i snorted the molly and i sit down at the amphitheater and i guess my senses overloaded because i passed out sitting down and don't wake up until a guy and a girl wake me up- and i don't think they even had to touch me to wake me because my senses were still heightened so much that i could just tell someone was near me so i looked up and at this point it was dark and i see this: a beautiful girl's face with stunning blue sparkly eyes- and i mean that her eyes were sparkling more beautifully than diamonds. she was so beautiful on MDMA at first, then she gave me a weird look like 'don't come near me you druggie creep' and she didn't look as beautiful. As a side note, that reminds me of a time i did .5g of crystal meth, snorted half and ate half, and saw a girl's face and her eyes were sparkling like this girl's were. but back to this roll, the girl had gorgeous dark brown hair, and a guy was with her who told me that if i ever needed help they were always there to help. so i said with a smile 'thanks, man.' then i pass back out, but while i was sleeping, there proceeded to be a girls' choir singing, and their voices-which i could hear at times while i was sleeping- were very caring sounding, which made me feel a feeling like a mother's love, very warm and safe and cared about, even though i was passed out, alone and out at night. after i heard the choir i had a few eyelid movies which were weird but comical especially when i told my brother about the subject of the eyelid movies, one was about a NYC pretty street girl, and one was about a crackhead. It's funny because I had just gotten back from a trip to NYC in which i candy flipped on MDMA and MDA and 25inbome and i met there a girl on the street and we must have both been fucked up cuz we were kissing and telling each other we loved each other minutes after we met on the street. and i also met a crackhead there who i gave some drugs too lol. back to this roll. when i finally woke up it was about 10pm and nobody was still around. I didn't remember where i parked my bike and i didn't remember where i put my bag with my computer in it- but i got it back the next day from lost and found- and i found my bike the next day. but i did call my dad and get a ride home from him. and shortly after i got home i endured strong body pains for the next couple of days. the high was incredible but the body pain made it not something i want to do again. next time i get pure MDMA like that i will only take about 200mg. but i will snort it all for the added intensity. That's if i ever do it again.
