E + Speed + Weed : first in this combo : amazing experience (a little long)
Please excuse this if it's a bit dodgy, i am in real time and am still pretty damn wrecked (not to mention trying to come to grips with the experience). I will check tomorrow to make sure it makes sense.
This is also my first report, so go easy
Thankyou.
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As I sit on my couch writing this on my laptop, sun rising over my shoulder, I look over to the girl curled up beside me, and realise that the world is, once again, beautiful.
-12hours : Hi. I'm Astaroth. I am with my friends, L&A, and M. Mate K couldn't come. We've just ordered some pills and are planning a normal night, nothing special. Probably beer, pills and a footy match on TV this week.
I was in a bad mood, a VERY bad mood. I had plans to candyflip, and my trips fell through. I didn't want to talk to anyone.
-11hours : I call my guy and ask for $50 worth of speed. I don't know why I did this. Just seemed like a good idea.
-10hours : We pick up our goodies, and are home in minutes. Bags are tossed around willy nilly, and everyone gets into the stuff. I double drop. Nobody really does any speed, I keep it for myself. As we are finishing, a knock is heard on the door. I open it, to be greeted by the most beautiful blonde to ever grace god's earth. That was the turning point of the night.
It was explained to me that her name was S, she was a friend of K's which he'd invited, but forgotten to tell me. I was quite happy to let her in, regardless of the late notice, as she was the absolute epitamy of all things beautiful. She is the kind of girl that brings men to their knees, and quite rightly she knows it. Would never expect as much as a smile from a girl like this. Yes, THAT beautiful.
-9hours : Starting to get quite messed up. S has had a few pills of her own, and is jiving on the floor. I've railed at least another 2 pills worth within half an hour, and took most of the speed. Feeling VERY good, despite my previous mood. I just could not take my eyes off the amazing totem of beauty that was seated on my living room floor. All I could think was 'if there is this much beauty in one person, then there must be at least a bit in everything, right?'
-8hours : I retreat to my bedroom to think for what seems half an hour, all the while thinking about my life and how much beauty there is in it (and the world), the secret is you just have to look carefully to find it. I think about my career, my loved ones, my parents, and I realise that no matter how shitty things seem, I am doing pretty well.
-3hours : I emerge from my bedroom to discover the clock has moved in light speed, as my previously thought 'half hour' was actually more like five hours. I had spent a whole five hours alone thinking about all the positives in my life, and in the world. I came up with solutions to ALL my problems, and probably would've worked out the answer to world poverty if the question had arisen. The time that I spent in that room will never be revealed to me, but it has changed me.
-2hours : After coming to grips with the aparrent time warp, I work up enough courage to talk to (a now very sleepy) S. I begin a conversation about the weather (as you do), and in keeping with the experience a minute ago, I concentrated on the positive side of everything that was discussed. I found I was confident, and we struck up a great conversation when we moved to the topic of a past relationship. We talk for about an hour and a half - really deep talk, not just idle shit - and she gets sleepier and sleepier.
-30 minutes : she said she was ready to sleep, and came up to sit with me on the couch. She kissed me on the cheek, then curled up under my blanket with her arm around my waist.
We held each other for a while, giving little back massages and stuff, and she fell asleep. I quietly unwrap myself from her hold then get up and reach for my laptop, plug the network cable in and power up. I come back to the couch, replace her hands where they were, and start writing this.
In the past 30 minutes, whilst writing, I have smoked quite a bit of weed, because I started to come down fairly heavily. I wasn't surprised, after what I had experienced, it felt like I deserved a bad comedown.
I've been getting up for a cone now and then, and comng straight back to the couch into the arms of that most beautiful creature, as if I can't be out for long.
As I sit on my couch writing this on my laptop, sun rising over my shoulder, I look over to the girl curled up beside me, and realise that the world is, once again, beautiful.
Please excuse this if it's a bit dodgy, i am in real time and am still pretty damn wrecked (not to mention trying to come to grips with the experience). I will check tomorrow to make sure it makes sense.
This is also my first report, so go easy
Thankyou.
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As I sit on my couch writing this on my laptop, sun rising over my shoulder, I look over to the girl curled up beside me, and realise that the world is, once again, beautiful.
-12hours : Hi. I'm Astaroth. I am with my friends, L&A, and M. Mate K couldn't come. We've just ordered some pills and are planning a normal night, nothing special. Probably beer, pills and a footy match on TV this week.
I was in a bad mood, a VERY bad mood. I had plans to candyflip, and my trips fell through. I didn't want to talk to anyone.
-11hours : I call my guy and ask for $50 worth of speed. I don't know why I did this. Just seemed like a good idea.
-10hours : We pick up our goodies, and are home in minutes. Bags are tossed around willy nilly, and everyone gets into the stuff. I double drop. Nobody really does any speed, I keep it for myself. As we are finishing, a knock is heard on the door. I open it, to be greeted by the most beautiful blonde to ever grace god's earth. That was the turning point of the night.
It was explained to me that her name was S, she was a friend of K's which he'd invited, but forgotten to tell me. I was quite happy to let her in, regardless of the late notice, as she was the absolute epitamy of all things beautiful. She is the kind of girl that brings men to their knees, and quite rightly she knows it. Would never expect as much as a smile from a girl like this. Yes, THAT beautiful.
-9hours : Starting to get quite messed up. S has had a few pills of her own, and is jiving on the floor. I've railed at least another 2 pills worth within half an hour, and took most of the speed. Feeling VERY good, despite my previous mood. I just could not take my eyes off the amazing totem of beauty that was seated on my living room floor. All I could think was 'if there is this much beauty in one person, then there must be at least a bit in everything, right?'
-8hours : I retreat to my bedroom to think for what seems half an hour, all the while thinking about my life and how much beauty there is in it (and the world), the secret is you just have to look carefully to find it. I think about my career, my loved ones, my parents, and I realise that no matter how shitty things seem, I am doing pretty well.
-3hours : I emerge from my bedroom to discover the clock has moved in light speed, as my previously thought 'half hour' was actually more like five hours. I had spent a whole five hours alone thinking about all the positives in my life, and in the world. I came up with solutions to ALL my problems, and probably would've worked out the answer to world poverty if the question had arisen. The time that I spent in that room will never be revealed to me, but it has changed me.
-2hours : After coming to grips with the aparrent time warp, I work up enough courage to talk to (a now very sleepy) S. I begin a conversation about the weather (as you do), and in keeping with the experience a minute ago, I concentrated on the positive side of everything that was discussed. I found I was confident, and we struck up a great conversation when we moved to the topic of a past relationship. We talk for about an hour and a half - really deep talk, not just idle shit - and she gets sleepier and sleepier.
-30 minutes : she said she was ready to sleep, and came up to sit with me on the couch. She kissed me on the cheek, then curled up under my blanket with her arm around my waist.
We held each other for a while, giving little back massages and stuff, and she fell asleep. I quietly unwrap myself from her hold then get up and reach for my laptop, plug the network cable in and power up. I come back to the couch, replace her hands where they were, and start writing this.
In the past 30 minutes, whilst writing, I have smoked quite a bit of weed, because I started to come down fairly heavily. I wasn't surprised, after what I had experienced, it felt like I deserved a bad comedown.
I've been getting up for a cone now and then, and comng straight back to the couch into the arms of that most beautiful creature, as if I can't be out for long.
As I sit on my couch writing this on my laptop, sun rising over my shoulder, I look over to the girl curled up beside me, and realise that the world is, once again, beautiful.
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