angel_baby55
Bluelighter
MDMA + SHROOMS + WEED - experienced - raving in JELLO LAND
the day began at a house party at a fellow ravers place. i was happy to meet all my raver buddies before the big rave that night=) me and my best friend, D, got there around 3pm....
we bought mushrooms (dont know what strain?) and spent the evening talking about our plans with others while everyone toked up and drank (i stayed sober, since i was driving later on)
10:30pm - we arrived at the rave at with about 15 other people from the pre party. we're all dressed up as kandi ravers of course, ready to dance the night away and spread our love to the world =)
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0:00 - once we all get in, i split up with D and tell him i want to shroom. from reading what others have said about hippyflipping i descided to shroom first, then an hour later take the E. so we took the shrooms with water. ugh, gross.
0:15 - things start to look funny to me, while dancing i start feeling myself loosing balance, and thinking off. uh oh, my stomache was empty ... i think im tripping already... i look at D and he says that 'things are getting weird' and i know to be on shrooms alone at a rave is a bad idea .. there's too many people, too loud music and its way too hot to enjoy it. i descided to take the E right away.
0:45 - im shrooming pretty hard at this point... starring at my rave bracelets and laughing, telling D to wave glowsticks around cause theyre 'telling me something important'. we cant stop yawning, and have no energy to move. i wondered why the E wasnt working. we descided to dance anyway, and do so, but the sensation of people bumping into me drives me nuts. i sat down.
1:15 - woah. i feel it. the sky broke open, the music fell into place, my visuals became more candy-colored, i look at the floor and see the confetti the DJ threw at everyone..... it looks like stars...stars...little stars.... the happy hardcore trance song being played was "i see stars" ... go figure, right? i tell D that i see them. he says he doesnt see anything, just feels more energetic now. i look up at my hands, everything starts to look glossy, the typical effect of E when it hits. i feel super excited about the night once again, the people bumping into me doesnt feel so bad anymore, and i streached my arms into the air to feel my body. and then i dance.
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? - me and D alternate between dancing and sitting and talking with our friends. D says he feels the E comming on strong. i feel myself switching from a E and mushroom high, i dont like it, i feel confused. i think i took too many mushrooms? to balance it out, i pull out my joint and descide to get high along with it all. D agrees that weed sounds like a good idea at this point.
??? with 2 other people D and I knew, i light up take a huge hit and pass it around. our other friends are on 2C-B and E. after finishing the joint, D gives me a massage... and i say "I DONT THINK IVE EVER BEEN THIS EXED OUT BEFORE!!!" and all of us lay back, unable to talk. a wave my arm around, and see trails everywhere.
my bracelet beads dance around, and then another friend comes to give us a lightshow. i ask for a massage from D while i get the lightshow. my skin felt like clay, like D was molding it around, and that i was in utter pleasure. time began to stand still. the air itself being on my skin felt good, felt like jello. things looked like jello, jiggling and waving around and bright colored.
i touched my own hand and scratched the top of it. that felt so good to do. but logically i knew i was hurting myself, and so i stopped. but i have to say, i was really sad that i stopped doing that. i'd never felt like that on E alone. at that point i knew i was fucked up.
i danced. i stood still. i sat. everyhing took an eternity to complete, i felt so slow. i just smiled at everyone, just wanted to soak in every moment i was experiancing cause i felt so good.
a part of me wished i was laying in a bed or at home somewhere cause the rave was too hectic for my brain, even though ive been raving for a while, this time i wanted to leave.
2:00am - i remembered that i had to drive, and freaked out. i was still high, but the E was starting to subside and the shrooms were going strong, and i was caught in a thought loop about being stuck outside that rave unable to drive anywhere. i told D i was flipping out about my car, and he told me to stop thinking like that. told me to think about enjoying myself. i just couldnt.
2:30am - the rave promoters gave out free fruit and candy and popsicles. yum. after getting food in my stomache, i felt better. more calm. i descided to dance some more, and found myself feeling alot better after that. the music helped me .. i love how positive trance music is and it really fixed my mood quickly.
3:15am - i found my friends again and D and i got lightshows for a while, while talking about how the night was going, it helped calm me down to know that others were driving later on and that others were having a good time too. i felt the visuals stopping, and my feeling of reality was returning.
3:45am - we all headed out together. i got to my car and changed out of my raver clothes, had more water and turned the heater on. i felt normal, now just lightheaded as hell from everything.
i drove to one of the guys' houses near by, then after and eating more food and relaxing and talking about the night, I headed out to drive an hour to my appartment and gave people rides back home. whew...
i think that next time ill leave that mix for at home or something, cause it was too crazy to do it all at a rave.. but still it was an amazing experiance, i'd never felt that way before and it seemed that combining all those drugs made the xtc 100 times more potent, its defenatly something i'd recommend =)
the day began at a house party at a fellow ravers place. i was happy to meet all my raver buddies before the big rave that night=) me and my best friend, D, got there around 3pm....
we bought mushrooms (dont know what strain?) and spent the evening talking about our plans with others while everyone toked up and drank (i stayed sober, since i was driving later on)
10:30pm - we arrived at the rave at with about 15 other people from the pre party. we're all dressed up as kandi ravers of course, ready to dance the night away and spread our love to the world =)
............................................................................................................................
0:00 - once we all get in, i split up with D and tell him i want to shroom. from reading what others have said about hippyflipping i descided to shroom first, then an hour later take the E. so we took the shrooms with water. ugh, gross.
0:15 - things start to look funny to me, while dancing i start feeling myself loosing balance, and thinking off. uh oh, my stomache was empty ... i think im tripping already... i look at D and he says that 'things are getting weird' and i know to be on shrooms alone at a rave is a bad idea .. there's too many people, too loud music and its way too hot to enjoy it. i descided to take the E right away.
0:45 - im shrooming pretty hard at this point... starring at my rave bracelets and laughing, telling D to wave glowsticks around cause theyre 'telling me something important'. we cant stop yawning, and have no energy to move. i wondered why the E wasnt working. we descided to dance anyway, and do so, but the sensation of people bumping into me drives me nuts. i sat down.
1:15 - woah. i feel it. the sky broke open, the music fell into place, my visuals became more candy-colored, i look at the floor and see the confetti the DJ threw at everyone..... it looks like stars...stars...little stars.... the happy hardcore trance song being played was "i see stars" ... go figure, right? i tell D that i see them. he says he doesnt see anything, just feels more energetic now. i look up at my hands, everything starts to look glossy, the typical effect of E when it hits. i feel super excited about the night once again, the people bumping into me doesnt feel so bad anymore, and i streached my arms into the air to feel my body. and then i dance.
??
? - me and D alternate between dancing and sitting and talking with our friends. D says he feels the E comming on strong. i feel myself switching from a E and mushroom high, i dont like it, i feel confused. i think i took too many mushrooms? to balance it out, i pull out my joint and descide to get high along with it all. D agrees that weed sounds like a good idea at this point.??
? with 2 other people D and I knew, i light up take a huge hit and pass it around. our other friends are on 2C-B and E. after finishing the joint, D gives me a massage... and i say "I DONT THINK IVE EVER BEEN THIS EXED OUT BEFORE!!!" and all of us lay back, unable to talk. a wave my arm around, and see trails everywhere.my bracelet beads dance around, and then another friend comes to give us a lightshow. i ask for a massage from D while i get the lightshow. my skin felt like clay, like D was molding it around, and that i was in utter pleasure. time began to stand still. the air itself being on my skin felt good, felt like jello. things looked like jello, jiggling and waving around and bright colored.
i touched my own hand and scratched the top of it. that felt so good to do. but logically i knew i was hurting myself, and so i stopped. but i have to say, i was really sad that i stopped doing that. i'd never felt like that on E alone. at that point i knew i was fucked up.
i danced. i stood still. i sat. everyhing took an eternity to complete, i felt so slow. i just smiled at everyone, just wanted to soak in every moment i was experiancing cause i felt so good.
a part of me wished i was laying in a bed or at home somewhere cause the rave was too hectic for my brain, even though ive been raving for a while, this time i wanted to leave.
2:00am - i remembered that i had to drive, and freaked out. i was still high, but the E was starting to subside and the shrooms were going strong, and i was caught in a thought loop about being stuck outside that rave unable to drive anywhere. i told D i was flipping out about my car, and he told me to stop thinking like that. told me to think about enjoying myself. i just couldnt.
2:30am - the rave promoters gave out free fruit and candy and popsicles. yum. after getting food in my stomache, i felt better. more calm. i descided to dance some more, and found myself feeling alot better after that. the music helped me .. i love how positive trance music is and it really fixed my mood quickly.
3:15am - i found my friends again and D and i got lightshows for a while, while talking about how the night was going, it helped calm me down to know that others were driving later on and that others were having a good time too. i felt the visuals stopping, and my feeling of reality was returning.
3:45am - we all headed out together. i got to my car and changed out of my raver clothes, had more water and turned the heater on. i felt normal, now just lightheaded as hell from everything.
i drove to one of the guys' houses near by, then after and eating more food and relaxing and talking about the night, I headed out to drive an hour to my appartment and gave people rides back home. whew...
i think that next time ill leave that mix for at home or something, cause it was too crazy to do it all at a rave.. but still it was an amazing experiance, i'd never felt that way before and it seemed that combining all those drugs made the xtc 100 times more potent, its defenatly something i'd recommend =)
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