Date: Saturday May 25, 2002
Time (approx): 8:00pm-4:00am
Surroundings: Mostly my car
None of these times are exact. Well i finally picked up two rolls on friday around midnight and planned the next night right away. It would be me, my friend E who volunteered to drive, my friend J, and my friend M. I would roll, J and M would smoke out and E would remain sober, drive, and try to control me if anything was to happen.
7:45- E took me to a gas station to get some water and then to walgreens to get gum, a tooth brush and a camera. When i got out of Walgreens i took both of the rolls after a discussion on how many i should take J and M said one E said 2. E is more experienced when it came to rolling so i trusted her.
7:55- E needed to go to the mall to get some makeup and wanted all of us to come in with her. i rejected and said i didnt think it would be a good idea. E said i wouldnt start for another 30 minutes (Oh how wrong she was). E went into the mall and me J and M smoked a cig in my car.
8:00- as soon as i finished my cig i felt the biggest like cigarette buzz ever...like when your first cig x 10. this lasted another 2-3 minutes before i noticed anything else. I felt kinda woozy but i convinced myself to tough it out.
8:10- I could feel like a heat wave go from my head all the way down to my feet. This is when E got back to the car. I told her what i was feeling and asked her if thats what it should be. She confirmed.
8:15- at this time i knew it was going to hit me hard, maybe too hard for me to handle. We made our way across the street to Chick-fil-a to meet another friend for J and M's pot. By this time it had hit me full force and this is when my memory gets choppy. I remember staring out into the parking lot in amazement and a little worried. after 10 minutes of that this feeling of tranquility took over, tingles in full force, my jaw was going crazy. Everything was beautiful. They all took pictures of me while i was staring into nothing and the flash was incredible. At one point i felt like crying and have a complete emotional release.
8:40- Soon after the state of tranquility came a burst of energy my leg was twitching so hard the car was going with it. i fell back in my seat and told E to rub my head. EVERYTHING WAS SO INCREDIBLE. E gave me the toothbrush to chew on and i bit it in half the first instant i put it in my mouth.
9:00- E decides to go to an un occupied area in the mall parking lot so i could calm down. E rubbed my chest and arms while M rubbed my head. i wasnt completely satisfied but i was calmed down so we left the mall parking lot
9:15- rubbing my own head and watching all the street lights was so overwhelming. We drove to a lake where E insisted i get out of the car and come lie down with her by the lake. I stepped out of the car and almost fell straight down. I regrouped and walked towards the lake with E. She told me to take my shoes off and feel the grass. Oh how great that was. After that we both laid down and just talked. J and M stayed in the car to smoke. I have no idea how long this lasted.
10:00?- We got up and walked to the car and everything seemed to be in slow motion. This time i sat in the back where my subs (speakers) are. I remember them having an arguement wether to listen to rap or jimmy hendrix. I figured we put in rap because my bass was hitting hard...like an orgasm to my ears. By this time they were playing paper rock scissor to see who would rub my head. We started to drive around a little more to waste tie until we could go to my friend C's.
10:10?- i figured i was coming down cuz my vision was getting clearer i wasnt as excited but the lights were still jumping. Then we came to a dead end, or what it turned out to be. I first thought it was a big fucking car for some reason until we got real close. I also mistaked like 10 mail boxes for people. i dont know wether this was the E or im just stupid.
10:30?- We got lost in a neighborhood but finally got out and made it to my friend C's house. I remember everything from this point on. I went in a went directly to get a cup of water. I sat down and started to drink and i didnt realize how fast i was drinking it. I smoked a cig and for some reason it was just so conforting. Everyone at C's house asked me if i was hot and i really didnt know what the hell they were talking about. Then i noticed i was sweating, BAD. My shirt was drenched. Well i sat down and had 3 more cups of water. This is where it kinda got not so much bad but definately slowed down. I felt like i had to burp. I opened my mouth and burped and at the same time all the water came out with it. Being the slick person i am i managed to prevent most of it from hitting C's floor (some got on my shoe,arm, hand etc.). i ran to the bathroom where the rest of the water came out. This isnt the first time i threw up at C's house and she knows not to clean it up cuz i will. I went to clean it up and ended up like dusting her whole living room too. Well this pretty much ended the social part of my night. E took me and J back to his house.
11:30?- We were in J's room watching movies and i was decided to call about 10 people. i was coming down but wasnt depressed at all. lights were still going crazy and i still had this emotional "glow" when i fell asleep at 4:00am.
the next mourning i looked in my cig pack and there was one left. i called E to see if she took them and she said i smoked all of them. i bought a full pack the day before. I dont remember smoking one cig while in the car nor drinking my liter of water but it was empty. GREAT NIGHT. being with friends is much better than doing it alone. To everyone who told me to take one: Sorry it was in no way a way of saying you dont know what you are talking about etc. it would be my last weekend i could use drugs and i wanted it to go out with a bang. Thanks. Sorry this was so long. E also told me we stopped at for other places which i dont remember
[ 30 May 2002: Message edited by: MemphisX ]
Time (approx): 8:00pm-4:00am
Surroundings: Mostly my car
None of these times are exact. Well i finally picked up two rolls on friday around midnight and planned the next night right away. It would be me, my friend E who volunteered to drive, my friend J, and my friend M. I would roll, J and M would smoke out and E would remain sober, drive, and try to control me if anything was to happen.
7:45- E took me to a gas station to get some water and then to walgreens to get gum, a tooth brush and a camera. When i got out of Walgreens i took both of the rolls after a discussion on how many i should take J and M said one E said 2. E is more experienced when it came to rolling so i trusted her.
7:55- E needed to go to the mall to get some makeup and wanted all of us to come in with her. i rejected and said i didnt think it would be a good idea. E said i wouldnt start for another 30 minutes (Oh how wrong she was). E went into the mall and me J and M smoked a cig in my car.
8:00- as soon as i finished my cig i felt the biggest like cigarette buzz ever...like when your first cig x 10. this lasted another 2-3 minutes before i noticed anything else. I felt kinda woozy but i convinced myself to tough it out.
8:10- I could feel like a heat wave go from my head all the way down to my feet. This is when E got back to the car. I told her what i was feeling and asked her if thats what it should be. She confirmed.
8:15- at this time i knew it was going to hit me hard, maybe too hard for me to handle. We made our way across the street to Chick-fil-a to meet another friend for J and M's pot. By this time it had hit me full force and this is when my memory gets choppy. I remember staring out into the parking lot in amazement and a little worried. after 10 minutes of that this feeling of tranquility took over, tingles in full force, my jaw was going crazy. Everything was beautiful. They all took pictures of me while i was staring into nothing and the flash was incredible. At one point i felt like crying and have a complete emotional release.
8:40- Soon after the state of tranquility came a burst of energy my leg was twitching so hard the car was going with it. i fell back in my seat and told E to rub my head. EVERYTHING WAS SO INCREDIBLE. E gave me the toothbrush to chew on and i bit it in half the first instant i put it in my mouth.
9:00- E decides to go to an un occupied area in the mall parking lot so i could calm down. E rubbed my chest and arms while M rubbed my head. i wasnt completely satisfied but i was calmed down so we left the mall parking lot
9:15- rubbing my own head and watching all the street lights was so overwhelming. We drove to a lake where E insisted i get out of the car and come lie down with her by the lake. I stepped out of the car and almost fell straight down. I regrouped and walked towards the lake with E. She told me to take my shoes off and feel the grass. Oh how great that was. After that we both laid down and just talked. J and M stayed in the car to smoke. I have no idea how long this lasted.
10:00?- We got up and walked to the car and everything seemed to be in slow motion. This time i sat in the back where my subs (speakers) are. I remember them having an arguement wether to listen to rap or jimmy hendrix. I figured we put in rap because my bass was hitting hard...like an orgasm to my ears. By this time they were playing paper rock scissor to see who would rub my head. We started to drive around a little more to waste tie until we could go to my friend C's.
10:10?- i figured i was coming down cuz my vision was getting clearer i wasnt as excited but the lights were still jumping. Then we came to a dead end, or what it turned out to be. I first thought it was a big fucking car for some reason until we got real close. I also mistaked like 10 mail boxes for people. i dont know wether this was the E or im just stupid.
10:30?- We got lost in a neighborhood but finally got out and made it to my friend C's house. I remember everything from this point on. I went in a went directly to get a cup of water. I sat down and started to drink and i didnt realize how fast i was drinking it. I smoked a cig and for some reason it was just so conforting. Everyone at C's house asked me if i was hot and i really didnt know what the hell they were talking about. Then i noticed i was sweating, BAD. My shirt was drenched. Well i sat down and had 3 more cups of water. This is where it kinda got not so much bad but definately slowed down. I felt like i had to burp. I opened my mouth and burped and at the same time all the water came out with it. Being the slick person i am i managed to prevent most of it from hitting C's floor (some got on my shoe,arm, hand etc.). i ran to the bathroom where the rest of the water came out. This isnt the first time i threw up at C's house and she knows not to clean it up cuz i will. I went to clean it up and ended up like dusting her whole living room too. Well this pretty much ended the social part of my night. E took me and J back to his house.
11:30?- We were in J's room watching movies and i was decided to call about 10 people. i was coming down but wasnt depressed at all. lights were still going crazy and i still had this emotional "glow" when i fell asleep at 4:00am.
the next mourning i looked in my cig pack and there was one left. i called E to see if she took them and she said i smoked all of them. i bought a full pack the day before. I dont remember smoking one cig while in the car nor drinking my liter of water but it was empty. GREAT NIGHT. being with friends is much better than doing it alone. To everyone who told me to take one: Sorry it was in no way a way of saying you dont know what you are talking about etc. it would be my last weekend i could use drugs and i wanted it to go out with a bang. Thanks. Sorry this was so long. E also told me we stopped at for other places which i dont remember
[ 30 May 2002: Message edited by: MemphisX ]