I started drinking occassionally when I was 17. Then started smoking cigars right when I turned 18. Tried weed twice when I was 18 and hated it. Did shrooms once with my ex girlfriend when I was almost 19 and loved it but didn't do them again for over a year. Then I tried oxycodone in liquid form a couple times, of was nice but I didn't see what all the hype is about. Then after being seriously depressed for months after breaking up with my girlfriend and moving to a new town I decided I wanted to try Molly. O skipped x pills because I didn't want other shit cut with it. After months of looking I found a good source of pure mdma. I dropped 150mg and had one of the greatest bight of my life by myself. Loving music, loving everything, and being truly happy for the first time in months. The next two days I had a great afterglow and I was generally a happier person after that. I knew instantly that McMahon was the perfect drug to me. Nothing else comes close. Its one of the greatest feelings in the world. Like when you realize you are in love the first time and the other person feels the same. Or hitting a game winning homerun. Its like the perfect night. The only thing that felt better was when I lost my virginity to a girl I had been with for months and new I was in love with. (Sounds kind of gay but true lol) basically ranks up there with all of my top memories from a my teenage years.
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I started doing it way too much though, luckily I got it under control pretty quickly so I didn't lose the magic. Then I tried coke on my 20th birthday, liked it but I didn't understand what the hype was about. Probably because I drink two energy drinks a day on average. But then I started trying it more and more. Finally I told myself enough, I didn't even like it that much and its a waste of money. Then I tried Vicodin, once again it was just okay. Then recently I tried adderall, which I fell in love with instantly to use for work and to get shit done and feel great. I went on a three day binge and realized I needed to stop for a long time... I could feel myself getting addicted fast. After that I pretty much just stuck to drinking a couple times a week(at one point I was drinking a six pack a night min) and when I found some reliable Molly I would do that occassionally. Mdma is the only drug besides alcohol that I really love. Oh and shrooms are close too. But after my last roll I've been taking a break from all drugs and plan to for awhile now. I feel a lot better and I notice I'm a lot happier and energetic and have a lot more motivation to do things. I used to be such a good kid, never really had any desire to do drugs at all besides drink at the occoassional party... I was perfectly happy with my ex gf. Then when we broke up I think drugs took her place, they were the only real escape. Even over a year later I still think about her everyday... she was my drug and i gave everything i had to her. We were going to get married... she had a miscarriage and i fucked our relationship up, and i totally felt like i had lost the greatest thing that ever happened to me and ever would happen to me. I would still die for her to this day. but I'm not near as depressed, I'm happy now more often than not. Honestly though I know that drugs actually saved my life. Mdma to be specific. I was contemplating suicide almost every night for months until I tried Molly. I would get wasted and go drive retardedly fast speeds down dangerous roads hoping I would lose control. Taking mdma periodically helped me get through that time. It helped me realize that there is so much I haven't done in my life that I still want to do. So many other people in the world that I may love just as much as her someday. And now for the first time in ages I feel like I can live without it. I can now use it as intended... a magical experience every once in awhile. Thank you mdma, and thank you to the people making it and not cutting it with shit like all of these other assholes.
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I started doing it way too much though, luckily I got it under control pretty quickly so I didn't lose the magic. Then I tried coke on my 20th birthday, liked it but I didn't understand what the hype was about. Probably because I drink two energy drinks a day on average. But then I started trying it more and more. Finally I told myself enough, I didn't even like it that much and its a waste of money. Then I tried Vicodin, once again it was just okay. Then recently I tried adderall, which I fell in love with instantly to use for work and to get shit done and feel great. I went on a three day binge and realized I needed to stop for a long time... I could feel myself getting addicted fast. After that I pretty much just stuck to drinking a couple times a week(at one point I was drinking a six pack a night min) and when I found some reliable Molly I would do that occassionally. Mdma is the only drug besides alcohol that I really love. Oh and shrooms are close too. But after my last roll I've been taking a break from all drugs and plan to for awhile now. I feel a lot better and I notice I'm a lot happier and energetic and have a lot more motivation to do things. I used to be such a good kid, never really had any desire to do drugs at all besides drink at the occoassional party... I was perfectly happy with my ex gf. Then when we broke up I think drugs took her place, they were the only real escape. Even over a year later I still think about her everyday... she was my drug and i gave everything i had to her. We were going to get married... she had a miscarriage and i fucked our relationship up, and i totally felt like i had lost the greatest thing that ever happened to me and ever would happen to me. I would still die for her to this day. but I'm not near as depressed, I'm happy now more often than not. Honestly though I know that drugs actually saved my life. Mdma to be specific. I was contemplating suicide almost every night for months until I tried Molly. I would get wasted and go drive retardedly fast speeds down dangerous roads hoping I would lose control. Taking mdma periodically helped me get through that time. It helped me realize that there is so much I haven't done in my life that I still want to do. So many other people in the world that I may love just as much as her someday. And now for the first time in ages I feel like I can live without it. I can now use it as intended... a magical experience every once in awhile. Thank you mdma, and thank you to the people making it and not cutting it with shit like all of these other assholes.
